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Thursday, December 31, 2009

1 of my guy frenz told me tis...y keep tinking abt him when he's not even worth it...if he can do tis 2 u...means he can do tis 2 e gal he's chasing after...even though it might b awkward coz all of u r frm e same cca same batch...juz act lyk it doesnt bother u...e more u try 2 4get...e harder it is...coz u'll end up tinking abt him more or frenz will keep telling u stuffs abt him...it hurts even more when e more things u noe...guys will alwaes gif u all kinds of excuses lyk not compatible...no time n stuffs...but feelings 4 u r real...it's actuallie juz 2 cover themselves up...e fact is dere's another gal oledi...they will onlie make it more open after a while so tt pple will not sae them bastard or flirt or watever...pls learn 2 choose e rite 1...if e gal fall 4 him...den gd luck 2 her...coz same thing might b done 2 her as well...if she doesnt...den she's smarter den u...

everything is juz so true lah...esp when it comes frm a guy...but e last sentence lyk suan me sia...lolx...nehow...im trying my veri bez 2 ignore everything n act lyk normal n b frenz oledi...as frenz everything is reallie gd...but bf wise no comments...nehow...i juz wanna b happie...e whole 2009 started quite gd n it ended quite badly 2wards e end...n b4 i noe...it's time 2 welcome 2010 in less den 24hrs...n yesh i managed 2 find some1 2 replace me 4 kukup...means im gonna countdown wif 13th + organising comm...newae got inspired frm serene's bloggie n it's time 4 me 2 recap some of e highlights of 2009...

-jan-
celebrated my 23rd wif many many cliques of frenz...i can sae it's a blast 23rd 4 me...haf lotsa fun n surprises wif every single of them

-feb-
odac coc...where we officiallie become exco...n dere's many many farewells 4 frenz leaving 4 overseas studies...

-mar-
pengarang recee...n my 1st ever canoe race mr500...a race 2gether wif pam...thought we didnt win...but we felt reallie proud of our performance tt dae...

-apr-
nothing much fantastic becoz in e midst of exams period...it's juz purely mugging n mugging

-may-
end of sem 1...n it's non-stop partying

-jun-
when i found ice-cream-o...a trip 2 jb wif family...went 4 leadership camp where all sports cca send 3 excos 4 it...

-jul-
les 6th anni...odac foc...anne's big big dae...her wedding wif jero...n secret 6 being e jie mei...it's a reallie fun experience esp in e morning while e groom haf 2 fight his wae thru e door doing all e forfeits...lolx...den dere is nite cycling recee...

-aug-
nite cycling event + rainbow falls recee...canoe camp where we get 2 row 4 a expedition as well...jap summer festival!!!went 2 their pri skool n it's non-stop of bio-ing jap + eating jap food...haha...newae dere's oso my 3 pioneer canoe convocation...

-sep-
white water rafting + stong recee...followed by paintball in jb...it's waseda shibuya open house...time 4 more jap stuffs again!!!

-oct-
stong event...plus start of exams

-nov-
end of sem 2...got attached n broke up...kind of e shortest r/s 1 will ever seen or heard of...n in e end...im e 1 being involved in such kind of r/s...haixx...nehow...chopped off my hair till real short after having yrs of long hair...n of coz dere's extreme challenge where my accident occurs n leaving scars now...

-dec-
results out n i failed 2 modules...means im gonna retain an extra sem...newae...dere's uol challenge sheild where cca compete wif each other n my team got 1st!!!so proud of all of u...n we celebrated by going 2 flyer n many many more...dere's e rents' anni celebration as well...n of coz not 4getting all e xmas i haf which juz ended few daes back...im lyk totallie broke now

so 2010...i dun wanna wish 4 ne resolutions coz it never happened...haha...all i wan is juz a simple good grades n let me promote every sem...n of coz everything gets better in 2010...=))

|ost in |uv @ 4:08 am

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

im trying so damn hard 2 find some1 2 replace me 4 kukup now...it's damn last min i noe...but coz i wanna spend my 30th nite wif my babes...we hardly get 2 meet up n i dun wanna wake up so earlie...plus i feel lyk going over 2 pearl's place n spend it wif 13th 4 countdown...how?!?haixx

|ost in |uv @ 2:40 am

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

my lappy gif me a shock by dying out on me last nite...i panicked coz i didnt backup nething n everything was inside...pix + songs r lyk e treasure in my lappy...lolx...juz when i thot i finallie haf e time 2 online i cant...bring it 4 servicing 2dae n it's gd 2 do such thing on festive season...coz dere's no queue!!!

fujitsu's service is indeed gd!!!i got my lappy repaired in less den 1/2 hr n thank god i dun haf 2 pay since i got a 3 yr instead of 1 yr warranty...n e 1st thing i reached hm is 2 backup all my pix + songs 2 my external hdd...lolx...gonna get another 1 during e next IT show...coz dere r 2 many camwhores ard me...even 500gb hdd is not enuff 2 store all my stuffs...

n yeah...im finallie starting 2 upload all e pix frm 23rd dec 2 fb...coz i stayed hm 2dae n haf dinner wif family...nehow i got 1000++ pix 2 b uploaded...tt's gonna take damn long!!!pls help me tag k!!!

skool's starting nez week n my desk is still damn messy!!!oh my tian!!!newae...i wanna watch sherlock holmes n play mahjong b4 skool resumes...ne1 keen??

**r/s makes u go round n round n ends up wif nothing but more sufferings...

|ost in |uv @ 11:39 pm

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

5+ yrs of blogging...seriously i've no idea hu r e 1s hu still reads my blog...except 4 those hu alwaes tagged...i wanna clear all e backlogs b4 2009 ends...juz 2 many pix 2 b done up...mayb it's time 4 me 2 cut down on camwhoring...

party after party...it's juz never ending...tired but im enjoying it wif great companies of frenz...lee ching commented: u watched alot of movies hor...tell me which movie u havent watch...lolx...got...i missed new moon n zombieland...newae...avatar 3d is damn nice!!!

nehow things havent been 2 smooth nor 2 bad thus far...im kind of luving back my singlehood life...not coz of freedom...but rather u tend 2 c things clearer as an outsider...pple find u 2 sensitive over things but arent they juz trying 2 hide e truth when things r so obvious oledi??mayb it's betta 2 remain silent n pretend nothing happened??coz i dun wanna affect ne friendship i haf wif them...it's juz 2pid 2 lose a frenz coz of r/s matters...lonely??of coz u'll feel it when u r single...23rd going on 24th in 1 mth...my priorities in life haf been changing n changing coz of all e mishaps here n dere...now i juz wanna get over n done wif my degree...get a gd n stable job...n watever comes may ltr...

|ost in |uv @ 5:31 pm

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

i cant believe i juz bought 2 books...yeah 2 books...when i dun even read...lolx...mayb i got inspired by buddy juz now...but i books i bought r non-story or fiction books...but rather more lyk self-learning skill kind of stuffs...

nehow...xmas party haf started n i've met up wif e sixous n havenly 4 tis few daes...been reallie great meeting up wif great old pals...n htht wif them is so comfortable...or maybe coz we r of e same age...every1 is oledi matured...it makes toking much easily coz we understand all kinds of situations...e concerns n advises they showered me wif...did wake me up a bit...is better tt i end everything esp when he can change target so fast...juz so d-i-s-a-p-p-o-i-n-t-e-d...now is e heartaching part...juz need 2 get over n done wif n i'll b fine...

now im juz looking 4ward 2 my bdae trip nez mth...finallie a getawae...n finallie a bdae spend differently...mayb i shd juz skip 2 daes of class n leave on e actual dae...i cant stand sg life nemore!!!

**a wound can heal...but a scar can never b healed...

|ost in |uv @ 12:40 am

Monday, December 21, 2009

omg...i m feeling freaking tired lyk everydae!!!need 2 start 2 put hp on silent mode when i sleep...coz pple juz luv 2 msg n call me in e morning -_-'''...i need a gd break desperately!!!so much things happened within such a short period of time...juz so so so disappointed!!!haixx

|ost in |uv @ 4:31 am

Friday, December 18, 2009

while i was looking 4 pix 2 develop...come across lotsa pix...n of coz...pix alwaes brings back lotsa memories...gd n bad tt is...

my odac life in this past 1 yr...

every1 looking so happie b4 we stepped into e world of being excos...

1st few close frenz i found in exco...n juz how much fun e 4 of us haf coz of all e 2pid little things we try 2 do...

den it was bdae celebration 4 louis + me...1 of e 1st few bonding outing as an exco...

our veri 1st event as an exco...coc 4 e 12th batch...

where i found ice-cream-o thru lotsa random meet ups esp @ spize...

n where i found 2 more side-by-side excos...ons + gf...

our 1st official pix as excos...

where ice-cream-o went stong recee 2gether...kind of fated 2 go as a clique i must sae...
but sadly...lotsa things happened juz within e few of us...every1 would sae e same thing...if given a choice again...i would rather not b an exco n let nothing happened...but did ne1 ever think b4 tt is becoz of exco tt we got 2 noe each other n bond 2gether as frenz...but of coz gd n bad things do happened here n dere...tt's juz life i guess...dunno if dere will eva b a dae where ice-cream-o could get back 2gether n chillax lyk how we used 2 b...missing those gd old daes...haixx

|ost in |uv @ 5:30 pm

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

12/11/09 --> hApPiE bDaE sArAh~!~!~!
13/11/09 --> hApPiE bDaE jUn ShEnG~!~!~!
23/11/09 --> hApPiE bDaE DiAnA~!~!~!
25/11/09 --> hApPiE bDaE eLsYnE~!~!~!
29/11/09 --> hApPiE bDaE vIvIaNa~!~!~!
29/11/09 --> hApPiE bDaE pEarL~!~!~!
finallie broke e news of my results 2 my parents...n of coz...a gd scolding frm mum...n another gd scolding frm dad 4 my accident...haixx...gonna work reallie hard 4 all e upcoming sems...juz cant wait 2 get e degree...n i dun wanna retain...uni life is juz so diff...i miss my ten years life of being an ij-ian...n all e ups n downs in np...life in sim haf nv been smooth at all...juz feel lyk getting a bank loan n study abroad...i wan a new life + experience...

-16/10-
nike run racepack collection...continue frm previous updates...

collecting racepack @ flyer...

dinner @ astons

suntec-ing...
-08/11-
canoe round ubin marathon...

during e race...

supporters + after race...

those hu were crown-ed wif medals...=))

happie bdae henry!!!

sim canoeing club!!!

happie bdae richard!!!

@ carls' jr...
-09/11-
dinner + chill out wif e close-2-heart canoeists...

dinner @ some jap restaurant @ ion...

wif our yummylicious food~~~

group pix

chill out @ esplanade...

toast 2 our 1+ yrs of friendship!!! =))
-10/11-
odac booth followed by meeting...

-11/11-
acc gf 2 fix her cam...followed by bak ku teh 4 dinner...den 2 vivo...n double o-ed wif ade after tt...drink drank drunk...

i miss bak ku teh...

double o wif ade...

n i luv her hair~~~
-12/11-
sarah's bdae celebration wif canoeists...

@ vivo's swensens...n it took me 1 whole round of vivo 2 bluff her in 2 swensens 4 e surprise...lolx

happie bdae sarah!!!

cant wait 2 open up her pressies...

every1 learning how 2 fold roses using servettes frm jun sheng...

final few...
-13/11-
odac booth den jun sheng's bdae wif canoeists...

@ wala wala...left becoz dere wasnt enuff seats 4 all...

in jeremy's car...damn nice n shiok...2 fast 2 furious...but steady!!!

e cake is 2 big 4 lex 2 handle...lolx

happie bdae jun sheng!!!
tis is e bez pix i can find...coz of e guys...all pix r unglam!!!lolx

partying @ villa bali~~~

canoeists r definitely not camera shy...lolx

poor travis...he's no diff frm being e bdae boy...haha

time 4 drink drank drunk!!!

n e nite ended wif so many ~~drunkards~~ high-ians...
-14/11-
somethings r betta 2 b left unsaid...sobz...nehow t13 came down 2 look 4 me...n it's alwaez them hu r e 1st 2 b dere 4 me...thanz so much!!! =))

-15/11-
odac extreme dry run...volunteered 2 b e participants n almost died...it's damn extreme!!!lolx...nehow...bens n jerrys wif odac-ians after dinner @ e-hub wif all...

@ dempsy's bnj...

e galz 1-10...

n edmund's multi-shots...lolx
-16/11-
tiong-ed wif zam in e afternoon...thanz 4 e company n ears...=)) n nite was spend wif ons + gf...they drove down juz 2 pass me all e chocolates n den 2 spize 2 make sure i eat...luv u galz man!!!n e stuffs u galz prepared 4 me is reallie sweet...im juz touched...n feelings r beyond words tt can describe...=))

-17/11-
hair chopped...coz i wanted 2 let go of all e bad stuffs...juz wanted a new start...new life...n hopefully things will b smooth frm now on...n of coz thanz 2 yian recommendation...i got a gd hairstylist n i reallie luv tis haircut...=))...n den it's 2 skool 4 odac meeting n every1 was shocked wif my hairstyle...haha

my super long hair b4 it's gone...

in e process...

n tada...new look...luving it more n more!!!
-18/11-
dinner buffet @ ritz carlton wif relatives...it's alwaes gd 2 eat wif family coz u dun haf 2 pay...lolx

begin wif all e starters...

food tt went into our stomach...

every1 luvs taking pix wif food...

sis + cousin...

ard ritz carlton...
-19/11-
met up wif odac-ians...more lyk yr 1 foc group...but juz e few of us...a nice dinner @ one fullerton's palm beach though ah tas...great catch up wif e expired...n juz how much i miss those daes being a freshie...life is so much more carefree...

dinner @ palm beach...

food tt r listed cheapest in e menu...lolx

nice group pix...

followed by ah chew's desserts...
-20/11-
e end...

-21/11-
niteout wif louis...thanz 4 all e treats tt nite!!! =)) walking aimlessly round n round town...pam n edmund joined us ltr 2 chill...

-22/11-
odac extreme final dry run...

exco hotty babes...=))

dinner @ jalan besar's jian dao jian...

food per table...

camwhoring...

n we left nothing behind...
-23/11-
town-ed wif jia jia...shop + eat + chill + lotsa updates!!! =))

-24/11-
mjc-ed wif jun ren + shu hong...den back 2 sim 4 meeting...followed by supper @ spize...

finallie every1's willing 2 travel 2 my area 4 supper...lolx

camwhoring...

snow white (santono) n e 7 drawfs (ladies in e house)!!!
-25/11-
town-ed wif gf n brenda...got my new watch...a nice catch up @ crystal jade...den we head 2 sch 4 extreme briefing...followed by timbre wif some of them...

@ crystal jade...where food was donated 2 me...lolx

during odac briefing...

we got so obessed wif e shades n glasses...

n my current desktop pix...=))

timbre wif e 4 peeps...

great food + drinks...n most importantly...great company 4 e nite!!! =))

thanz 4 everything!!!
-26-28/11-
odac xtreme preparations + actual + sim sports nite...n where all e mishaps happened...nehow it's a successful event...n every1 deserve a gd pat on e shoulder...=))

dae 1...preparing @ halus n on e wae 2 skool 4 sports nite...

canoeists received lotsa awards!!! =))

wif my dearest canoeists...

n is back 2 halus 4 setups...

supper @ hougang...

@ shu hong's place...

shopping @ mustafa

we hearts shaker fries!!!

back 2 halus n ko-ed in e lorry...

dae 2...preparations

helping out route 1...

lunch break...

going ard n setting up all e hydration points...
n after tt was 2 ecp where e accident happened...n no more pix 4 me...=((

actual dae...where participants slowly starts 2 come in...

ready...get set...go!!!

i did rock-climbing despite being injured...n it was hellula fun!!!juz luv outdoor stuffs...

participants coming 2 our station...

tis is how i looked 1 dae after e accident...n onlie ons dare 2 proach me 2 take pix n not leaving me out...ai si ni le!!! =))

all e participants...n we dun haf a organising comm pix...=((

participants frm canoe...jump high...fly high!!!
-29/11-
finallie a catch up wif my babes...town followed by dempsy...n erin got her licence!!!congrats!!!n im e onlie 1 left un-licenced...lolx

their food...

@ dempsy's bens n jerrys...

me + ade

my dearest babes...=))
-30/11-
head down 2 skool...den accompanied few odac-ians 4 interview...n we headed 2 tiong bahru 4 dinner + movie...caught gokusen...movie is okie only...drama is wae wae better!!!

dinner @ bie fu 4 them...porridge 4 me...=((
-01/12-
caught 2012 wif pam...nice movie wif great effects...but den again...will e world reallie comes 2 an end in 2012??

dinner @ crystal jade...porridge again!!!
-02/12-
met up wif quen...shopped e whole dae...lotsa updates n thanz 4 sharing wif violent clique n receiving all their heart warming msg...=))

quen noes i couldnt bite n she smash all e sweet potatoes 4 me...arigatou!!! =))
-03/12-
town-ed wif ex-poly-ians...every1 checked their results xcept 4 me...n yup i did e worst among all...haixx...nehow caught couples retreat wif them...show is not bad...n a rather meaningful one...i juz hope things will b or get betta...

lunch-ed @ selegie...missed out gd food again...

tau huey 4 dinner...

last but not least...a group pix...
daes r getting more packed...more tiring...but it helps alot in being happier wif frenz n moving on bit by bit each dae...more updates coming up!!!

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<--her world-->

**tHe OnE aNd OnLiE**
~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~
.29th jan 1986.
.code: #03.

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.i choose 2 luv in silence.
.4 in silence i find no rejection.
.i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness.
.4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but
me.
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.nv luv a luv tt hurts.
.nv hurt a luv tt luvs.

.she desires.

.do well in academic.
.prada wallet + bag.
.b a trader.

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