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Saturday, May 26, 2007

23/05/07 --> hApPiE bDaE xIaNg ZhOnG~!~!~!
24/05/07 --> hApPiE 21sT bDaE zHeN xIaNg~!~!~!

2 years...tt's how fast time reallie flies...lotsa pple haf been asking wat's e 2 yrs thing...yes finallie marked down 2 yrs...i've been wandering alone 2 yrs...nothing much of it actuallie...it's juz a normal dae as it is...onlie feeling a bit lonely each time...it's so hard 2 stepped into another 1...new faces i noe each dae r even far frm my expected...getting so distant frm tis world im living in...haixx

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Sunday, May 20, 2007

13/05/07 --> hApPiE mOtHeRs' dAe~!~!~!
13/05/07 --> hApPiE bDaE jAsOn~!~!~!
16/05/07 --> hApPiE 21sT bDaE LeE cHiNg~!~!~!
17/05/07 --> hApPiE bDaE dAd~!~!~!

feeling so sick now...haixx...nowadays body seems so weak...so easily fall sick...muz b coz im lack of slp + i havent been exercising 4 so long...body resistance is going lower n lower...=((

-12/05 sat-
haf a pre-mothers' dae celebration at grandma's place...it's pot luck n cake...definitely a mouth-watering dinner we had...n i realized as 1 get olders...all e fun r gone...all e mums hope all of us will sing a happie mothers' dae song but all kids refused...juz ask them 2 cut e cake n distribute will do...wonder how will it b lyk in e nez few yrs...lolx

-sun-
happie mothers' dae!!!didnt went out 2 celebrate coz sis was still havent exams...n poor her...tis yr o's is being pushed so 4ward n she's so gonna struggle man...but afterall...tink she's e brightest among e 3 of us...dun wan her 2 follow my step n regret in e future...juz feel tt i've wasted my 3 yrs in poly studying craps...

-mon-
it's les meet up!!!been kind of long since all gathered 2gether...every1 haf been busy wif work/studies...but now it's a break 4 those studying ones...but nv 4 those working...lolx...comtemplating 2 eat at somewhere cheap n nice...but ended up at sakae...haha...im going so broke now!!!cant wait 2 get my pay!!!

-tue-
met up wif jasmyn...didnt c tis gal 4 so long le...suppose 2 go airport but ended up at tampines mall...had dinner + shopping spree + gossipping!!!haha...i luv 2 shop wif tis gal 4 sure...coz we got e same taste!!!it makes shopping so much easier 4 me...lolx...at least i didnt went hm frm shopping empty handed again...but dere goes my money!!!

-wed-
went 2 meet up wif secret 6...was so last min...but a definitely sad thing...coz agnes broke a sudden news 2 us tt she's going back hk on sat...n it's kind of a perm thing but not holidae...still wondering wat's e real reason behind it...haixx..newae...had dinner at tis cafe/restaurant near bugis...n e food is so damn x...n e service sux totallie...tis is e 1st time we ever heard tt u haf 2 even pay 4 chilli flakes n other sauces as well...n it costs $1 4 juz plain water...total maddness!!!e farewell dinner turn out 2 b rather disappointing...

-thu-
it's isetan private sales...thanz 2 lian tee 4 bringing me in...e crowd was reallie scary...n i still wonder y is it call private sales...lolx...newae...e sales wasnt tt great 2 me...it's juz lyk normal sales...juz bought a top 4 fun...coz didnt wanted 2 waste my time dere...haha...met up wif my family 2 celebrate dad's bdae n post mothers' dae...went 2 e ship restaurant tt was recommended by my colleagues...e food dere is reallie damn zhai!!!haha...portion is rather big...n perhaps tt explains y e costs is so high...but e service sux totallie!!!so many cheena pok dere...imagine they serve u seafood salad saeing seafood sala...n when they sae almond logan in chinese...it's so damn long...my sis n i str8 awae huh so damn loud lah...haha...lucky food was reallie nice if not im so gonna get pissed off...lolx

after tt sis bought us 2 mos n cannery...coz she wanted 2 show my parents her working life n stuffs...enter everywhere free n i even stepped into e vip room at mos...it feels so diff frm e other rooms...felt so relax when im in dere...but my mum sure dislyk those places...she couldnt even stand those dark lightings...haha...had a rather fun dae exploring new stuffs...=))

-fri-
left company 1/2 hr earlie juz 2 go charles n keith warehouse sales wif my colleagues...haha...finallie managed 2 find shoes of my size...e smallest size is 34 which fits me perfectly!!!all e shoes haf my size coz tink e onlie person hu haf such small feet is none other den me...singaporeans r reallie damn gd at squeezing...almost couldnt breath lah...lolx...tis sales is wat i reallie call sales...or mayb grand/final sales...everything is so cheap...can even find things tt more den 50% off...haha...newae...bump into joey's cousin n she stand directly in front of me while making payment...cant even recognise her n she's e 1 hu called me...n i sae something so direct i guess...haha

-sat-
wk up earlie on a sat coz got 2 send agnes off...juz hope she'll change her mind n return 2 sg...secret 6 is downsizing...frm secret 6 - famous 5 - fantastic 4...lolx...so gonna miss my full force man...haixx...newae...betta tk care of urself lots n if if possible...i'll go over hk 4 holidae n visit u...muz b my tour guide den...lolx

thanz 2 yasi 4 driving us 2 n fro...n jia 4 accompanying me 2 psb...after all e comparison...i've decided 2 withdraw frm sim...coz psb is so damn near my place...i wanna save on transport n time...coz working n studying is gonna b so tight in e future...plus studying alone feels so lonely...rather stuck in some ulu ulu places n c no 1...haha...but dere goes my $100+ 4 all e administration fees...damn!!!

met up wif my relatives n we went 2 mediacorp carnival...not much artists were dere...but still managed 2 c hu i reallie i wanna meet...n tt's felicia chin!!!she's damn chio lah...so tall...skinny n figure damn gd...thanz 2 my cousin 4 intro-ing all those hu were dere 2 me...they sure r friendly man...haha...had lotsa fun dere eating + taking pix...sure a fulfilling dae...

but wat sux was tt i started off feeling so normal...den 2 flu...n ended up having high fever...but still went over 2 cousin's place n played mahjong wif them...was torturing myself lyk mad lah...haha...lost super a lot but lucky they didnt play monet...mayb coz im so much younger den them??haha...praying hard tt i'll recover b4 working 2molo...coz i dun wanna tk no pay leave...lolx

|ost in |uv @ 3:19 pm

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

though i noe it's a bit late...but still...

GLORY 2 MAN U!!!

so proud of them...finallie they win back e title...woo...im okie wif chelsea getting 2nd...but im reallie happie tt liverpool got kick 2 3rd!!!haha...im sorrie...but i guess a man u fan will nv luv liverpool...so 2 my 2 liverpool siao bro in t13...(u noe hu u r)...dun b angry when u c tis...lolx...but i'll nv 4get how we dared each other back den at chijmes when we were watching man u vs liverpool match...all e mixture of sauces n stuffs...making our heart jump every sec...haha...those were definitely e gd old times...missing it oledi~~~ =))

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Sunday, May 06, 2007

03/05/07 --> hApPiE bDaE jInG xI~!~!~!
04/05/07 --> hApPiE bDaE pHuAy PhUaY~!~!~!

i haf a weird but rather sweet dream last nite...dere's so many diff faces appearing in my dream...n majority r unknown but yet happened 2 b so close 2 them...i seems 2 b reallie happie wif tt gp of pple...njoying every moment...though it's a rather short dream...but how i wish tis will come true...hu's gonna b e rite 1??

-thu-
had buffet 4 my lunch...n lunch was 3 hrs...haha...cut short my working hrs...managers treated us 2 shangri-la hotel buffet...was supposed 2 b last week coz of e secretarial week...but was fullie bk n was much more x...ate so damn much n every1 tink i can reallie eat lah...n all my colleagues noe im a big chocoholic now...haha...i feel so young wheneva im wif them...coz after working so many diff jobs since sec...tis is e 1st job tt makes me being e youngest...=))

newae...met up wif liantee celest n elsyne 4 dinner in town...obviously i didnt eat...was still feeling so bloated...went 2 tony romas n e food is so tempting...but juz cant stuff in nemore...lolx...went 2 kbox ard 9++pm n we sang till 3++am...was a damn last min decision made by liantee...lolx...onlie managed 2 slp a while b4 i start work again...

-fri-
luv fri e most...coz it's e last dae of work 4 e week...plus it's alwae long lunch on fri!!!haha...managers dere r real rich i guess...but all i can sae is at least they noe how 2 look after their subordinates...celebrated colleague's bdae n e manager was e 1 hu suggested 2 buy her cake...n we were rather greedy by choosing secret recipe...haha...summore he drove out juz 2 buy her e cake...so nice!!!wat's bez was tt it's chocolate cake...my fav!!!dere's rather lots of cake left n all of them ask me 2 finish up...since i luv chocolate so much...faint...so far...im happie working dere...coz everything is rather flexible...but im starting 2 get busier each dae...workload r piling up...lolx

met up wif joey n erin...suppose 2 chill/watch movie...i oso not veri sure...but newae...it turned out 2 b a rather disappointing fri...was so damn loaded wif food till tummy ache...even till e nez dae...haixx...n movies tt i wanna watch were either sold out or left e 1st few rows...so many nice movies r coming out...but guess gonna miss all again...tis happens all e time...every1 will haf watch e movie by den wif some1else...or wait till movies ended n still waiting...haha

-weekends-
finallie get 2 rest more...kind of luv my weekends now...coz usuallie frenz will b out wif their luv ones n i'll b rotting at hm...trying 2 replenish slp n online more often...n sat will b as usual...2 my grandma's place...n weekdae r so gonna kill me again...it's juz e opposite i guess...how i wish it will b e other wae round...

*how much do u trust a frenz??wat's more when it's some1 u reallie trust 4 few yrs...telling her a secret but being spread out 2 others...n when e secret is out...u r left wif no choice but 2 tell e rest as well...hmm...mayb secret is suppose 2 mean juz 2 keep 4 urself n not even telling 2 e 1 closest 2 u...haixx

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

25/04/07 --> hApPiE 21sT bDaE sErEnE~!~!~!
29/04/07 --> hApPiE bDaE sHarLeNe~!~!~!
01/05/07 --> hApPiE LaBoUr dAe 2 aLL~!~!~!

-working life-
started work since last mon...so far so gd...n i reallie luv working in big company...but guess e company is wae 2 big...1st dae of work got lost in e office...cant find my seats when i was walk awae 4 a while...lolx...but wat im reallie scare abt my colleagues is tt they r alwae feeding me wif tons of food!!!everydae wif breakfast n when i refuse 2 eat...they will juz force me...haha...lunch time is still e bez...coz it's e onlie time when i get 2 relax n colleagues drive out 2 eat everydae...didnt even haf a chance 2 eat at e cafeteria itself...lunch is alwae more den 1 hr...but expenses r reallie high...n im reallie bad at remembering names...lolx

been njoying myself since thu...everydae juz passes so fast esp when im out...
-thu-
went 2 town 2 shop wif lian tee...n i realise town haf changed quite a bit...it's been reallie long since i last shop...but still didnt managed 2 get nething 4 myself...haha...n i wanna go 2 tt shop in wisma!!!lian tee...u noe wat i mean...=))

-fri-
met up wif joey @ balcony bar...wanted 2 catch a movie...n juz nice bump into alvin samuel n frenz...recommended us 2 watch e korean movie but onlie left wif 1st row...end up went kbox...n we sing frm 11++pm - 4++am...haha...felt damn shiok...coz u get 2 sing so much when dere's onlie 2 pple...plus im much more updated wif chinese songs nowadays...

-sat-
it's t13s gathering!!!haha...not reallie gathering but rather a farewell 4 irwan...coz he's leaving 4 thailand 2molo morning...going dere 1 yr 4 his ns stuffs...gonna miss his nonsense 4 sure...lolx...had sakura buffet n den 2 alley bar...alcoholic is a sure thing tt can nv leave us...i guess...lolx...played some games here n dere...but e nite wasnt as perfectly as i was looking 4ward 2...newae...safe journey 4 irwan...n bon voyage!!!c u in 1 yr time...or dec when u r back 4 ur 21st n xmas...n get drunk again!!!haha

-sun-
went 2 tis japanese restaurant "re ben chun" wif my relatives...had lots n lots of sushi n other stuffs...n it tastes so much betta den sakae...n e place is rather nice 2 relax n e layout is quite jappy...lolx...after tt went 4 some foot spa thingy...1st time trying n e person dere sae i consume a lot of fatty food...coz e water is damn dirty n mine is e onlie 1 tt had 1 layer of oil...damn scary lah...n other bad stuffs as well which i will most likely b getting"..."in e future...

-mon-
after more den 1/2 yr...yes was e veri 1st time i went 2 club wif joey...our intention was juz 2 go some places at clark quay 2 chill...but ended up stepping into mos...lolx...didnt reallie dance but we drank quite a bit...n thanz 2 my sis...we managed 2 get into e vip area n oso exploring e clinic...all i can sae is dun ever spend a single cent 2 enter clinic...coz it's juz so damn boring...lolx...n i juz realise dere r quite a few pple hu saw me yes but didnt call me...hmph...newae...2 sum up yes stuffs...some things r meant 2 b said n some r meant 2 b kept...wateva happened in e club will alwae remains in e club...

-tue-
had a reallie advanced bdae celebration 4 lee ching 2dae...coz she'll b leaving 4 US 4 her skool stuffs abt 3 mths...seems tt all my frenz r leaving...i oso wanna travel!!!newae...had dinner at tis dunno wat restaurant vivocity...n jia felt kind of cheated coz e portion is so small n so x...haha...bought her a small cake n e bung working dere damn funnie...ask e manager 2 tk a pix 4 us using their cam...coz is 10 megapixel!!!damn big lah...lolx...after tt went 2 e open area 2 slack...updates n took super lots of pix...n im starting 2 luv my hp more n more...at least it reallie proves 2 me tt it's a cybershot phn...coz e effects r reallie gd...haha

looking 4ward 2 more public holidae on weekdae so tt i get 2 njoy n rest more...lolx...n 2 lee ching n irwan: tk care of urself out dere...n miss me!!!

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<--her world-->

**tHe OnE aNd OnLiE**
~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~
.29th jan 1986.
.code: #03.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
.i choose 2 luv in silence.
.4 in silence i find no rejection.
.i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness.
.4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but
me.
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.nv luv a luv tt hurts.
.nv hurt a luv tt luvs.

.she desires.

.do well in academic.
.prada wallet + bag.
.b a trader.

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