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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

so previous post was abt how much i missed stc...n let this round b a ngee ann post...=))

slpt at 5am...shdnt sae im hardworking but rather was studying econs n online at e same time...at least i noe im putting in effort 4 exams now...woke up 10am n met leo at 1pm 2 study...seriously dunno how a panda can study till 9pm den...newae...we studied @ kap after much negotiation abt e location...haha

here comes e main pt...wat's kap 2 me...definitely none other den a hangout place 4 np students...throughout tt 8 hrs...kap was damn packed wif np pple...reminds me of e dae i hangout esp after cca...instead of concentrating on studies...i was veri distracted by every single pple hu walked passed...though tired...but i felt lyk a fulltime student 4 once...mugging hard 4 exams during e dae at e familar surrounding...feeling was juz so rite...wanted 2 go over 2 np but since leo wasnt frm dere...dun tink it'll b nice...

newae...i miss sportscamp n cca during np dae...hangout @ sports complex n snack bar...n supper after cca...n les was form frm sportscamp in yr 1...got 2 noe so many pple here n dere...n oso gathering in canteen 1 2 cheer sportscamp cheer during lunch...staying @ atrium till midnite wif t13 2 pia 4 assignments...going down 2 co-op now n den 2 kill time n munch during lessons...wear ij uni 2 np wif 3 crazy biotech pple...all frm biotech except me...n classmates thot i was crazy back den...but was reallie fun...haha...den e ups n downs which lead me 2 my true frenz...n sumhow...i regret 4 being attached n gif up cca n jap course...biggest regret in life...it's alwae e bez 2 b active in skool...i miss all my dear frenz in np...

n come 2 tink of it...sim pls accept me...though cousin told me 2 stay in my job since it's a veri gd opportunity n blah blah blah...i still tink frenz matters more den nething else...haha...n 2molo got 2 work coz of e bitch hu cant cope when supervisor is on leave...lousy shit!!!reallie njoy slacking at hm...though got 2 study...but at least a break frm work...so gonna slp in office 2molo i tink...cant wait 4 nez week again when leave resumes...haha

n can some1 accompany me 2 study @ airport??lolx

|ost in |uv @ 11:33 pm

Monday, April 21, 2008

13/04/08 --> hApPiE bDaE aNnE~!~!~!
17/04/08 --> hApPiE bDaE hUi YiNg~!~!~!
20/04/08 --> hApPiE bDaE cHrIs~!~!~!

amended my leave n it will start officiallie 2molo!!!aside frm events on thu n fri...n since i njoy doing events...i dun mind helping out...but my mgr put me fully in-charge of it...n i'll b down alone wif mayb some traders n all other banks...finallie gain something frm work...=)) newae...hopefullie i'll reallie make full use of tis break 2 study n oso clear all exams...n den it's term break!!! =))

nehow...im still waiting 4 sim reply!!!n so r my frenz!!!but den again...im back 2 hesitant...coz it's a confirm tt i can go 4 f1...n it's all 3 dae!!!will help out in all e co-ordination work n stuffs...haha...but if i got in sim...i'll juz resign n concentrate on studying n playing!!!haha...but again...tempted on both choice...haixx

-18/04-
so called last dae of work b4 long break...mgr treat me lunch...reallie kind of lyk a farewell sia...n we tok alot...lyk frenz den colleague...funniest was still 1 of my trader thot i reallie resign...coz he's e 1 hu recommend me 2 go 4 studies...unless im able 2 get long leave...if not juz tender...n when he came back frm biz trip...told him i got my leave...n he heard as my last dae...even sae treat me lunch...luff non-stop lah...haha...n i purposely sae u gonna miss me if i reallie leave...while i played on e other trader...pass him his stuffs n sae he wun c me...b4 i could even complete my sentence ending wif 1 mth...he suddenly ask me so stern "y?!?"...no choice but i juz reply sae i resign n stuffs...haha...but of coz after tt told him im going 4 exams leave...n dere will b a temp gal coming in...plus heard she's a chio bu...he replied saeing tt if tt's e case...den i wun haf a chance of coming back...so mean lah!!!but i lyk...haha...tt's e fun of working wif them...at least...=))

work till 7++ n was chit-chatting wif some of e traders since we were e last few dere...n all of them were asking abt my studies n stuffs...tok 2 them abt present/future value n stuffs...n i felt so impressed in a wae...haha...all e things they tok so professional...n so many ang mo...n 1 of them oledi kind of asking me 2 join his team when i grad...tt's provided if im still dere perhaps...but trader reallie earns alot!!!

newae...met up wif owen lay kheng n alan @ 9pm...went settlers @ holland v...kind of meet up b4 owen leave 4 taiwan 4 his ns...played lots n lotsa 2pid n lame games...n i've nv lyk taboo seriously...cant imagine playing a game yet so descriptive...but wif them...it's so diff...perhaps tt's bcoz of alan...e wae we describe things it's alwae out of e box...n onlie t13 will b able 2 guess it man...describing things in a veri dirty minded wae...but somehow...it's much easier 2 guess rather den tinking of all other wae of expressing it...n we kept extending e time...frm 9pm-1.30am...lolx








4 of us @ settlers...

-19/04-
woke up earlie n went back 2 stc 4 their funfair...lots n lotsa pple...n it's getting betta each yr...more games n food...wasnt expecting 2 c many frenz as we've graduated lyk 5+ yrs...old old old!!!but...saw quite a lot of frenz...all e familar faces in e familar surroundings...n definitely e huggies i got frm some of them...it's so heart-warming...but i tink stc is gonna b a mixed skool soon...dere's so damn many guys...dunno wtf r they doing dere...though it's a funfair but still...back den were so many galz (n many butch) n rarely guys...dere were quite a no. of butch yesterdae as well...but not as gd looking as e past...sad sad sad!!!was kind of hoping 2 c candice dere but she grad 8 yrs le...so it's much harder...but still e 1st i ever lyk...e most attracting 1 i've ever met...haha...saw yeemei n long tian yun frm far...n i told shaobin n e rest candice muz b wif them...n they got no choice but 2 acc me 2 look 4 her...but cant find...=(( reallie miss all e times back in stc...str8 turn crk8...so much memories n i miss wearing ij uniform...newae...tis will b e last funfair b4 they renovate...so 4 those hu didnt go...reallie wasted...


-=xueting.huiling.audrey.kylie.jiazhen.melaine=-


-=bridget.clara.jiazhen.kylie=-


-=kylie.aisha=-


-=shaobin.jiazhen.ziyi.huichoo.serene.kylie=-


-=PL dearie=-


-=ziyi.huichoo.kylie=-


stc hardcourt


e field


-=kylie.ziyi=-


-=xueting.jiazhen.huichoo.ziyi.shaobin.kylie.tiffany=-


garden...lighthouse


during our npcc dae...


along e classrooms


e umbrella chillout place




e crowds...


outside e auditorium

view frm hall


-=shaobin.kylie.mrs poh (vice principal).jiazhen.ziyi.huichoo=-


simple in virtue...steadfast in duty...


frm e coupons...


dunkin machine...used 2 b our favourite back den...esp during teo lili's times...haha


bungee jump...or wateva u called tt...


e track~~~


our missions n stuffs...theresians r alwae e bez!!!


-=huichoo.kylie=-


n i didnt 4get skool songs n father barre hymm...haha

overall...funfair was fun as in bumping into frenz...but 4get 2 take pix wif some of them...n still waiting 4 e rest 2 send...went 2 chill wif jia b bin after tt...n saw quen quen...so coincidence...i'll meet up wif tt clique after exams...e most chor lou clique i haf back in stc...my soccer teammates during interclass during 2c times...reminiscing e gd old times in stc...=))

dinner @ grandma's place since it's been a mth since im dere??was so damn bored n e time juz cant pass...cant imagine how i pass saturdays lyk tt...n tis explains y i've nv lyk 2 stay @ hm during weekends...

-20/04-
dinner wif family @ sakae...n nothing much...im bored...pls motivate me 2 study...pls drag me out of this hm n study!!!internet n comfy bed is so distracting!!!

|ost in |uv @ 1:25 am

Sunday, April 13, 2008

26/03/08 --> hApPiE bDaE jAnIcE~!~!~!
01/04/08 --> aPriL's fOoLs DaE~!~!~!
04/04/08 --> hApPiE bDaE LeVrIc~!~!~!

been a long time yeah...newae...i managed 2 get 1 mth off frm my supervisor...finallie!!!but it's not a break 4 me 2 njoy but rather 4 exams...haixx...will be taking leave frm 28th apr till my last paper...reallie cant wait...but i juz hope i'll concentrate studying n no distraction...n pls dun ask me out if possible...unless is those big big things...lolx...n on e other hand...still waiting 4 sim reply...cant they juz b faster...i h8 2 wait...it's juz a reply of acceptance n they take so long...i juz wanna take up as fulltime student n oso join all e camps cca n activities...pls pls pls!!!

-28/03-
meet up wif les @ mind cafe...games we play were crazy...can even spill e drinks on e table...n liantee alwae reject forfeit...celest n i r e luckiest...nv even kanna 1 forfeit at all...e forfeits r somehow funnie lah...after tt they accompanied me 2 walk ard while waiting 4 dee...n both of us headed 2 mos...it's good 2 haf member...i h8 2 queue...as long as it concerns waiting...i juz h8 it...haha...e crowd at smoove make us reallie sian...we juz walk here n dere...n cant find a gd place 2 dance lah...in e end...went over 2 retro room n it's much betta n finallie settle down n dance...haha...n got tis irritating guy juz suddenly came over n kiss e both of us...damn it!!!summore sae he'll b happie if 2 of us r lesbian n stuffs...guys r irritating!!!newae...supper n hm...e nez time will b much betta...double o is much betta...i miss all e drunkards...haha










mind cafe wif les~~~

-29/03-
as usual...grandma's place...n movie wif cousins after tt...every1 noe i dun watch horror movies at all...n bcoz dere's alwae at least 1 hu watched ne other show...i got forced 2 watch shuttle by all...it wasnt as scary as i thot...instead i find it boring n almost doze off...haha...i've nv lyk horror movies...so dun ask me 2 rate it...

-01/04-
april's fool dae...reallie a fun fun dae...so many pple tried 2 trick me but none success...how r u able 2 trick some1 hu's aware of tis dae...lolx...instead i managed 2 trick few n 1 of them was a bit wae off n damn funnie lah...n jia played a part as well...n in e end i got questioned lyk hell...hahahaha

newae...met up wif heavenly 4 2 chill n stuffs...pri skool frenz r alwae e heart warming ones...after so many yrs...we r still as close...nothing 2 hide frm each other...n tt's wat i reallie lyk abt them...=))

-03/04-
head down 2 fullerton 4 some drinks 4 colleague's farewell...drink oso muz drink expensive...traders r juz so rich lah...haha...n guess wat...i skipped class juz 2 go since it's e last time i might c them in rbs...2 nice ladies...




e galz(ignore e guys) @ fullerton's post bar...=))

-04/04-
met up wif hp colleagues...roy came over 2 my place 2 pick me up n meet up wif all his team at clark quay...had dinner n den 2 gotham penthouse...dunno y but all juz follow even though i sae go somewhere else coz tt place reallie sux...in e end they admit lah...but juz stayed dere n rot...i onlie lyk e music n nothing else...haha...drank n drank...den shu hui n i suggested 2 go tcc 4 some coffee n dessert...tink they r 2 bored as well since all agreed...haha...n got a ride frm roy...n i didnt pay a single thing...it's as though ladies nite...rite shu hui??haha

-05/04-
finallie after a long long time...organise a t13 gathering...response was not 2 bad...but im reallie sorrie 4 letting e few of them wait lyk hell coz of some stuffs...n yup...u guys noe wat is it lah...had sakae 4 dinner n lotsa catching ups...every1 is moving to diff path...n e guys r gonna ord reallie soon...guess tt's wat they cant wait as well...n e nez meet up...e rest betta turn up...if not we'll juz stopped asking u guys...lolx...newae...watched untraceable...n it's somehow lyk saw but not as gore...another show i dun watch...haixx







dinner @ sakae wif t13~~~

-11/04-
met up wif yasi 2 buy anne's pressie...n we waited 4 anne n jero 4 1 hr @ e restaurant...both of us got kind of pissed off lah...we looked lyk some 2pid pple sitting in a restuarant 4 so long w/o doing nething...newae juz normal celebration...food n cake...n yasi hm...n 3 of us went 2 catch a movie...definitely?mayb?if u havent watched...den dun watch...it's much worse den i expected...starting was not bad but it got so draggy tt all almost fell aslp...lolx...movies these dae r not as fantastic...

-12/04-
suppose 2 b out wif jia n ching @ sentosa...but lucky we cancelled earlie n changed 2 shopping...n weather juz prove us rite...raining so heavily...we went kbox n i luv it...been waiting 4 so so so many mths oledi...n both keep saeing abt my twin sister...n jia h8 her n mayb i'll b e nez...haha...c if ne1 can guess hu they refering 2...den mayb i'll belief...lolx...jia left n we continued 2 shop n dinner n chill...n e chilling part was e worst!!!somehow services sux n we juz keep walking n walking...lolx...i was toking so much abt my job 2 ching...she finds it funnie ah...haha...n e bio-ing of gd looking guys wif all e weird pple is damn funnie as well...when will our weekly work-out resume?!?


e galz @ kbox...
(jia...betta thanks me 4 not posting e "boobs" pix...haha)

n all e old old pix...

celebrating shao bin's bdae wif les...















f1 gala...nico rosberg!!!
(juz few pix out of a thousand...lolx)


princesses @ oosh~~~


bdae pressie frm jia n ching...=))

|ost in |uv @ 3:27 am

<--her world-->

**tHe OnE aNd OnLiE**
~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~
.29th jan 1986.
.code: #03.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
.i choose 2 luv in silence.
.4 in silence i find no rejection.
.i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness.
.4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but
me.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
.nv luv a luv tt hurts.
.nv hurt a luv tt luvs.

.she desires.

.do well in academic.
.prada wallet + bag.
.b a trader.

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