... etonic's journey ...
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
im so lost...so confused...so fustrated wif myself...stuck in a dilemma or wateva or however im feeling rite now...it's a tough decision 2 make...definitely!!!wat else could it b aside frm working n skooling...though decision has been made earlier...but dere's even betta offer now...n i muz admit im veri tempted wif all e benefits...but skool on e other hand has been settled...n if i were 2 switch 2 part-time...will b rather troublesome n dere's a some i got 2 pay...but company is willing 2 pay 4 tt...i wanted fulltime coz it's my last chance 2 njoy student life...wif cca n classmates ard e same age...wif more time 2 study n njoy...but no income!!!n i need e income 4 alot of stuffs which some frenz noe...burden is not light though...n pple in rbs r reallie nice 2 me...e warmth n everything is so diff though they can b reallie demanding n sacastic at times...dere's so many activities n i've learnt alot frm here...n now tt my traders noe my intention was 2 get degree n get into trading nez time...they r more den willing 2 teach me how 2 trade...juz tt i got 2 scarifice some lunch time or going hm late 2 learn...so juz tell me how can i not b in a dilemma...n i noe i cant haf both of bez worlds...haixx
i've seeked lotsa advise frm frenz n colleagues esp traders since it's e path tt im targeting...frenz hu study partime sae i shd study partime if i reallie need income...n frenz hu depends on parents n studied fulltime all encouraged me 2 study fulltime...veri typical replies i get...end up bcum helpless...lolx...joey n erin r e onlie 1 hu graduated wif partime while working hard...n they sae im able 2 do it as well...n e wae they encouraged me reallie pushed me 1 step further...n traders told me it's not easy 2 get perm job in bank now...n while im in trading floor...it's even harder 2 get in...i shdnt let go of e opportunity n stuffs...tt's another pt tt kept me tinking hard...
both haf its pros n cons...but i juz cant decide...perhaps it's juz uol...mayb i shd haf take up other courses frm e start n clear everything at 1 go...n dee's words affects me e most i shd sae...juz take up perm job n if not comfortable...i can juz quit n concentrate wif studies though partime...n since we r working in raffles...can even go skool 2gether...juz tt diff course...lolx...somehow...i tink my fate lies within my results...n if i choose 2 stay in rbs...i've got 2 pon skool 1 week 4 hk trip...since partime starts in jul...which is lyk reallie soon...haha
how how how?!?can all my frenz pls gif me advise...i wan e truthful ones!!!
Sunday, June 22, 2008
15/06/08 --> hApPiE bDaE cHuN yAp~!~!~!
16/06/08 --> hApPiE bDaE jOeY~!~!~!
18/06/08 --> hApPiE bDaE yAsI~!~!~!
18/06/08 --> hApPiE bDaE sHeRyL~!~!~!
buzzy busy week at work...working n nez thing is lunch...den time 2 go back...n it's fridae...n 2molo is mondae again...tis week juz flew pass so fast...i cant catch up wif tis kind of time...getting old so fast n not being productive in other things...n after long long decision...decided not 2 stay on nemore...though tempted wif everything...but still...i shd focus on my studies n njoy life as a student while i still can...since i've gone thru a period of being reallie broke...going thru again doesnt makes ne diff i guess...lolx...but will still bump ard 4 partime jobs...hopefullie events or roadshows kind...or if ne1 feel themselves being 2 rich...can alwae donate some 2 me...haha
-13/06-
it's fridae e 13...newae...headed down 2 sim...n suppose 2 haf kaki fuyong wif owen b4 e orientation...but both of us were late...lyk wat's new in t13...lolx...in e end juz had lunch at sim...n their standard drop a lot!!!entered e lecture hall...n 1/2 of pple were guys...omg!!!i dun wanna suffer another round of all guys environment...still miss being in a galz skool...but at least e age gp r all ard e same range...hopefullie every1 can clique well...
went over 2 jelita 2 meet ariel...luckily i was wif owen n he acc me dere...if not i'll b lost lah...haha...den we did some groceries shopping n 2 her place...n more of her frenz came...her bf drove us 2 tis damn ulu place near seleta...far n onlie cars can go...had dinner dere n they forced me 2 eat tt 10 chilli chicken wings...started wif 0...den 3...n e 10 reallie kills...e most spiciest stuff i've ever eaten...given e level i can take spicy food...im still able 2 teared after tt bite...n drank 2 full glass of water + 1 glass of lime juice str8 down...juz imagine how bad tt was...n all of them were laughing non-stop...haha...newae...we had lots n lotsa food...n e food dere r reallie gd n portion is ang mo style...after tt drove down 2 tis small village 2 explore small tree things...a nice experience n hangout nite wif them...=))
-14/06-
visited celest wif lian tee n dee dee...glad 2 c tt she's wae betta now...her room is so cosy n her mum thot lian tee is getting married...n i still continue 2 add in salt n pepper...damn funnie...newae...booked chalet 4 les le...so all pls note e date...wanted 2 watched narnia wif dee but all e timeslots doesnt fit...so headed 2 mr bean cafe n den 2 arena since she wanted 2 meet her sec frenz...e crowd is so mature...n according 2 dee...every1 dere haf big boobs...so i shdnt go dere nemore...haha...newae...dun reallie lyk e place...i still prefer zouk double o n mos...arena is rather or in fact veri boring...reallie meant 4 old pple!!!n big boobs!!!haha
our waterfall~~~tis bartender is damn cute!!! =x
@ arena~~~
-15/06-
celebrated fathers' dae at orchard hotel's restaurant...food average n service damn slow...perhaps e worst fathers' dae celebration...newae...dad went hm while we continue 2 shop...seriously i dun njoy shopping wif family...so i can nv imagine travelling wif them...n im veri jealous wif some things...having middle child syndrome...lolx
wif joyce...camwhoring again!!!
-17/06-
without ne signs...juz fell sick badly...every1 persuade me 2 consult a doc or at least take medicine...but all kindness were strongly rejected...perhaps im stubborn in tis sense...y not let e doc c me instead...lolx...gonna b 1 week n finallie on e verge on recovering...
newae...zhi yuan pick me up frm work...n down 2 town 4 dinner...tink i was damn shag tt nite wif all e flu n feverish n stuffs...n he got 2 entertain me...haha...finallie c some progress in e planning of chalet...hopefullie more pple will turn up...
-18/06-
met up wif joey at vivo...n im a idiot at vivo...took me damn long b4 finding bens n jerrys...her colleagues r damn friendly lah...i lyk...haha...newae 2 of us had sushi tei (again!!!)...n vivo got nothing interesting so down 2 town 2 chill...juz causally chit-chatting abt going overseas...n e nez thing u noe is...we've booked our tickets...haha...without ne plannings or watever...we juz booked...tt's how fast we did it...comtemplating wif hk n taiwan...but hk was our final...so i got 2 do all e translation 4 her i guess...n spare me 4 e bargaining...not another round of torture again...haha...n tis will b our 2nd trip 2gether...juz within e same year...cool!!!
-19/06-
out wif jia...swensens was e whole entire nite...ate till fullness n so much of story telling...13 yrs of friendship n counting...so much things 2 tok abt since in all e same cliques...pri sec n poly...n we h8 "committing suicide" tis words...dun we??lolx...frenz ard us r all having r/s problems...few broke up...n 1-2 attached...it's common...but shdnt all at least tried 2 settle down by tis age oledi??so far i've onlie heard 1 gd news n tt's anne gonna get married nez yr...by den we'll b 23...n tt was my dream age 2 marry when i was young...but 4 my current situation...i cant even c or plan 4 ne future...shall let my future come 2 me instead...
-20/06-
had farewell lunch frm supervisor 4 vanessa n myself...had ricotti n food is good!!!n all e desserts r so tempting but onlie dere's onlie room 4 1 dessert...lolx...e thot of leaving sux...9 mths is short but it's all filled up wif memorable times spent wif every1...more farewell 2 come...*cries*
nite was spent wif x-colleagues at hp...it's a farewell 4 shu hui...she replaced me when i was leaving hp...n now it's her turn...lolx...dinner den 2 st. james...boring!!!haha...3rd time dere n i still tink st. james sux...newae...drinks were all sponsored by e guys...thanz so much!!!haha
-=shu hui.kylie=-
-21/06-
it's a online date frm ariel...haha...coz both happened 2 b at hm...n 2 every1...it's rare 2 c me rotting at hm on a sat...lolx...headed down 2 town...n we r 2 damn on pple lah...juz passing a remark 2 go ktv n yesh...we went 2 partyworld...lolx...juz imagine a sick person wif flu singing...damn yucky lah...n it's alwae e bez singing wif juz 1 person...coz it's juz rotation n u get 2 sing so much...newae...her bf picked us up n down 2 marina hk cafe...n soon her usual frenz came...we luff damn loud n pple ard us were looking lah...lolx...newae...ariel treat me e whole dae...ktv...all e meals n oso cabfare...she even forced e money into my bag...n i onlie managed 2 treat her 1 pathetic uzumaki ice-cream...coz she refused 2 take e cash frm me!!!haha
-22/06-
finallie meet up wif secret 6 after so long!!!supposed 2 b a celebration 4 yasi...but juz a simple lunch at shokudo n dinner at thai express...lots n lotsa catch up...n we all seemed 2 b veri xcited wif anne's marriage...lolx...though 1 more yr 2 go...but came up wif so much plans 2 sabo jero...e wae we demand 4 his ang bao damn funnie...more 2 come as time draws nearer...
Friday, June 13, 2008
02/06/08 --> hApPiE bDaE jAiMe~!~!~!
11/06/08 --> hApPiE bDaE LeO~!~!~!
been a gd gal 2dae after so long...finallie came hm str8 frm work...been out every single dae...kind of totallie broke as well...gonna haf a gd rest 2molo coz took leave 4 sim orientation...supposed 2 b e 8.30am slot...but managed 2 changed it 2 e 2pm slot...but still...rather slp den go work...lolx...n im going 4 e orientation wif owen...it's e same thing juz diff yr...quite 2pid though...n he wanna go back np 4 his kaki fuyong...*faint*...still...quite looking 4ward 2 going back 2 sim...new frenz wif familar environment...=))
-31/05-
met up wif 1 of my 2c classmates 2 celebrate yiyao's bdae...newae...finallie thot of a name 4 tis clique...shall called it e toksoloud...coz they reallie tok damn loud...in built speakers...haha...few were missing tt nite...tis gp consist of yiyao edna quenquen cerina me (hu turned up tt nite) lingyu sinyee xiuling...hope didnt missed ne1 out...newae...tis clique is not onlie loud but damn rough oso...lolx...tink almost all of us joined soccer 4 sec 2 interclass competition...n we played reallie well yeah...haha...missed those times...
newae...after long decision...settled down at shokudo at cine...service sux 2 e xtreme!!!lolx...after dinner was walking long distance b4 deciding again...guess we shd all gif in ah...haha...den 2 coffee bean at wheelock...i tink tt dae food n drinks were reallie bad...but company was gd...since it's been long time i meet up wif them...=))
happie bdae yiyao!!!
-01/06-
out shopping wif sisters...it's all bcoz under e influential of e no. of discount cards i haf...haha...was crazy shopping wif joyce...n we juz keep trying n trying...n jie lyk not interested at all...she onlie sits down 2 look after our things n munch munch munch!!!haha
arent u tempted 2 juz buy n buy n buy?!?
-02/06-
met up wif psb classmates...cheer zhiyuan n leo...mayb i shd nehow juz gif tis clique a name as well...coz it's so ma fan 2 type every1's name out...cheer i noe u r reading tis...pls help 2 tink of 1 name...lolx...newae...haf dinner at sakae tenppanyaki at cine...1st time trying n was not 2 bad...luv e oyster...supposedly juz 2 haf dinner n mayb chill...but we ended up at kbox...lolx...ktv on mondae again...which means whole week dying...haha...was fun though...but leo n i juz cant stop arguing since we meet up...it's nv ending...lolx
random meet ups...but more singing pls!!! =))
-03/06-
quen quen met me earlie in e morning b4 i went 4 work...juz 2 get e topshop card 4 me...damn funnie lah...but she's sweet as well...didnt xpect her 2 buy breakfast 4 me...*touched* thanz!!!
-04/06-
it's long lunch wif erin n she finallie found her dream job...congrats!!!we'll go clubbing wif joey soon yeah...i miss mambo wif u 2 babes!!!jobless soon but here comes freedom!!!haha...newae...went gym after work...at ariel's place...yesh...her place is juz a normal terrace house but wif lotsa equipments...*jaw drop*...onlie exercise 4 a while coz fats r so heavy n tired reallie fast...lolx...gd workout but dinner put everything back again...had crystal jade at holland v n we ordered so much...dere goes my perspiration...haixx
-05/06-
shopping wif liantee n deedee...spend e whole nite juz at far east...coz we actuallie stayed in 1 small shop 4 a whole 2 hrs!!!thanz 2 liantee 4 throwing so many clothes 4 us 2 try...i've nv stayed in 1 shop 4 tis long...not even a shopping centre...u reallie broke my record leh...summore e shop is so small...haha...but clothes r nice n cheap...n we burn another holes in our wallets...lolx
-06/06-
trader bought me out during work 2 buy my track shoes...coz she can get much cheaper price since she noe e salesman...lolx...finallie got my asics track shoes...n i didnt get e red n pink one...coz i saw another one...n it's purple!!!so much nicer!!!haha...hopefullie i'll bring it out 4 a run soon...lolx
my beloved purple asics track shoes...=))
went town 2 buy tix while waiting 4 celest 2 come...emily gif me a shock by shouting my name so loud!!!haha...missed u so much n finallie '86 batch is meeting up soon...so much of catch up 2 b done...our salads during lunch hr @ raffles 2 yrs back was damn crazy...haha
-=emily.me=-
walk ard n celest came...had dinner at pasta mania...den gloria jeans 2 chill...coz i bought e timeslot at 10+pm...coz front seats r waste of money...haha...watched sex n e city...n movie was reallie gd...2 thumbs up...movie ends at 1+am n we chilled at coffee club till 4+am...lolx...cant elaborate 2 much coz it's a date 4 e kissing partner...haha
kissing partner...i sux at words...but juz wanna let u noe tt frenz will alwae b dere 4 u despite wateva obstacles tt comes by...=))
yr 1 till now...juz hope much we've changed...will alwae b dere 4 u gal...
noe u dun haf all tis pix...so let u c n miss ur kissing partner...haha
(sound so les...n i tink every1 will get e wrong idea...=p)
-07/06-
meet up wif jasmyn...another '86 batch...our usual subway 2 kick off e dae...n dragging our dead bodies shopping aimlessly...it's hard 2 shop when u r reallie exhausted...newae...camwhoring as usual...but in e toilet...haha...so many pple walk in n out till we feel so pai seh...n pls dun wear heels when u r out wif me...i feel lyk a dwarf...=(( haha
bez colleague ever...esp kr+ wif vincent...definitely great experience...n so much more!!!
newae...went 2 tiong 2 meet cheer ard 11pm...supper at mr teh tarik n dere's tis aunty damn dramatic...go quarrel wif those indians n make a big hu ha 4 every1 2 c...n she sat e nez table 2 us...juz feel lyk asking her 2 f*** off...lolx...continued 2 chill at mac till 3+am...nv ending chit-chats...n it's all abt our past...as in not juz r/s but friendship n everything...noe her less den a yr...but feel as if we've known each other 4 yrs...3d2n is coming!!! =))
back 2 macdonalds...juz lyk exams dae~~~
-08/06-
supposed 2 meet up wif jiazhen liantee n celest 2 shop...but...haixx...take great care gal...n dun 4get i'll camp our at ur place in jul...haha
went over 2 cousin's place 4 house warming...damn far but nice place...mood wasnt 2 gd n 2 tired 2 do nething...juz sat down n rest while others non-stop...n end up asked me 2 join them 4 hong kong trip...no thanz...dun lyk 2 travel wif relatives...not even family...so much restrictions n got 2 wait here n dere if so many pple going...still missed my bkk trip wif joey...map reading was e bez!!!lolx
-09/06-
it's shopping wif deedee n liantee again...n at fareast again...haha...n all of us bought things again...oh moi tian!!!heartaches everytime i sign my card...but at least we r reallie having fun shopping...guess now they haf officiallie bcum my shopping khakis...=))
-10/06-
dinner wif cheer at coffee club at tiong...n updates again...no skool after work seemed so weird 2 us...still getting used 2 it...zhiyuan joined us after tt...**walking in e rain juz keeps me tinking so much...
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dessert 4 e dae...muddy mud pie!!!
-11/06-
started work at 8am bcoz of events at fullerton...shag but at least something i njoy...big clients again but tis events is not 4 my dept but rather corporate banking side...juz went 2 help...n e bankers told me tis...nez time events we noe hu 2 look 4...heard tis n was reallie happie...coz it's lyk a compliment 4 me...haha...but dun dare 2 announce tt i was leaving though...f1 still pull me back...haixx
dinner was wif liantee deedee n a mystery person...actuallie it's rather 3 of us accompany him...coz he was reallie bored n i cant reveal e person rite??lolx...thanz 2 liantee...it's sushi tei again...im so broke...nez meal u treat ah...i wan kushiya restaurant...haha
-=dee dee.me=-
(didnt noe lian tee luv us tis much 2 put tis frame 4 us...=p)
**joey gf...can u pls let us haf ur 16th jun instead of doing ur events??or gif us 1 free dae...ur organiser is back again...juz 4 u...=))
<--her world-->
~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~
.29th jan 1986.
.code: #03.
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.i choose 2 luv in silence.
.4 in silence i find no rejection.
.i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness.
.4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but
me.
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.nv luv a luv tt hurts.
.nv hurt a luv tt luvs.
.she desires.
.prada wallet + bag.
.b a trader.
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