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Thursday, March 30, 2006

26/03/06 --> hApPiE bDaE jAnIcE~!~!~!

did ne1 miss me frm being mia 4 e 1 whole week??lolx...finallie managed 2 catch some slp juz now...acer roadshow is over n we hit our targeted sales...yeah!!!4 e nez whole week will b slacking n watching movie marathon while waiting 4 students 2 approach us...haha...esp movies starring edison!!!guess every1 oso noe im reallie crazy over him since i keep saeing he's damn shuai wheneva he appear in e movie...lolx...was a reallie great week working at acer...got 2 noe lotsa new frenz n every1 work closely wif 1 another...n i seriously gain lotsa weight through eating chocolates sweets n ice-cream daily...haha

went holland's indochine yes 2 celebrate e end of acer roadshow...14 of us went n we open 3 bottles...rum tequlia n jack daniels...which is equal 2 4-5 pple drink 1 bottle??lolx...n we finished e drinks reallie fast man...n oso e whole tin of crackers??lolx...newae...got tis bag-pack lappy touch n memo pad frm acer 4 working hard under order processing...n every1 managed 2 get additional commission...=))

things tt i did 4 e pass 1 week:
-working frm morning till nite 4 acer
-ton at chalet over weekend --> celebrate cousin's 21st bdae
-met up wif les n alvin b4 alvin leave 4 japan...n we oso managed 2 find a new hideout area in holland v
-chill out wif t13s at harry's bar...it's being so long since we sat down n chit-chatted so much...miss all of them real lots!!!
-last but not least...received my final results...didnt do reallie well...results ranges frm A-D...but was reallie satisfied wif my pi since i got a C...coz i flung my tests scoring 15/100 previously which reallie mk me real mad..but now...everything is fine...=))

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Thursday, March 23, 2006

im tired!!!feel lyk dozing off rite now le...yes prom nite was juz okie onlie...tink is more 2 we njoying ourselves den reallie got entertained by e program...alan was crown 4 e prom king...damn zhai...cheer 4 him until my thoat wanna break liao...lolx...newae i tink i look lyk a ghost yes lah...cant stand mk up man...haixx...but afterall managed 2 find a damn cheap price 4 mk up + hairstyling at onlie $20...tink mine is e cheapest compare 2 every1else...hossan leong was e host of e nite...n he's damn lame man...lolx...food totallie sux lah...summore no1 dance lor...haixx

newae...alan xiangzhong n floyd drove yes...n i luv 2 tk xz's rite...coz e car is modified n went he accelerate...i kind of lean back...was damn fast man...n went he break...i almost fall 2 e front...coz i didnt put on my seat beat??lolx...didnt managed 2 tk floyd's car...n he rented e car illegally lah...havent get licence den drive le...haha...went 2 mos after prom...n funniest thing is tt xz follow behind alan n floyd after xz...alan went e wrong route so result 2 all of us...ended up all got separated n xz took e shortest route n we reached 1st...haha...quite a lot of pple went 2 mos...go where oso bump into pple...n got 1 person ask if we juz attended wedding dinner lor...faint...stayed till quite late n went 4 supper after tt...reached hm ard 5 n slpt at 6...n im suppose 2 wk up e latest by 7 4 2dae acer program...n guess wat??

i wk up at 8!!!was lyk damn late n rush 4 me lor...took a cab down n e 2pid taxi driver took a super long route man...waste my time n money...reached skool at 9++...damn pai seh lah...but i onlie slp 2 hrs...n got 2 work continuously 4 12hrs!!!starting tot i'll collaspe during work...but end up nv...instead...i njoy myself lots...n mk quite a few frenz dere...was reallie fun working wif e pple n we reallie work as a team...n wheneva dere's a customer...adeline n i were lyk damn happie lor...haha...n 4 those working in e order processing...we got free bubble tea!!!haha...looking 4ward 2 e nez dae n gonna reach our target everydae...n we r e bez seller...yeah!!!n bring it on will b 2molo!!!

wat's reallie depressing now is tt results will b out 2molo...tis feeling reallie sux lah...wondering if i can pass all my modules lor...ic...pi...wdd...pm...cp...haixx

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

finallie i've got everything tt i need 4 2molo's prom...went 4 a interview 2dae n god...i muz sae i was reallie scare man...while other interviews i dun feel nething...i've got 2 do tis japanese test n i've oledi told e person i onlie noe basic jap...im onlie gd at hiragana...sux at katagana...n havent touch on kanji...n guess wat...tis test wan mi 2 translate frm jap 2 eng...when i c e paper...i was lyk die...coz it's a combi of katagana n kanji...n i've onlie got 20 mins 2 complete...juz do all i could n end up i pass...was reallie happie lah...so long didnt touch on jap le...plus majority oso nehow do de...e ques r reallie hard man...

but newae...e interview was scary coz e person hu was supposed 2 interview me got something on...so e team leader took over...plus it's a angmo guy...his essence is so strong tt i was trying hard 2 understand wat was he saying...e company is reallie big...n i mean reallie big...so was damn stressful 4 me...plus i've got 2 interviewers...e ques they ask was not easy 2 tackle as well...so i guess i wun get tis job even though is jap related...haixx

now...as 4 2molo prom...so many views r coming out...some sae go mos...some sae go new asia bar...n e rest i oso dunno le...previously e party got pang seh lyk hell...so now dun hold nemore hope frm them le...shall c wat they wanna do den sae ba...so hueva wanna c me 2molo juz call me yah...n we'll meet up somewhere??newae...i'll b stuck in skool 4 e nez 2 weeks working 4 acer le...starting frm thu-7th apr...8.30am-8.30pm...how 2 survive man...but still...money is something i'll b reallie focusing more now...haha

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

haf been out shopping 4 e pass few dae...so fed up wif myself coz i reallie dunno wat i wan 4 prom nite...all e dresses tt i lyk oso damn x...n e heels dun haf my size...but 2dae im happie...coz i didnt reallie care abt e price le...juz incase not enuff time 2 shop le...so juz nehow grab 1 dress n oso 1 size bigger heels...damn dumb rite??lolx...but wat reallie mk me feel sad is still e price...spend 100++++++ oledi...n i still need 2 spend more on hairstyling n oso mk up...faint...ltr round up 2 200 man...damn sad...=((

saw tis pair of sandals which look reallie appealing 2 me...n guess wat...it costs $1800!!!oh my tian...reallie cant imagine lah...i tink no matter how rich m i oso wun buy lor...newae...i reallie need financial help man...my bank is lyk coming 2 $0 le...reallie dun need 2 survive oledi man...so dun ask me go spend so much on unnecessary stuffs oledi k??

prom nite is in 2 dae time...kind of excited le...wondering wat's every1 gonna wear...how they gonna style their hair n etc...n yesh...alan n xiangzhong is driving...n floyd might oso b...which means is a 100% we r going 2 party after tt...haha...n most prob we'll b going 2 mos i tink...so hueva wan 2 c me...pls go mos on wed nite k??if u wan oso can go 2 e hotel 2 look 4 me...it's at swissotel merchant court...lolx

**i tink im gonna get it on my prom nite...pls help me...oledi lost 1...dun wish 2 lose another 2...

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Saturday, March 18, 2006

14/03/06 --> hApPiE bDaE sEnG kEe~!~!~!
17/03/06 --> hApPiE bDaE tImOtHy~!~!~!

im having tough nites 4 e pass few dae oledi...weather haf been reallie hot 4 me...mayb coz i njoy slping in air-con rm in thailand...still arent used 2 it...slping real late n rolling on my bed till 5++am almost every nite...haf been tinking lotsa things n juz cant hold back my tears...guess afterall...things happen 4 a reason...even though i still feel tt i'll nv noe wat reallie happened...been having reallie weird dreams as well...it's lyk dreams tt is so impossible 2 cum true...how i wish i can reallie put off everything...but sometimes...looking back is oso gd...coz it let u realise wat u actuallie used 2 treasure...n some pple will get back wif their past while others will nv dare 2 even look back...perhaps it's all e scars tt 1 encounters in life...haixx

newae...prom nite is nez wed le...im reallie broke after thailand trip...havent get my prom dress n everything...went out wif 5 guys 2 shop 4 clothes...i feel so weird coz 5 pairs of eyes looking at me trying out prom dresses...they sae im e princess 2dae...finallie haf a rough idea wat i wan le...but it's 125 bucks...plus i need 2 get a pair of heels...n somemore stuffs...n oso my prom tix...reallie dunno how's my money gonna pop out man...im so desperate 4 money now...but pls dun let me go back 2 my previous struggling period...coz i dun wanna depend on some1 again...it'll onlie mk me feel i owe e person a favor 4 life...y cant prom tix juz b cheaper...n i seriously regret buying e class photos...it's so x n e results sux...it's nothing special at all...im sorrie 2 sae tis...but e society r seriously eating our money...my previous proms were at betta hotels n it's so much cheaper n food was reallie worth...so pls pity pple hu r reallie broke...n mayb coz of e prices...response wasnt tt well...

**i lost e bet wif chris...perhaps some things r reallie fated...haixx

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Sunday, March 12, 2006

finallie finish working at expo...it's so hard 2 kill time man...job damn boring...heng i got my dear hp 2 accompany...keep toking n msging...haha...didnt expect tt i'll still reach e sales target...coz wasnt even interested at all...lolx

went 2 cousin's place yes 2 celebrate his 21st bdae...got damn lotsa food 2 eat...n my relatives force me 2 eat lyk mad lor...i tink im addicted 2 mk popiah eversince at yasi's place...thanz 2 her 4 teaching me how 2 wrap...coz my relatives all fail de...nehow wrap...put 2 layers of e skin summore...end up i got praise...haha

nowadays so many pple ask me 2 go overseas wif them...tink i print money is it??lolx...japan is e 1 i reallie cant wait man...haixx

myself --> japan!!!
heavenly 4 --> australia/taiwan
secret 6 --> our nez destination is 2 go korea 2 visit sun
les --> dee sae go bangkok 2gether
class --> suppose 2 go hong kong 2gether rite??
adeline & yasi --> go wakeboarding/batam 4 cable ski
cousins --> go hong kong/taiwan/thailand
other relatives --> china
him --> suppose our veri own hong kong trip...

so now every1 shd noe y i need 2 work hard n earn damn lots??lolx...but now got few jobs on my hand which i dun reallie want...

sheraton --> they wan me 2 go back 2 work full/part time
cartel --> collagues ask me go back accompany them
ace --> a company paying me $7/hr which i feel veri low
expo --> e boss ask if i wanna work other events nez time
changi --> not bad salary but 2 far!!!

perhaps tis is juz life...u alwae dun get wat u reallie wan...n those tt u wanna avoid...u can nv escape frm them...

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

im tired...so tired tt my eyes can fullie open...yes went out wif les 2 celebrate shao bin's bdae...ton at kbox till tis morning...got no voice 2 sing plus tired...so didnt sing much...finallie get 2 c celest's egg tart le...can sae he's veri sociable oso...played dai dee n indian poker...e forfiet damn lame lah...heng i nv tio at all...haha

onlie managed 2 slp few hrs 2dae...n juz now went 2 meet secret 6...all thanz 2 anne...all of us went 2 causeway point 4 nothing lah...den headed 2 6th ave...tink tt's alwae our chill out area le...topic 4 secret 6 2dae is nothing but all abt sex!!!n all attention were directed 2 agnes...n i kanna wack by her non-stop man...lolx

gonna spend my weekends working at expo alone...damn sianz...so if any1 is damn free at hm...pls pay me a visit...lolx...hope will get 2 mk lotsa new frenz dere oso...haha...n im not going dxo 2molo coz i dun lyk e place...plus most of them cant mk it...if not den working...n i've got plans in e nite le...so all shall cut down on clubs...haha...dunno if wanna tk part in dragon boat regatta wif my frenz...though is confirm lose...but at least i get 2 train n tan n of coz...2 c mr oliver!!!haha...newae...i dunno how's my prom nite going on..onlie left wif us hu havent buy tix...it's either all go or all dun go...coz e tix is juz 2 x...n we've a backup plan le...if not going 4 prom...den we gonna host our own prom...go chiong 2gether or however we gonna celebrate ba...unless e prices of e tix dropped...=))

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Thursday, March 09, 2006

im back...Im Back...IM BACK!!!wow...thailand trip was perfect...n im gonna miss it so damn much...newae...exams r over...wdd was okie...ic was easy...n cp is a killer...shall wait till results out...went 2 wenjie's farewell chalet b4 i set off 4 thailand...everything was so rush...could onlie go lyk 1 hr n ciaoz le...juz hope every1 had fun dere...=))

here comes thailand!!!1st of all...muz thanz yasi 4 making a trip 2 my place juz 2 tk my luggage...if not i cant go 4 bbq le...haha

-day 1-
finallie i get 2 tk a plane...was lyk damn excited at 1st...but ended up okie onlie...nothing reallie special lah...2 mk our money worth...drank wine on e plane...alighted frm e plane n something reallie bad happened lah...mk until all of us so pissed...dere's tis 2pid guy hu took yasi's luggage n mk her panicked lyk hell...mk us stayed at airport damn long till we managed 2 find back her luggage...checked in at twin tower in bangkok...n my 1st nite was spend wif jin sun...bez thing is tt their superior rooms r fully book so we got upgraded 2 business suite...haha...n e room is damn big...2 of us cant stop taking n posing 4 pix...haha

-day 2-
start of our tour trip...n got 2 come abt tis armpit hair in our tour gp...mk us luff till peng lah...tis person lyk nv shave b4 her armpit hair in her whole life lor...it's lyk damn damn damn long n disgusting lah...plus e bf...haha...newae...our 1st stop was at floating market...den templt of dawn...followed by sriracha tiger zoo...tis sux man...coz they haf a crocodile show which scare e hell out of anne n me lah...juz put e head inside e crocodile...n i was lyk covering my eyes man...n e tiger show oso not bad lah...headed 2 pattaya...went 2 watched tiffany's show...which is e trans show n it's not cheap oso...they r reallie damn beautiful lah...but pls dun hear them speak...coz u'll faint...haha...went 2 mike shopping centre n things r not as cheap oso...check in at century pattaya n nite was spend wif yasi n anne

-day 3-
tis is e bez start of our trip all e wae till e end...n oso where all our money gone...haha...set off 2 coral island...took a speed boat dere n we were lyk screaming non-stop esp jin sun...haha...try out parasailing = parachute n im scare of height man...heart was lyk gonna dropped out when was cuming 2 my turn...feeling was so diff when i was up dere....it feels so gd...n it ended so fast...took banana boat 2gether wif secret 6...was damn fun man...esp e capsized part...but it's damn hard 2 go up again...plus we used up so much energy on luffing...water skiing = wakeboarding is okie onlie...but it reallie pulls our muscles...after effect is neckache n backache...finallie while jiazhen braid her hair...went 2 suntan 4 a short while...n her hair is so much neater now...lolx

after tt went 2 nong nooch 2 watched some cultural n elephant show...which doesnt reallie interest us...headed 2 a jewllery shop 2 c how jewellery r manyufactured by using all e diff types of stone...was so much cheaper compared 2 spore...tempted 2 get a white gold necklace 4 myself...but 2 us...it's still 2 x...tour group was den left wif us...but we r so much happier...coz no more armpit hair le...went 2 royal garden plaza ourselves n we bought those branded stuffs back...prices is onlie a little cheaper but at least it's still cheap...haha...so nite was spend wif yasi n anne again...

-day 4-
went back 2 bangkok...n on e wae...stopped at dreamworld = amusement park...was daring myself 2 tk all e rides...n god...i scream lyk some mad woman...yasi n anne didnt tk those 'scary' rides except indoor roller coaster...which left me wif jiazhen n jin sun...2 of them dun even feel nething lah...viking reallie kills me man...they went 2 sit e last row...n i feel as though im falling out when it reached e top...feel so fainty...summore took e aeroplane ride...spin n spin until i buay tahan...n i puke after tt...damn funnie man...haha...e onlie thing tt could reallie scare e both of them is e haunted house...jin sun scare until fell on e stairs...stand n fall again...damn jialat man...haha

newae...went 2 4 faced buddha n pray a bit...didnt hope 4 nething coz they sae if reallie come true den muz go back thanz it...so yup...frm here it was free n easy all e wae le...went 2 mbk shopping centre n all of us bought stuffs...check in at twin tower n nite was spend wif jiazhen...n i've 2 company her through espn frm dere on...lolx

-day 5-
free n easy = shopping frm morning 2 late at nite...1st stop at siam paragon n siam square n siam centre...all oso branded de...n their paragon is so many times betta den spore...but it definitely wun tempt u 2 buy nething once u c e price...haha...mbk was nez stop...n clothes n bargaining was a nv ending issue...went 2 a nite market...n we r lyk lost...coz everywhere u go looks e same...bought some clothes n souveniors...n headed back 2 e hotel...since it's our last nite...tok till damn late...n every1 got 2 confess all e things each haf...n yup...all got a shock lah...n we haf pillow fight n mass raping moments...times where u'll nv 4get...nite was spend wif jiazhen again...

-day 6-
had our final breakfast in thailand...rushed 2 mbk 2 get bags...n checkout n off we go...agnes zealous sharlene melvin meiyan n caroline were waiting 4 us at e airport...company jin sun till her flight depart...b4 tt we kind of agree not 2 cry or nething...but still...jiazhen yasi anne n me teared...hmm...mayb coz we spend a whole 6 days 2gether...plus tis time we dunno haf 2 wait 4 how many yrs b4 we get 2 c each other again...e feeling sux totallie man...e saddest n most painful thing happened when u haf 2 part wif some1 u luv...

reached hm ard 11++...put down my things n went 2 mos 2 meet up wif my classmates...damn tired but havent c them 4 so many dae le...so juz go...everywhere is so cramped coz got some party going on...it's been lyk 1++ mth since i chiong...achievement man...haha...tink im reallie cutting down on those le...it's time 4 me 2 face something new...look 4 a full time job n lead my life in a diff environment...spending time wif secret 6 = healthy life coz none of us smoke n all h8 smokers!!!haha...how i wish e 6 days will nv end...haixx

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<--her world-->

**tHe OnE aNd OnLiE**
~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~
.29th jan 1986.
.code: #03.

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.i choose 2 luv in silence.
.4 in silence i find no rejection.
.i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness.
.4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but
me.
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.nv luv a luv tt hurts.
.nv hurt a luv tt luvs.

.she desires.

.do well in academic.
.prada wallet + bag.
.b a trader.

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she reads...

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