... etonic's journey ...
Thursday, April 28, 2005
eee...im back...juz reach hm onlie...went out wif lian tee 2dae n i guess my leg is well train 4 shopping...walk damn lots but dun feel tired at all...haha...no money still go arcade play...tink im crazy le...played photohunt...puzzle fighter n oso daytona...but daytona played wif sean n zhong qiang oso...but tt is late in e nite le...after meeting up wif them...was kind of real nervous...wanted 2 scream but tried 2 ctrl myself...haha...had dinner wif ah lian at ljs...no matter wat...still dun lyk e food dere...e food juz dun worth e money...lolx...took lotsa postcards frm heeren oso...it's been a long time since i tk 1...went 2 swensens after tt...finallie had my long awaited banana crumble...haha...but was 2 full so couldnt finish n throw it 2 ah lian n sean 2 eat...*bleah*...newae had lotsa fun out wif ah lian...kind of update wif each other life le...keep it up...=))yes went 2 holland v wif tripod after attachment...brought them 2 eat e katong laksa...they r so lousy...esp chris...stay so near oso dunno dere got...summore i bring them dere...den still lyk dun belief me lyk tt...so sad...lolx...we saw tis guy damn lame...purposely drove all e way here juz 2 buy bread...n we tink we siao...so we oso go n try...n god...e chocolate bun is damn nice...now we noe y he can actuallie drove all e way down juz 2 buy bread...haha
m starting 2 fall sick le...n i h8 2 fall sick...definitely affect my hyperness...n im so lack of slp now...no matter how much i slp oso cant replenish back...eye-bag is getting frm bad 2 worse oso...haixx...oh yah...newae juz now sae a bag frm ps n oso few tops n pants frm foxy...gonna add them 2 my wishlist le...haha...so pple out dere...u guys should noe wat 2 do oledi rite??=P
Monday, April 25, 2005
went 2 sentosa yes wif tripod...shun bian renew my islander oso...m damn broke now...haixx...so sad joey couldnt join us yes coz she's working...onlie manage 2 tan a bit coz onlie stay 4 lyk 3 hrs as owen got 2 rush 2 e hospital...saw yao on e bus when chris n i were on our way 2 meet joey...didnt expect yao sis slim down so much...she's quite cute lah...haha...but 2 young le...it not...yah...*evil laughter*meh meh oso came 2 look 4 us after tt...now e 4 of us r call jock all thanz 2 tt 2pid chris hu came out wif tis name...summore put my name last...lolx...newae went 2 ps 2 play photohunt den walk back 2 heeren...yao n her sis join us 4 dinner at marche...took quite lotsa pix yes...n majority oso my pix...im so zi lian...juz luv myself so much...haha...oledi receive all e pix le...n yes...find it so nice...cant wait 2 tan again...2 all out dere...pls ask me out 2 sentosa...attachment life is reallie killing me...i need a break!!!
hmm...these few days haf been e worst of e worst i've eva cum across...haf learn 2 b real hard-hearted 2wards pple...despite how they feel...m juz e evil wan n alwae e wrong wan...but juz cant help...do u tink i feel veri gd oso??m gonna quit e job at holland v...it's juz so lame...work lyk nv work...mayb gonna find another 2molo...money is e most important 2 me now...n being heartless will most probably b e 2nd...gonna gif up everything on luv...even though it's gonna b a real war...dun find e reason y do pple luv 2 torture themselves...cant they juz learn how 2 b strong??
-sign off-
Saturday, April 23, 2005
haha...manage 2 catch e last bus back hm...kept looking at e time juz incase my bus is gone...lolx...went 2 party world at cuppage dere wif chris yasi n agnes...h8 2 go dere...place n pple oso sux...haha...njoy myself dere...but got no voice 2 sing so guess i sing lyk shit lah...haha...cuppage sux...times havent up den show last song le...tt time oso lyk tt...n i damn buay song...went 2 complain n argue wif e pple dere...end up they extend back e thing...haha...argue wif me confirm lose de...chris damn poor thing...got sabo abt e duet thing...but is lyk damn fun...hahawent 2 chris hm 2 play mahjong after tt since they dun wanna go hm so early n dun wanna shop mah...heng juz nice 4 pple...if not dunno how le...luv 2 play wif e little joey...she's veri chubby n cute...haha...alwae let me carry her...still sit on my lap summore...lolx...n as usual...i win e most...jk...haha...yeah...2molo going sentosa le...finallie can get 2 tan...im fair lyk hell now...juz pray 2molo will b real sunny...=))
Friday, April 22, 2005
m so tired now...onlie slept 3 hrs last nite...coz went 2 zouk until 3++ n slept at 4++...plus i've attachment 2dae...mambo nite seriously sux...n tis is e 2nd time i've been cheated...damn sian...was surpose 2 go china black de...damn sad...if not 4 chris bdae i wun go le...haixxnewae celebrated chris n hui ying bdae yes...tink tis is e record man...24 pple went...n it's all thanz 2 me...haha...e whole row was taken up by us n guess as usual...we mk e most noise...haha...had our dinner at swensens...n all i can sae is happie 1 yr anniversary 2 e both of them...it's been 1 yr since they got married...haha...okie...i tink im gonna get it when they read my bloggie...haha...tink every1 njoy themselves yes ba...took lotsa n lotsa pix n oso videos...cant wait 2 c all of them
went 2 istana park e open space 4 them 2 cut their wedding cake...lolx...but they were reallie heng tis time...no cakes were smash on them...onlie ice-cream at e swensens...mayb e cake was 2 x?mayb chris wear formal?mayb every1 wanna eat e cake?i oso dunno lah...haha...shall not tok abt chiong tt part le...juz waiting 4 all e pix 2 cum my way now...haha...juz hope all njoy...hope those 2 will luv e pressie we've prepared 4 them n it's reallie not easy 2 organise sumthing...haha...hope tis will reallie b a real memorable bdae 4 e 2 of u...=))
dun feel lyk saeing but blogging is reallie sumwhere i can sae out how exactly i feel ba...i fail pm...n tis reallie sux...m gonna appeal n hope it succeed...cant imagine i retake tis module...haixx...it's nobody fault except e ass hole lim kin hock...he sux 2 e core lah...totally spoil my mood...2molo gonna look 4 mentor le...praying real hard 2 get through...lolx...all muz pray hard 4 me 2...im damn scare...almost break down during attachment...tt's y was kind of quiet...so chris when u read tis...shd noe y i was so quiet le...k?=(
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
2nite is gonna b a real fun dae le...haha...gonna celebrate chris n hui ying bdae...even if i dun sabo them...e rest will definitely do so...lolx...guess afterall i still got e most mei li n power in organising events ba...didnt expect 25 pple 2 b going...hard work does pay off afterall ah...haha...going china black after e dinner...not many will b going coz 2molo majority haf 2 work...including me...so sianz...y dun haf holidae?!?im getting more n more exited abt ltr le...haha...juz hope everything will goes smoothly according 2 plan...hope every1 will njoy esp e 2 of them...=p
-17th-
17th april...haixx...tis date does bring back lotsa memories...went out wif sean still...but dere's nothing 2 celebrate abt mah...juz went out as normal...reallie dunno wat im doing oso lah...damn confusing...trying 2 keep myself real busy le...dun wanna tink nemore...juz hope he'll reallie tk care of his health since he noe himself bez...tis kind of things oso cant force de...dun assume nemore things k...it'll onlie hurt both...20 weeks will tell everything...m still looking 4ward 2 e hong kong trip...=))
Saturday, April 16, 2005
m feeling damn tired now...slept late last nite n wk up early tis morning...juz dunno y cant slp...die...ltr gotta work plus it's my 1st dae of work...n yes...i finallie get a job n it's all thanz 2 mo mo ren...haha...sad thing is coz im working nite shift n i cant go out wif my frenz n oso 2 send shao bin off...sorrie...if finish early den i'll rush down 2 airport since i wun b seeing shao bin until sep...gonna miss her real much...n she's gonna miss our les 2nd anniversary n few of them e bdae...haixx...juz hope u'll njoy urself real much in aussie...=))catch swing galz wif chris on thu...e show is damn funnie esp e drummer n oso e 2 luving bf...haha...since it's a jap show...obviously i'll look out 4 every single person...n e carelefare(howeva u spell it) r so much betta looking den e main actors...haha...wanted 2 play photohunt on wed n thu but when we reach dere...they juz lock us out...no chance of going 2 play...why why why?!?!? juz tot could njoy ourselves b4 reallie working on our attachment...but juz cant...not fated...haha
went out wif my stc cliques yes...was so damn sian coz they went ktv n i went in real late but e pple dere die die force me 2 buy e drink...den they dun let us use tis n tat discount kind of thing...n agnes juz shouted at them...haha...she's real power n ended up i manage 2 get 20% off...but it doesnt mk a diff oso...juz sing lyk 3 songs n we ciaoz le...thanz 2 anne n yasi 4 my t&t vcd...finallie get it le...haha...gonna watch it most probably after my work 2nite...
met up wif sean after tt...n we went 2 nite safari...was my 1st time dere n was reallie scare...no matter we r in e tram or juz walking...i was juz so scare...lolx...n i purposely wore black so tt animals cant c me...haha...tink every1 is gonna luff at me once i sae tis rite...didnt tk much pix or shd sae nv tk ne pix at all...digicam juz cant c nething when it's dark...damn wasted...shd haf brought a normal cam instead...coz i wanna tk so much pix...haha...reallie njoy myself lots dere n wun 4get since it's my 1st time dere...juz hope tt u'll kp 2 all ur promises u haf told me yes...
Friday, April 08, 2005
it's being a real hard time tis few days...juz lyk fighting in a war...juz cant wait 4 tis war 2 stop immediately...living in a world of emptyness...i juz wanna go overseas 2 live...stay away frm all these things...go dere 2 relax n njoy myself...im gonna haf a real serious brain damage soon i guess...body getting weaker n weaker...alwae wanting 2 faint so easily...every1 oso sae i slim down...even my frenz...juz need a job now...n i reallie need it...dun even feel lyk skooling nemore...juz need lotsa money...dun lyk 2 depend on others...it's juz lyk owe tt person a flavour 4eva!!!went 2 chiong yes wif my classmates...wanted 2 go chinablack so much but ended up 2 of them were so persistent 2 go zouk...told them was retro n dun belief me...ended up was so damn sianz dere...no choice but 2 left 1st...walk hm alone n e path was reallie dark n errie...got a bit scare but i cant b bothered oso...starting tot can haf supper wif them after chiong...but things alwae haf 2 turned out lyk tt...i surposeim not gonna chiong wif them nemore...it's juz so boring n dead...will join back my frenz nez time...e difference is juz so big...n let me sae tis again...i wanted 2 go chinablack coz i was reallie broke n i need e free flow...n i seriously do!!!guess none of u noe abt it until i tell joey abt it...guys seroiusly sux...n i juz cant click wif ne!!!
Sunday, April 03, 2005
haha...m so happie juz now...coz coz i finallie get 2 c candice!!!it's been real long since i last c her...n god...she's damn yandao!!!haha...she's wif tian yun n their steads...but tian yun not tt gd looking so cant b bothered 2 bio oso...haha...got so engrossed in seeing her...my tian!!!lolx...saw her twice in a row...n when e 1st time i saw her...we eye contact 4 quite some time...mayb coz i keep looking at her...den she smile 2 me...faint!!!haha...newae juz luv bioing her n looking more...no feelings or wat...so dun tink 2 much ya...if u r curious how she look lyk...go c my msn pix now b4 i change it...she's e left hand side n tian yun e other...yup!!!
Saturday, April 02, 2005
it's been 3 days since tis thing happen...i onlie told 5 pple...sorrie 2 mk u guys worrie so much...dun worrie k...im veri fine n seriously...i prefer tis kind of lifestyle now...no 1 2 argue wif...n oso wun get scoldings 2...m juz leading a veri happie n pleasant life rite now...pple hu reallie care 4 me guess is still tripod ba...2 of them kept calling n msging me 2 ask where m i...n wanna mk sure i dun nehow nehow...lolx...told u guys i wun lah...dun worrie so much...m back safely mah...rite?newae 4 e rest of u hu noe tis now...dun cum ask me wat happened n dun tell others abt it...coz m tired of explaining le...if wanna ask me out...pls do so now...b4 my attachment starts k?=))catch be cool on thur wif my classmates...hmm...it's not a bad show...some parts can reallie mk u luff lyk crazy...haha...gonna catch swing girls n e pacifier e nez time...ne1 up 4 it?juz wanna apologise 2 those hu went 2 watch be cool wif me...sorrie 4 leaving 1st yeah...u guys shd roughly noe y i need 2 leave oso...nez time wanna chill out...go cine cafe...coz im in luv wif e xbox dere...car racing!!!haha...play until i go crazy...can actuallie fell 2 e ground n luff...oso dunno y i play until so jialat....haha
juz heard frm owen tt he's not flying off 2nite...haha...mk until i go tell my mum i'll b tonning over at e airport...den oso dunno when 2 do my tor le...juz wanna get it done as soon as possible...coz nez week m gonna b real busy throughout le...finallie gonna chiong...haha
<--her world-->
~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~
.29th jan 1986.
.code: #03.
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.i choose 2 luv in silence.
.4 in silence i find no rejection.
.i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness.
.4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but
me.
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.nv luv a luv tt hurts.
.nv hurt a luv tt luvs.
.she desires.
.prada wallet + bag.
.b a trader.
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