... etonic's journey ...
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
onlie had 4 hrs of slp last nite...slpt at 6 n wk up at 10...n a reallie bad diarrhoea tis morning...lolx...my days r getting so tired le...time is going opposite frm pple...so hard 2 adjust back...mayb coz of chiong tt cause my time 2 cock up...lolx...need 2 stay more healthy now le...haf 2 watch my diet n exercise more so wun fall sick easily...might b going overseas 4 camp if my manager allows me 2 tk so many off days...but tis camp is so x...160 bucks...but e activities juz attracts me...hahaspeaking of exercise...went 2 clementi's gym wif irwan n owen 2dae...n y not skool??coz skool gym sux lah...so limited...plus we dun wanna c familar faces so yah...outside gym haf better facilities though haf 2 pay...n i tink haf 2 train more on physical le...2dae lyk so shag...2 long nv exercise...n 2molo my muscles will definitely hurts...but was a gd training wif them...n thanz 2 owen...now i noe how 2 vent all my anger out le...=))
-yes-
met up wif classmates n went 2 halo bar...on e way up e slope saw jia ronald n darren...was told it was kind of sian n they leaving le...so decided not 2 waste money n go...haha...instead we took a bus down holland village n slack at brekos...4 gals...onlie adeline n me...n guys we haf shank irwan sze wei owen alan n jason...it's alwae e few of us dere...but coz it's us...tt's y it alwae mk such a nice day out...so much laughter n photo session...lolx
had a damn heavy supper yes...brekos' choco addiction was damn power...was reallie worth it...n e wedges was not 2 bad...e place is oso nice 2 chill out but 2 bad close 2 early coz was a mon nite...so went 2 e hawker dere 2 slack till 2++ lyk tt...didnt drink alcohol yes coz i tink muz reallie ctrl a bit...haf been drinking lyk 3 times a week?!?plus dere will b more 2 come tis weekends n nez week...lolx
planning stuffs 4 our upcoming 2 bdae boys...was supposed 2 b 3...but heck le...gonna haf so much fun tis holidays...n class chalets will still b on...n im e planner...2 bad not wedding planner...haha...it's gonna b either 3d2n or 4d3n chalet at changi village...gonna bk on e last week of skool holidays...so all of u pls tk note...n we r gonna visit och...woo!!!shd tis chalet b strictly 4 e class or shd we invite all e vips again??wo ye bu zhi dao
sep is gonna b a whole mth activities 4 me...n weekends r all fully bk le...m onlie left wif oct de...so bk early...haha...n oct will b a mth 4 driving i hope...n nov will b my final sem in skool le...n more photo sessions...haf been taking so many pix almost everydae...*bleah*...n waiting 4 all 2 b sent 2 me...haha
-alwae look on e bright side of life-
Sunday, August 28, 2005
hApPiE bDaE yU zHeN~!~!~!
hApPiE bDaE jEsSiCa~!~!~!
thanz 2 jia viviana n marienne 4 coming down 2 visit me yes at my workplace...was so damn funnie...we tok non-stop n when guest come...they juz act here n dere n keep so quiet...nez time pls come more often...haha
spent my loving sat nite wif les 2 celebrate my dearest jia's bdae...m e last 2 reach...so sorrie 2 let u guys wait...dinner at kenny rogers was great n didnt expect 2 eat tt much...lolx...walk so much yes...went 2 onxy but was trance nite so no...den gotham penthouse was r&b...but left coz lian tee dun wan...n our last destination was coco latte...walk all e way dere...it's so ulu...n it took us so long 2 find it...luckily it's r&b if not im gonna kill lian tee...haha
drink n dance...drink n dance...den got tis 2pid guy lyk keep on wanna cut in between cynthia n me...damn irritating...den i pull cynthia nearer 2 me...haha...i tink les will start 2 get more n more havoc in e future le...frm dun chiong den influence each other so much...but was a fun sat nite fever mah...newae wanna apologise 2 jia 4 e bdae cake n pressie...yes tt cake was a so called de...so we still owe u 1...=))
2molo dere will b a party organised by e entrepreneurship's students n jia ask me 2 go...dunno wanna go not...coz scare all oso ba students leh...or mayb i shd ask my classmates along or something??
officially declared it's e end of attachment cum fyp 4 all ictians...n it's a time 4 enjoyment now le...n tis coming week is e last week 4 skool 4 np le...n it's exams time!!!study hard all my dear frenz...after tt can ask me out 2 chill...=))
Saturday, August 27, 2005
thanz 2 chris...pix taken on tue haf been uploaded...click on e link below:http://photobucket.com/albums/v88/etonic/230805%20sakae%20n%20kbox/
--kelly clarkson - because of you--
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Friday, August 26, 2005
-tired--tue-
had sakae buffet wif joey at marina sq...e atmosphere is so nice...so much betta...e guys came after tt...walk ard in town n yup...bought something which onlie joey knows...we r so secretive...sneak away frm e guys...haha...they played pool n we played photohunt...n after tt ktv...n it's finallie kbox n not party world...kbox is so much betta...n we keep calling 4 refill 4 tidbits...so bad...lolx...n chris tan...im still waiting 4 e pix...thanz!!!
-wed-
was a damn long day 4 me...work frm 8-6 n rush back hm n den out 2 meet jane...went 2 momo wif her...n we r so gd wif direction rite missy??lolx...met up wif shao bin n her frenz dere...starting was kind of sian coz of some live fashion show thingy...so lame...haixx...but my main purpose of going dere was 2 tk a look n oso e free flow...haha...e drinks is gd...not diluted...nez time go dere drink den change venue ba...haha...it was till 11++ 12 lyk tt den e music started off wif r&b...n was abt 2 leave 4 zouk le...damn it man...saw celine n her frenz dere....n oso jordan wif frenz...e galz went up 2 e stage n dance...woo...was so damn fun...haha
shao bin n her frenz stayed at momo...n jane n i headed 2 zouk...coz promised her n pts 2 go le...n it's so last min de...haha...newae thanz 2 cat 4 giving us a lift down...i guess pts waited 4 us 4 quite long le...n i saw joyce altricia n frenz dere...haha...yes made so many many frenz...but as usual...4get hu is hu le...n thanz 2 missy jane...she pang sei me as her dance partner n went ahead 2 dance wif her another half...haha...n obviously...dance wif my pts...non-stop dancing i muz sae...but leg nv break...dance 4 lyk continous 4 hrs without even resting a single min...it's been so long since i dance 4 tis long...guess e last time was sometime back last yr when sc gls outing 2 zouk ba...mayb sportsman got more stamina...haha
knew tis bung called odel i tink...hmm...she dance wif me n pts n i tink im so xing fu...dance wif 2 bungs...haha...n i h8 guys...they r juz blind man...damn irritating...kept pushing here n dere...n i almost fight wif 1 guy...lolx...coz im not scare mah...den lyk kind of diao him...luckily pts stopped me...if not erm...yah...u guys shd noe wat will happen...n damn it lah...they stepped on my little toe 4 so many many times until it bleed n blood clot...im gonna wear real high heels nez time n gif all e guys back wat they deserved man...guys sux!!!go 2 hell!!!
newae...stayed till it ends n had supper wif pts jane & bf...i feel so bad...jane's ai ai pay 4 everything n he dun wanna tk my money...n it's juz so coincidence i tink...his bf juz leave blocks away frm me...y is every1's another half leaving at my area??haha...but was reallie fun yes...drink n dance lyk hell...haha
-2dae-
okie...n obviously im dead tired...coz i onlie slpt 4 lyk 1 hr n got 2 work...n i seriously dunno how i work 2dae...wif eyes close n brain shutting down??lolx...n im kind of typing wif my eyes closed now...haha...might b going 2 zouk again if jane haf e invite ba...but not sure is 2molo or nez fridae...cant rem...n my mum start 2 nag me lyk hell le...chiong n chiong...haha
received jolene's msg on tue n was invited 2 her 21st bdae bash at sentosa nez weekend...n was wif my classmates...even owen received but not alan...n we luff till pengz...coz u noe e way alan tok is damn funnie...but sad thing is coz it clashes my outing wif secret 6 4 jia's bdae...bk a hotel but got 2 cancel it le...luckily gal r so on so easy 2 tok 2...they juz gif ans str8...all sae okie or nething...unlyk all 2pid guys...c how 1st...nez time u guys try organising things den u'll noe it...newae...cant wait 4 tt bash le...n jo promised me she'll intro bungs 2 me...so im looking 4ward 2 it ah...=p
n finallie...got myself a new wallet...thanz 2 my sis's frenz 4 e discount...im alwae making money worth...discount n discount n more discount!!!haha...n im so happie n proud of man u...they won again...plus it's 3-0...keep up e gd work guys...muackz!!!
-man u rocks n liverpool sux-
Monday, August 22, 2005
wow...finallie i can get my mind at peace after working 4 13hrs 2dae...though was reallie tired...but e feeling of getting my pay juz brighten me up...haha...it's reallie all my hard work sia...hard work alwae pays off i guess...most prob gonna go chalet genting thailand during tis long holidae...hong kong shd b leave it till nez yr wif secret 6 ba...not enuff cash le...hahanewae here's lee ching's pix --> http://photobucket.com/albums/v88/etonic/lee%20ching%20cam/
Sunday, August 21, 2005
im so full...so damn full...had such heavy meals nowadays...juz had lyk 3 1/2 prata at suntec convention...it's damn gd...juz cant stop eating...but e sickening part was e queue...it's so damn long...haixx...but at least i njoyed it...lolx...newae went wif mum n my younger sis...n after tt went 2 sheng siong...bought so much tidbits n yah...tis time rd i pay...so sad...lolx...bought 4 snickers n so many many more...but will try 2 control myself...haha-yes-
went out wif heavenly 4 yes 2 haf an earlie bdae celebration 4 jia...it was damn damn fun i muz sae...diana came late so yah...e 3 of us were shopping ard n till cine...got approached by some1 n ask us 2 go on mtv channel...plus dere's professionals 2 style our hair n oso mk up...was kind of shy at 1st...but we still gif it a try...haha...my hair was e hardest 2 handle among e 3 of us...lee ching n jia was juz straigtening...e hairstylist help me 2 straighten n den put cream n spray so much hair spray...so my hair is so layered n kind of wavey i guess...but i tink e mk up part was 2 thick...mayb coz our clothes r kind of bright...but still it was so fun...haha
so on air...instead of nervous n stuff...i felt so happie n hyper...e excitement in me was lyk gushing out non-stop...it's juz so fun...haha...newae not sure when will it be aired...so log on 2 tis website: http://mtvasia.com/Onair/Shows/GetSpotted05/ 2 check out e dates...n keep a lookout on us ba...n tt song was speciallie dedicated 2 jia n she got a real shock man...thanz 2 lee ching n mine idea...haha...n we took pix wif vj denise keller...she's kind of cute n sweet...=))
newae...celebrated her bdae at jack's place...tt was my idea...n all e places tt i've suggested was turned down by diana...haha...tis is e 1st time heavenly 4 stepped into jack's place 2gether...n we juz took so many many pix yes...n i juz luv them all...ate so damn much n i juz miss sirloin steak so much...haha...newae diana still owe us a meal...but can i dun organise??y every1 vote me 2 organise things de??haha...coz coz im a gd organiser!!!im juz so gd in planning things rite??self praise...lolx...sorrie 2 sae but i reallie dun haf e pix on my bdae wif u guys...coz yah...didnt receive it...so cant send u all...wait till nez yr ba...haha
here goes e pix...
mine --> http://photobucket.com/albums/v88/etonic/200805%20jia%20bdae%20wif%20heavenly%204/
jia's --> http://photobucket.com/albums/v88/etonic/jia%20cam/
n lee ching's ones will b updated 2molo...meantime...njoy!!!
after tt...travel 2 my cousin's place 2 play mahjong since promised them last week le...n it's kind of late by den...my eyes oledi lyk shutting down due 2 so insufficient slp...play till reallie late n i got so blur...n guess wat...i win without seeing my tiles...n ended up show every1 my tiles...haha...so obviously i lost lah...so pai seh...wanted 2 look 4 jia but guess 2 tired le...plus she shd b slping by den...haha...yes was lyk a 20 hrs non-stop activity 4 me...*faint*
Saturday, August 20, 2005
m so so so damn happie!!!coz i can officiallie declare it's my holidae le!!!haha...viva has finallie ended...e finale of my fyp cum attachment...oh my tian...e feeling is juz so great...i feel so much lighter n relax now...though presentation tt time was reallie nervous but yah...got gd comments frm supervisor...so yah...im juz so happie...but i guess i'll miss going 2 skool...coz my holidae is gonna b so damn long...n oso e days spend wif my cliques during e datelines...so much fun n oso tonning in e garage till late in e nite everydae...hahanewae...m suppose 2 go ecp after tt...but ended up watching charlie n e chocolate factory wif joey...haha...it's so fairytale but we juz luv it...n i wan all e chocolates!!!was a great dae out wif tis gal man...n i was burning lyk a charcoal...coz im wearing e shirt...so damn hot...shop so much 2dae n i bought an outer coat...starting 2 turn 2 my ol(office lady) style le...preparing 2 change 2 more formal wear now...haha...n guess wat?!?we had sakae 4 our dinner!!!n god...it's so nice...but 2 bad buffet was our le...but nez tue we r gonna haf it again...n tis time rd...buffet!!!yummy...i cant wait le...haha
joey...here r e pix --> http://photobucket.com/albums/v88/etonic/190805%20joey%20n%20me/?sc=1&multi=19
Learning to forgive doesn't mean that what happened to you was okay. It simply means that you're ready to move onto a new phase of your life. And you are ready. So let go of this old resentment.
thanz 2 friendster 4 tt...tt's wat im actuallie doing now...arent tt accurate??haha
Thursday, August 18, 2005
finallie i've changed my blogskin!!!it's so finallie...2dae is a new start...a new beginning 4 me...wanna changed everything...haha...newae oso prefer tis kind of layout...coz it's so much easier 2 read...rather den click here n dere...lolx...though it's a bit pinkish...but it's oledi quite tedious 4 me...haha...n oso 2 jane...i'll post e pix up when i've time...juz hang on dere...hahanewae juz went out wif 2 mo mo ren which i cant mention their names now...until some time ltr ba...haha...had lotsa fun shopping wif them...but my head was lyk spinning here n dere...coz im so tired!!!plus 2molo is my presentation le...got 2 wear so formal...n it's at 9am...oh my tian...so earlie...gonna tk pix 2molo...wanna c how i look...haha...n after tt...will b e start of my holidae!!!m so damn happie...haha
was playing wif ash's hamster in canteen 1 during lunchie...n was trying 2 scare joey...end up she push my hand so hard n i drop e hamster...can c ash damn hard pain lah...n i tink she's gonna kill me le...not gonna carry ne of her hamster nemore...so sorrie abt it...but e hamster is reallie cute...i missed mine...=(
-yes-
went out wif my classmates...watched wedding crashes 2gether...n it's so damn funnie...luff until i wanna pengz le...but sad is oso sad...e movie is gd...m still waiting 2 watch charlie n e chocolate factory...yummy...haha
**pls pray 4 me 4 my presentation 2molo...thanz so much!!!
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
time juz flies...it's been 1 yr oledi...everything is happening juz so fast...tis will b e last time im gonna wish us here...im starting 2 move on now...wif all my dearest frenz companying me...thanz so much 2 them...wondering how would b lyk 4 me 2 go through in e nez 1 yr where everything is gonna flash back at me as memories...
1 yr ago...was such a memorable dae...back frm stong...2 roses...purple 4 my return n blue 4 us...it all started wif inluvwifu@hotmail.com ...n junjie tis name was juz so coincidence4 tt guessing name game...so many many things which i dun wish 2 mention nemore...everyone is changing out dere...thanz 2 sharon 4 tt testimonal...rather not 2 luv den luv e wrong 1...yup i so agree now...being attach is not everything...instead i tink single is betta 4 me...coz i can get all e freedom i wan now...let e pass b e pass...=))
-yes-
drop my wallet n hp without me even knowing...coz of a big hole in e carrier...thanz 2 a mr nice guy...he ran after me coz i was walking so fast...haha...if not i guess i'll cry man...got so much precious things in my wallet n hp...thanz so much!!!
met up wif jiazhen b4 i went 4 my dnd...we were slacking at 6th ave coffee bean n crap so much...got so much things 2 sae 2 each other...afterall we noe each other e longest ba...n yah...she's my bez budd since pri skool...alwae get into e same clique even in diff course diff class...arent we fated??lolx...n pple...her bdae is cuming...gonna mk a memorable bdae b4 her 20s cum...haha
n so...my dnd in e company...it took me so long 2 decide on wat 2 wear...changed so many many clothes...frm hm 2 skool n skool 2 company...haha...n so...ended up wearing a plain white shirt...jia n my colleagues sae was nice...thanz...but e thing is i didnt tk ne pix...arent tt surprising?!?haha...coz i was so engross wif e dnd...e theme was wild wild west...n i can sae tis is e bez dnd i've ever attended...i didnt expect tt adults would b so sporty oso...e whole hotel juz rocks man...every1 is so enthu n so nice...even e gm was dressed up wif funnie stuffs n participated in...so fun...seriously didnt regret working here...n it's been 3 mths oledi...so fast...had so much food n it's oso e bez food i've eaten...so many many nice seafoods...n cakes...desserts n stuffs...it's lyk free flow lyk tt...they juz kp topping it up...n i had 3 scoops of ice-cream...haha...gonna bcum fat le i guess...i missed yes so much...so fun...e pple juz let me feel lyk continue working here when i graduate...haha
n now...im working lyk a blur cock...haha...every1's so blur 2dae...so tired frm yes dnd...my manager juz came in n saw me wif jia's btt bk...tot she will sae cannot read n instead she sae gd...muz pass...haha...told her i scare i'll fail n stuffs...n she sae she can lend me hers oso coz she did some highlighting...oh my tian...arent e pple here juz so nice?? =))
-zutto zutto hitoride-
Monday, August 15, 2005
i need a massage rite now...im walking lyk a zombie recently...mayb 2 fit e criteria of ghost festival...lolx...gonna bcum a big panda soon le...almost fall aslp while working 2dae...haf been eating so much now...n my colleagues juz luv 2 stuffs chocolates into my mouth...i sae wait...2 much...2 fast...die die force...damn funnie...ltr i grow fat...i dun wan!!!newae...went out wif yao n ash yes after work...im lyk so bright rite??haha...but being wif them doesnt feel left out...at least not they arent so pda le...haha...i luv their hamsters...so cute!!!had our dinner n oso party world...finallie i get 2 sing...m still waiting 4 my class...sing so much...n it's my 1st time singing so many eng songs...n 2 of them r so sweet...haha...i h8 ash!!!coz she dun even let me pay her back a single cent...aiyo...frenz mah...muz share lah...though i noe diff label but yah...haha...nez time on me...n thanz 4 yes...reallie njoyed myself...=))
-zutto zutto hitoride-
Saturday, August 13, 2005
tired is wat i can describe myself now...im juz so lack of slp...schedule is so damn packed...but i juz luv it...im njoying life lyk hell now man...everydae wif diff pple...so fun...n yup...so many many pictures...hahawent out wif jiazhen 2dae...tok so much n oso did lotsa shoppings...n i spend so much on stuffs again...mayb tt's wat happens when u haf e cash...lolx...im getting more n more sianz of town le...it's juz so boring...walk here n dere...went 2 great world after tt...e place looks much more crowded den b4...n thanz 2 jiazhen's membership card...im gonna get another pair of jeans 2molo...haha...wanted 2 watch epl wif her juz now...but had 2 go my grandma's place...so nez time...n yesh...i miss e days when we were so crazy over soccer n played everydae...man u all e way...n liverpool sux 2 e core!!!pool of liver...hahaha!!!
n so grandma's place...2dae was much betta den those previous times i went...so much betta...instead i muz sae i had fun...so surprise...tok 2 damn super lame things again...they cant stand me i guess...haha...hang out wif those cousins 4 a while...thanz 4 all e tok...n i miss our fisherman's village times...hanging out wif them juz prevent me frm getting broke...coz they r alwae e 1 paying 4 my everything...lolx...wateva i eat n drink oso frm them...cool ah...mayb coz im e youngest among them??or mayb coz im a gal??
newae...thanz 2 ndp goodie bag...i've got a whole booklet of all e discount n stuffs...n im gonna reallie mk used of it now...e voucher r getting more n more betta le...which mk me more n more broke...lolx...gonna travel more 2 e east side 4 e coming 1 whole mth...*faintz*...weekends r all bk till mid of sep...so pls bk on weekdays n bk earlie...so tt wun clash wif my work...=))
-zutto zutto hitoride-
Friday, August 12, 2005
it's so finallie tt im staying at hm...coz it's my mum's bdae...lolx...had steamboat juz now...but onlie ate a little coz had so much little snacks here n dere b4 im back hm...haha...i tink im slowly becoming more guai le...bought a cake 2 celebrate n i guess we've nv done tis b4...since my family dun celebrate bdae de...arent tt sad...i'll juz start e ball rolling ba...=p guess wat...since im e 1 hu choose e cake...obviously it will b a chocolate cake...haha...n thanz 2 joey 4 accompanying me here n dere juz 2 buy sumthing i lyk...
joey:promise will let u enter my place when im 21 k??haha...so njoy waiting ba...guess i've seriously grown up quite a bit since tt dae...now bcum a bit more filial 2wards my parents...n they dun call me even when im back hm lyk 5am?!?tt's so nice...haha...juz 1 more dae...n i'll b free 4 holidaes...nez fri is my final dae...a real formal dae 4 me...my presentation...*prays hard*
2 someone: how would u feel if u realise ur frenz has contracted wif brain tumour...n he's got a gf hu luv him so dearlie...as frenz...it can juz hurt as much i belief...wat's more 2 sae abt his gf...haixx...he's still so young n received tis kind of report?!?i mean it's lyk wat e hell...he's juz so nice n sweet arent he??when will heaven juz b fair??newae...i belief dere's a solution 2 every single problem faced...so dun gif up so easily yah...we'll all b dere 4 u...n juz hope tt his gal will b reallie strong out dere...he needs u reallie much now...gambette!!! =))
pix:
les gathering (lian tee) --> http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/kylie_hipee/album?.dir=ad19
ndp:
alan --> http://photobucket.com/albums/v88/etonic/090805%20ndp%20-%20alan/
aisha --> http://photobucket.com/albums/v88/etonic/090805%20ndp%20-%20aisha/
shank --> http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/kylie_hipee/album?.dir=10a0
fiona --> http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/kylie_hipee/album?.dir=/d2a8
hueva wants e video cum get frm me online...
-zutto zutto hitoride-
Thursday, August 11, 2005
im a happie gal...living in a happie world now...haf been taking lotsa n lotsa pix nowadays wif all my happie frenz...n we r now a big happie family...n tis happie gal wanna tk lotsa n lotsa more pix wif all her happie frenz...lolx-wed-
watched bewicthed wif classmates yes...hmm...not a bad show...was funnie...sweet...sad...n it explains how it feels 4 one 2 miss another...so sweet... =)) cuming up movies 4 me will b wedding crashes n charlie n e chocolate factory...n many many more...n yes was another day out 4 all black tops...haha
-thu-
met up wif heavenly 4 which is my pri skool cliques...we r lyk mad de...eat at alazza den kap...updated each other wif everything...n took lotsa pix...crap here n dere...n yah...can c every1 haf grow up le...n oso busy life 4 lee ching n diana since uni start le...n 4 jia will b projects n exam...n 4 me??presentations...n holidaes...n obviously work...damn sianz...lolx
gonna plan 4 a chalet 4 e 13's...n guess wat...im e organiser again...haixx...so ma fan...it's gonna b so much work n stuffs...but juz wan every1 2 b happie n oso a memorable 4d3n chalet b4 we graduate...haf kind of plan e activities 4 e chalet le...gonna b damn fun since it's i organise...haha...catch up wif me soon yah...n oso events on e 17th aug...=))
-zutto zutto hitoride-
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
2dae is national dae...n im out again...haha...met up wif aisha n irwan 1st n aisha...i 4get e quote on e cushion in taka!!!pls refresh me...lolx...newae...had my breakfast cum lunch cum teabreak at hereen nydc...had "that boney cake" if not wrong...was so nice...n tt 2pid waiter juz had 2 mk fun sae got bone den muz bcareful...n i replied i wan a boneless cake...n he sae menu dun haf...haha...damn idiot leh...lyk tt oso wanna mk fun...newae...e dish was so chocolaty n i juz luv it...my favourite...sweet candy tooth...haha
met up wif e rest of e 13's n went 2 esplanade 2 c fireworks!!!it's lyk oh my tian...so damn packed...so much worse den last yr...but saw quite a few frenz oso lah...lolx...we managed 2 squeeze our way through n got a gd place...our view was perfect man...n tis yr fireworks is so much nicer den last yr...spore is improving le...not bad...lolx...might b going 2 watch it during e weekends again...hope it wun b tt pack le...
had our dinner at marina square's changing appetites...e service sux lah...but had great time wif e 13's...alwae mk me luff so damn much...n we juz luv 2 crap so much...esp abt SEX!!!haha
uploaded some pix...e rest will upload e nez time...
newsroom bar --> http://photobucket.com/albums/v88/etonic/060805%20newsroom%20bar/
les gathering --> http://photobucket.com/albums/v88/etonic/070805%20les%20gathering/
thanz 2 jane 4 sending me tis song...you're beautiful...n i share it wif my classmates...n now gonna share it wif every1...it's a nice song...njoy!!!
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Monday, August 08, 2005
i've got 2 tickets 4 ndp 2molo...but i juz gif it 2 my sis...coz it's onlie 2...if it was in e pass...obviously i'll juz grab it str8...but now...sorrie...1 yr ago...08/08 was watching the village...n oso fireworks wif e few of my classmates...n 2dae im stuck at hm...i wan all e movies tickets...i wanna keep...cant u juz gif me an ans??haixx...n i wan my bdae pix at marriot...i've yet 2 receive any...pls!!!im so bored!!!m suppose 2 b drinking now wif pts n frenz de...but yah...m 2 broke le...so juz stay at hm...which is lyk killing me...making me tink tis n tt...haixx...i wanna go momo...every1 is telling me it's damn fun dere...shall find 1 dae 2 go wif my classmates...n mayb chinablack wif shao bin tis wed...c how 1st ba...lolx
my class cliques learn 1 thing during our reports time...a tired person is an angry person...so yah...nv go provoke some1 hu's tired...coz u r juz gonna get it ba...mayb tis explains y im alwae so fierce...coz im alwae complaining im tired...so yah...try 2 understand my position nez time...=))
i wanna change job!!!tis job is juz so free...free until u can slp...free until u can tink of so many many things...free until it can bored u 2 death...lolx...will b looking out 4 jobs when holidays comes...i wan a full busy job now...where i can mk more frenz...where i do not haf 2 stuck in a room working alone...lolx
arh!!!so f*** up man...nez yr my bdae is gonna falls on e 1st dae of chinese new yr...damn it lah...when i tot i could spend time wif my frenz...i juz dun wanna b wif my relatives...it's so bored...coz it will remind me 2 recall all e pass back...damn it lah...can every1 juz company me on tt dae??marriot...jack's place...esplanade...haixx
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so much things happened recently...so many many happenings...shall begin wif fri 1st ba...
-fri-
finallie...submitted my report...haf been staying in skool 4 e whole week till late wif my cliques 2 rush through our report...e moment we submit up...feeling was lyk...wow...finallie it's over...now onlie left wif preparation of viva n viva n yah...a long 2 mths holidae...i cant wait 4 tt...lolx
celebrated shank's bdae in e nite wif e 13's...as usual...my cliques r alwae e last 2 reach...n tis time was e worst of e worst...2 hrs late...coz all of them k.o after skool...2 tired 4 tonning so many many dae...so dun blame us yah...suppose 2 had dinner at sizzler but few of us went pasta mania coz was told 2 x...after tt went 2 esplanade's fountain...sabo shank lyk hell...n yesh...he got smash by e whole cake...haha
after all these craps...went 2 holland village e wala wala 4 a drink wif them...hmm...not a bad place 2 chill...but was kind of crowded lah...n i saw anky!!!haha...he's so idiot...kok my head...*ouch*
-sat-
kind of a rush dae 4 me...ran here n dere...thanz 4 chris 4 lending me his cam...n i met up wif my cliques in town 4 dinner n went 2 newsroom bar 2 meet up wif e rest...was a cjc party...n yah...didnt expect 2 c so many many frenz dere...n i mean many many...lolx...but all those i c majority oso frm ngee ann...got 2 noe more frenz but totallie 4get them le...haha...dance n dance...music was not bad since was r&b until ending was techno...n so we left...coz techno juz sux lah...took so many many pix wif e 13's
sometime when u c something rite in front of ur eyes...it juz hurts so much tt u dun even noe how 2 descibe it...owen told me i was even worse back den at china black...mayb now i roughly get e picture how i look tt dae...heart aches...dun he feels so luckie tt my frenz still cares 4 him so much...but mayb he cant even recall wat happened yes since he's drunk le...haixx...every1 do mk mistakes in life...n when pple noe they r wrong n noe how 2 change...it's juz so gd...mayb tis is how pple grow up ba...n oso how no pain no gain tis phrase comes frm...if onlie 1 could turn back time...haixx
-sun-
met up wif les gp...n yes...so finallie...n shao bin is back...im e 1st 2 c her...haha...so happie n e great big hug is juz so warm...celebrated dee dee cynthia n kerrie bdae...les 2nd anni n oso shao bin's return all at 1 shot...was lyk full force...oh my tian...went 2 marche...n among all places marche...brings back so many many memories...gd n bad times...haixx...=))
headed 2 indochine after tt...les getting more n more pia kia le...alwae go tis kind of places 2 chill out nowadays...lolx...im so broke...so so broke...haf been going 2 drink 4 e pass 3 days...spend so much...juz hope tt i can ctrl myself b4 i can so addicted 2 drinking...lolx
holidays r getting so near...juz few more weeks n i'll b on a long vacation le...haf decided 2 go hong kong...coz i guess tis will mk my mind at ease ba...haf been tinking 2 much nowadays...until my head gonna break down le...lolx...it's onlie 10 more days b4 tt day comes...time flies...n im still kind of stuck...mayb going on a holidae can let me cool down ba...let hong kong b my motivation 2 save up again ba...haha
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
juz back frm skool...m so worn out le...2dae is a so damn long dae 4 me...but i dun mind...took so many many pix...even at my workplace...haha...juz as normal...stayed in skool 4 reports n reports n reports!!! i seriously cant wait 4 fridae le...can c all my beloved fellow classmates...n it's time 2 celebrate man...haha2dae is my nafra test...im so damn happie...my pass records 4 my standing broad jump is back...n thanz 2 tt...i felt so much relieve during 2.4...2.4 i super slack...walk so damn much...coz wheneva run finish 1 round...so many many pple mk me luff...mk until i no energy 2 run le...haha...but i feel so honoured...edmund ho cheered 4 me...he still rem my name...push me all e wae though e last 100m...so sweet...missed e days of s&w wif him...haha...im so so happie...coz coz...i got a gold 4 my nafra!!!training seriously did not wasted...newae...purposely let e rest queue 4 their no...coz i wanted a no tt ends wif 3...fav no mah...haha...in e end...i got 103...even betta...lolx
took so many many pix wif my buddies...oliver n of coz my pts!!!haha...pts n i tk 1 xi nu ai le tk lyk damn long lor...coz i kp luffing n luffing when im suppose 2 act angry...juz so happie 2dae...luv my pts...she support me so much during e run...huggies...muackz!!! pts...if u wan all e pix tt we took recently...cum beg me 4 it...lolx
newae e few of us didnt haf dinner again...stayed at e-garage n atrium until so late n so shagged...haha...2molo will b a betta dae...smilez alwae...=))
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
2dae is a sweet n busy n tired dae 4 me...im kind of lyk so worn out le...bcum so blur...tot my btt was at 8pm but ended 10.15am...so juz missed it n waste my money...haha...but it's gd oso lah...i can stay back n do my reports...im so happie coz i found my student card le...haha...thanz 2 e ms receptionist in e library...she's so nice...lolx...which means i got no worries 4 my submission of report le...=p
im a happie gal 2dae...coz i took quite a few pix 2dae...n oso wif my pts...haha...e pix is so sweet n nice...oledi uploaded e pix into my lappy le...so juz ask me 2 send u ba...haha...n alan praise me 2dae...sae i look more n more chio le...thanz so much...haha...stayed back in skool 2 do report until 10pm juz now...e-garage n library haf bcum my hm 4 tis 2 weeks le...lolx...i luv e company of my class cliques so much...even when u r so stressed...dere's still so much laughter dere...they seriously can brighten ur dae despite how stress or down u r...thanz so much...cross fingers n prays tt all will b in e same class 4 our final sem...=))
wanna apologise 2 my pts 4 breaking promise...end up didnt haf dinner coz was so late le...2molo might b e same thing...coz gonna stay back after nafra 2 rush oso...m so scare cant complete in time...haixx...prays hard man...lolx...newae tag-board is finallie back a life after few days...gonna change 2 other organiser le...tis wan is so lousy...lolx...after attachment den change...im so damn lazy...haha...back 2 report...ciaoz
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reports...reports...n reports!!!
-pengz-
haf been rushing through my report lyk mad...cant wait 2 complete it man...haixx...but im happie coz finallie reach lyk thousands words le...haha...was lyk taking risks at work 2dae man...listen 2 my own mp3 when it shd b jazz or classical those kind...haha...got guest or staff hurry stop my usb...den change back...summore my songs all sentimental or r&b de...so tt can prevent me frm falling aslp while doing report ba...lolx
shd haf work till 4 instead of 2 ba...coz reach skool got nothing 2 do...slack until 6 den run...im so proud of myself 2dae...coz all my stations i managed 2 get gold...except standing broad jump...dunno wat happened oso...last time alwae get A den now lyk wanna get C oso so hard...but we came out a way 2 jump further le...so will try on wed...haha...so scare of wed...nafra...but at least it shows tt i've been training hard n results 2 prove all my efforts...haha...n i luv wearing my stc t-shirt...so damn cooling...gonna wear it on wed again...=))
2dae is seriously a damn happie 4 me...coz im lyk attach le...haha...but it's play play wan lah...i got a pts now...haha...which stands 4 part time stead...tis is so common in my sec days...haha...so so happie...guess hu is it ba...it's a she n she's those cool cool type de...hmm...how shd i describe her??sporty...cool...cute...haha...dunno oso...newae she's kristen lah...juz play play onlie...but m veri happie lah...juz prays tt her ai ai wun misunderstand can le...attach on e 1st aug...so easy 2 rem...mayb i shd look 4ward 2 our so called 1 mth rather den e 1 yr 4 myself...haha...but at least on tt dae im out wif my frenz...so will definitely look 4ward oso...haha...newae she's those kind hu change blogskins as her mood goes...unlyk her...i prefer 2 change songs...we r so pei rite??haha
slacked at kap until quite late juz now...we crap so much...crap lyk hell...but i was reallie enjoying myself wif them(joey chris fiona n daniel)...guess im feeling much betta le...n back 2 tt horny gal...keep toking abt sex 2 them...n i tok damn loud...haha...funniest part was when chris n i went 2 order food...i request 4 lotsa mayonise...den after tt e manager sae me...u so skinny betta eat more ah...den i was huh??haha...den end up chris sae me...c lah...even macdonald manager oso sae u skinny...tt means u reallie skinny...im lyk so pai seh...coz got so many staffs dere...haha
bought so much snickers n tidbits juz now...gonna eat 1 bar everydae...haha...my craving 4 chocolates...oh my tian...my money r all lyk spend on food n cab fares nowadays...*cries*...plus my schedule is getting more n more pack le...which means broke...aug n sep got so many events...so many bdae n stuffs...nightmares n sweet dreams...haha...but m happie wif my frenz...no money den no money lor...money is not everything...as long as happie can le...gonna mk my last sem a veri memorable days b4 i graduate...haha
newae...i wanna book kristen on e 1st of sep...haha...mk it a sweet n memorable so called 1 mth...betta b free ah...lolx...gonna haf a d&d on e 16th aug at my work place...theme is wild wild west...so cool rite...but i got no costumes...it falls on a tue n i got attachment...sianz...but gonna rush back coz i juz luv d&d...plus it's free i tink...haha...working in a hotel got so advantages...*bleah*
entry is kind of long...but juz got so much things 2 sae...at least nez time can look back at these memories...lolx...2molo will b another long long dae 4 me...*tired*
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<--her world-->
~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~
.29th jan 1986.
.code: #03.
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.i choose 2 luv in silence.
.4 in silence i find no rejection.
.i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness.
.4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but
me.
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.nv luv a luv tt hurts.
.nv hurt a luv tt luvs.
.she desires.
.prada wallet + bag.
.b a trader.
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