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Friday, March 21, 2008 21/03/08 --> gOoD fRiDaE~!~!~! 2 papers down n 3 more 2 go...but i cant help it n blog!!!though it's juz mock but oledi so tough...plus so much contradictions wif myself!!!work or skool or both??i still cant decide...it's reallie tough 2 work n study...i prefer fulltime study n not work...i miss life as a fulltime student...wif all e camps...sports n cca...active lifestyle back in np...mayb i shdnt haf withdraw frm sim n chose tis current skool...frenz r so distant n no life...total diff interest frm me...no sports not sporting no fun...n oso unlyk previous skoolmates...no study gp n stuffs...all alone n so competitive...sux!!!n i wan study in a skool tt reallie looks more lyk skool...n wif much betta program co-ordinator...coz she sux e hell...dun even noe how 2 schedule timetable...alwae put 2/4 dae per week...cant she juz make it 3dae per week...haixx...i wanna crash sim camps!!!4 my dear frenz hu will b studying fulltime n same course as me...pls let me clash ur skool n course camps!!!n u noe hu u r!!!lolx but i cant leave without money...n im quite satisfied wif my current pay...plus tis job gif me so much opportunity 2 do roadshows n events...things tt i lyk...n i cant bear 2 gif up...or mayb shd i gif up my job n njoy 4 e remaining few yrs as a student??i reallie n indeed miss sports...n knowing much more frenz...n den work 4 e rest of life after my degree...but not as much experience n gd opportunity again?!?juz how contradicting...y cant i haf e bez of both worlds?!?nehow...i'll juz try 2 do my bez n score well 4 my exams...but i reallie need lotsa help in studies esp 4 econs n maths...i need business pple!!!where r u?!?haha newae...read on n u'll find something funnie sumhow if i reallie enter sim... -16/03- it's rbs family dae @ raffles place...family dae 4 me is not wif family but instead i ask dee dee along...lolx...it's something lyk a gathering 4 e kids 2 haf fun n oso watching e melbourne f1 grandprix finals 2gether...n i didnt noe rbs sponsors 2 drivers...n 1 of them got 3rd...when i thot both shd b those lousy ones...not bad not bad...haha...wanted 2 try out n drive on e stimulator but e queue was damn long...lotsa food n drinks...but drinks r all left wif beer...so many big ice-boxes n none of it r non-alcoholic drinks...haha after tt headed down 2 kallang...suppose 2 go 4 rbs dragon boat training...but we were earlie so went 2 leisure park 2 take a look...n dere's nothing tough...but juz nice dere's cheerleading...n 1st thing came 2 over mind was magnum force...np got e bez of cca i would sae...n yup...we were rite...haha...db starts at 4pm...but we watched cheerleading frm 3-8pm...which means...im gonna get my head chop off frm e captain...betta dun bump into him...haha...newae...im reallie njoying all e times spend wif dee dee n we r alwae doing diff stuffs aside frm eating pasta mania...at least!!!haha -17&19/03- econs n acc mocks...it's all last min study n even went 2 work...couldnt finish studying but still went 2 take...juz 2 c how much i noe...wasnt 2 bad 4 those i reallie mug hard...n e rest of e ques...i juz stared blankly...i haf classmates hu left 5 mins when paper starts...tink they juz write their names onlie...haha...3 more 2 go...maths stats n banking...all calculations!!!n jia came over 2 find me b4 paper on wed...she passed me my bdae pressie frm her n lee ching...most of e stuffs frm japan...=)) n we chit-chatted n here comes e np n sim part...i tink both of us sort of regret some r/s during np times...all e gd guys came but i didnt grab hold of ne...n e 1 tt i got ended wasnt as good as i thot in e end...haixx...i tink e bez of all is still e veri 1st guy in np...frm sportscamp n boy skool...not terrence!!!haha...newae...bez n easiest time 2 get a bf is during skool dae...but current skool is sort of lyk impossible...lolx...if i reallie get into sim...some of e les were saeing i'll definitely get attached if i go sim...sounds so funnie...n i dun get e link y attached in sim...n wat's wif sim guys...or mayb coz most of them r frm np as well??haha...**cross fingers 4 jia n myself -18/03- achievement of e dae!!!in e end...i get 2 go down 4 e f1 gala...n im involved in e organising as well...haha...but e achievement was actuallie...i got 2 take a ferrari!!!long-awaited dream!!!haha...my trader came n ask me if i was going down 4 e event...n my replied was lyk obviously...n he asked if i wanted a ride...n my eyes were wide opened...n of course man!!!haha...suppose 2 leave at 5.30pm but in e end 2 much work n we left at 6pm...was kind of in deep shit coz i cant b late 4 e event...got 2 earlier den e clients...but he drove damn fast...n i reached dere lyk onlie 6.05pm...haha...worst of all...i dunno how 2 get on n off e ferrari...it's juz wae 2 diff frm a normal car...he thot me how plus he's so gentleman...opened e car n let me hope in...1st time sia...lolx newae...setup everything...n i luv e alcohols dere...all e expensive high ends one...haha...so many pple came n i was damn busy lah...finallie get a chance 2 relax n i went up 2 kpo a bit...saw e racer nico rosberg...he's damn good looking in real-life den on tv...summore such a close contact wif him...haha...n he's 22 onlie...same age!!!lotsa fun n stuffs...n i wanna go 4 e actual f1 in sep...i dun mind getting involved n work ot everydae juz 2 organise...but tt is provided im still in rbs lah...haha -20/03- met up wif princesses...finallie tis time wif lian tee...shopping plus dinner @ hk cafe...n den 2 oosh bar...lotsa crappings n stuffs...n every1 juz luv 2 bullie lian tee...poor thing...lolx...mayb if alan joined us...den we wont b tt bad ba...or mayb will he bullie u 2gether wif us??haha...newae...e drinks @ oosh sux...i mean is wae 2 diluted lah...rbs still e bez...extreme strong...no diff frm shots...n dear lian tee...pls dun comment nething bad of edison esp when u r out wif 3 edison fans...haha...newae...cant wait 2 meet up wif them again...after mocks!!! =)) jin sun called me tis morning...juz 2 update me of her current life n stuffs in korea...good tt she's doing well dere n everything...but it's hard 2 decide when can secret 6 b full force again...n she'll b heading 2 somewhere again tis yr...n agnes in hk...n jia flying here n dere...so hard 4 us 2 meet up...missing them n e fun times back in stc (str8 turned crk8)!!! --out 2 study maths!!!
Saturday, March 15, 2008 08/03/08 --> InTeRnAtIoNaL wOmEn'S dAe~!~!~! 13/03/08 --> hApPiE bDaE sEnG kEnG~!~!~! haf been a gd gal recently...controlling myself frm going out...but im so not used 2 it...juz 2 more weeks n let me njoy 4 a while more b4 e actuals... some quick updates frm e past weeks... 27/02 -- celebrate bin's bdae wif les 28/02 -- went back 2 kr+ 2 find vincent n chop off my long long hair rbs f1 roadshow @ ngee ann city dinner wif ryan b4 he returned 2 aussie shopping wif robynne 29/02 -- supper wif chris alvin wilson n wenjie 01/03 -- out wif dee...watched lost gold + tok frm pasta mania 2 gloria jeans to timbre...lolx...we luv sat nite live boy bands!!! 02/03 -- dinner wif family 08/03 -- rbs d&d...1 of e bez so far... 10/03 -- study wif classmates...lyk finallie!!! 11/03 -- met up wif joey n her frenz cum financial consultant...thanz gal!!! 13/03 -- roadshow @ raffles hotel wif all other banks...got 2 noe much more pple frm e same industry n overseas office...=)) dinner wif family 14/03 -- bought a new laptop after 5 yrs!!!but fujitsu again!!!haha...bez ever i suppose...wif all e gd specs n stuffs...no longer need external harddisk n blah blah blah...but im broke...spend 7k tt nite!!!nets + debit + credit...haha...all thanz 2 sis' frenz 4 their info i bought it much cheaper den market price...=)) midnite movie wif giap...watched step up 2...rate 5/5 --> makes me miss clubbing n dancing!!! upcoming events: - family dae - db - f1 gala - mock exams = study + study + study - etc last dae of mocks on 29th mar...so my dear frenz...u guys noe wat 2 do rite...b4 i start preparing 4 my actual exams again...cant take it nemore!!!out 2 study now...will update after mocks...
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<--her world--> ~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~ .29th jan 1986. .code: #03. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ .i choose 2 luv in silence. .4 in silence i find no rejection. .i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness. .4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ .nv luv a luv tt hurts. .nv hurt a luv tt luvs. .she desires. .prada wallet + bag. .b a trader. ~her memories~ .jun'04. .jul'04. .aug'04. .sep'04. .oct'04. .nov'04. .dec'04. .jan'05. .feb'05. .mar'05. .apr'05. .may'05. .jun'05. .jul'05. .aug'05. .sep'05. .oct'05. .nov'05. .dec'05. .jan'06. .feb'06. .mar'06. .apr'06. .may'06. .jun'06. .jul'06. .aug'06. .sep'06. .oct'06. .nov'06. .dec'06. .jan'07. .feb'07. .mar'07. .apr'07. .may'07. .jun'07. .jul'07. .aug'07. .sep'07. .oct'07. .nov'07. .dec'07. .jan'08. .feb'08. .mar'08. .apr'08. .may'08. .jun'08. .jul'08. .aug'08. .sep'08. .oct'08. .nov'08. .dec'08. .jan'09. .feb'09. .mar'09. .apr'09. .may'09. .jun'09. .jul'09. .aug'09. .sep'09. .oct'09. .nov'09. .dec'09. .jan'10. .feb'10. .mar'10. .apr'10. .may'10. .jun'10. .jul'10. .aug'10. .sep'10. .oct'10. .nov'10. .dec'10. .jan'11. .feb'11. .mar'11. .apr'11. .may'11. .jun'11. .jul'11. .aug'11. .sep'11. .oct'11. .nov'11. .dec'11. she reads... everyone screams!!!
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