... etonic's journey ...
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
tis is e 2nd year im spending tis dae at hm...saw so many pple carrying lanterns when was on my way hm...yasi n shar wanted 2 go chinese garden so much oso...seriously cant wait 2 go...dun wanna spend tis dae at hm coz last yr during tis festi broke up wif terrence...n tis time round...kind of got a cold war...haixx...feeling so weird...mayb not fated 2 celebrate tis dae though i luv 2 carry lanterns so much...juz hope tt everything will b fine ba...newae m feeling lil betta le...thanz 4 every1's concern tis few dae...
had a great tok wif my darling missy jane juz now at kap...felt so much betta after toking 2 her...she's a great advisor...no wonder she's my darling...lolx...miss going out wif her...lucky will b meeting her on thu...most prob will b going down 2 get back her camera...finallie it's being brought 2 repair eversince dnd...lolx...
hmm...had my jap final xam 2dae...which is oso e last time 4 my jap lesson tis sem...hopefully i can pass n continue 2 nez sem...coz going 2 japan is definitely still my dreamz...will b e bez if i cld b able 2 go wif shar n alvin...n alvin will b e 1 doing all e tok...n me n shar will b dere 2 shop lyk mad??lolx...newae tt's juz dreamz...so i can juz dream onz...
Monday, September 27, 2004
2dae is seriously a damn f*** up dae lah...dunno how i shd put it oso...newae i've clarify everything wif her le...n we noe how we actuallie feel 2wards each other...especially after reading her bloggie...m reallie damn touch by her everything...she told me 2 move on n 2 gif him another chance...at tis pt of time...i was lyk...y is every1 siding e wrong person...i reallie dun understand e world now...juz imaging i've not gone 4 ob i-camp tt time n didnt get 2 noe him...mayb e 3 of us wun b feeling so heartache now...mayb i chose e wrong path rite at e beginning...mayb it's fated tt i've 2 b a les 4eva...mayb we r reallie 2 world aparts??im totallie starting 2 regret everything now...i h8 those eyesight they gif me n her 2dae...it juz mk me felt lyk smacking their faces...but i juz pretended nothing had happened...but i still cant stand e way they tink of us...so wat if im damn close 2 a butch...does tt means we haf sumthing on??since tt's e fact...den i prove it 2 all of u out dere...im gonna get damn close wif all my bung frenz now...n not gonna gif a damn 2 ne1else...u guys can tink wateva u wan...wan me 2 get att 2 her oso can...since tt's e fact tt i had feelings 4 her...all i can sae now is instead of everything...she touched my heart e most...so b prepared tt i'll go even deeper till nothing can save nemore...n stop giving her those kind of look...coz she's e totallie innocent wan...she does not noe nething rite frm e beginning until now...if i didnt went 4 2dae recee trip...i'll nv noe tt all e guys haf such a impression on us...n i start 2 find guys more n more lame...n cant b bothered wif them nemore...juz lyk my usual saeing...guys r all jerks...pls tink or ask b4 u act...thanz!!!n it's coz of u guys...i didnt haf e appetite 4 my dinner...n e going of toilet tt long is coz we went all e wae 2 harbourfront center n had a tok while walking...so dun tink far lyk we tok bad abt u guys or wateva u can tink of...
**im damn sorrie 4 2dae...didnt xpect so much things will happen...n thanz 4 asking me 2 move on even after u noe so much things...still frenz ya?? =))
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
havent been blogging 4 so long le...getting so busy wif stuffs nowadays...n here im blogging during lesson again...lolx...finallie m done wif oop assignment le...n im left wif ecid + tests now...feel so much relax but expedition is adding on 2 my pressure...haf 2 learn so much stuffs n stong had been cancelled since e bird flu is getting frm bad 2 worse le...m so sick of going 4 meetings le...waste so much of my time...shdnt haf choose 2 being a leader...coz it's a reallie hard thing 2 do...nez week will b my languages tests le...wonder if i can pass my jap not...set e same target as sharlene...if pass den will continue learning...if not den will gif up le...alvin n seiko sensei oso encourage us 2 tk e JLPT exams during e nov holidae...dunno if wanna tk not...coz scare failed den waste my money...lolx
wanna watch so many movies now!!!got so many nice movies tt i reallie luv...faintz...lolx...gonna digged out time 4 these no matter wat b4 all my pasttimes r gone...haha
Saturday, September 11, 2004
finallie can blog le...blogger reallie got sumthing cock up...mk until so many pple cant blog...lolx...2dae is e slackest dae i've ever had 4 e pass few weeks...oso e dae when i can slp more...haha...stayed at hm n watch naruto...so slack...haf been doing projects 4 tis whole week...n gonna haf another project marathon nez week...can reallie die ah...lolx...cant wait 4 nez week 2 pass...at least will b more relax though still haf some holding on...as long as oop over im happie le...haha2dae is 911...which reminds me of so many things...1 yr ago sumthing bad happen...but it's over le...so heck lah...n oso wtc...but gd thing is tackey & tsubasa 2nd anniversary le...almost 4get abt it until i read robynne's bloggie...haha...havent been updating myself wif johnny's stuffs le...now dun haf nemore links 2 dl their songs n mv le...totally lyk gone missing le...lolx
newae yes ob was kind of e sian + fun...sian was coz got lectures lah...teach us how 2 read maps n compass all those stuffs...which reminds me of geography...lolx...as 4 fun is coz got treasure hunt...den haf 2 run here n dere ard e skool n oso piggy bag...but lucky got piggy bag n not mi carrying others...so no worries 4 me yah...haha
hmm...lyk my new hairstyle...haha...shd haf cut it shorter since e weather is so hot...still tinking if i shd dye my hair not...y m i so frickle minded??lolx
Monday, September 06, 2004
m so tired after such a long dae...wk up so earlie coz haf 2 reach york hotel by 8.30am 2 host e jap...fabian n yanda had our own plan 4 e jap but ended up they came up wif their own schedule n all of us haf 2 go separate ways...it's reallie so hard 2 host them by myself...had a hard time communicating wif them...lolx...but all i can sae abt my 4 galz is tt they r so gd at shopping man...shop wif them can reallie kill my legs...n they shop as if money is water lyk tt...haha...i tink e money they spend 1 dae dunno equals 2 how many mths of my allowance le...haha...took a few pix wif them...so cute...n fabian kind of interested in 1 of my galz den i sae his gp got 1 guy not bad so juz nice kp toking abt them...damn funnie...ended up e guy mk me feel he's so hopeless coz of sumthing...lolx
met up wif sean after e hosting...went 2 marche 4 some dessert n went on our separate ways...went shopping wif owen n chris...n i get myself wif tis new things...u guys shall go guess it lah...lolx...after get e stuffs we wan frm diff places...went 2 chris hm 2 settle down stuffs n blah blah blah...lolx
-sat-
im so satisfied wif myself n every1 hu went 2 sean's hm yes...coz ended up my plan still work afterall even after so many things cock up...haha...we mk it kind of obvious tt we r bluffing him le but he juz dun get wat we doing...n instead belief all our rubbish...damn funnie...lolx...went 2 sean's hm 2 cook spagetti n bake cokkies wif my fellow classmates...lucky e food were edible...if not confirm...haha...den wanted 2 sing ktv but so coincidence e mike not working...lolx...celebrated his bdae den...n he got a forfeit frm owen which is a so much yucky blended drink wif float...seriously it taste lyk puke lah...so much worse den shank's 1...haha...but e worse thing is tt...sum1 told me his family wun b at hm...ended up seeing his whole family dere hor...even mum n bro n grandma oso gang up wif us 2 bluff him...so fun!!!haha
went 2 j8 wif sean chris n owen after tt...oso dunno wat i doing dere lah...juz got attracted by precious thots as usual...wanted 2 get e photo album i saw at great world 1...but dere dun haf...so sad...so 4get abt it le...hahae not working...lolx...celebrated his bdae den...n he got a forfeit frm owen which is a so much yucky blended drink wif float...seriously it taste lyk puke lah...so much worse den shank's 1...haha...but e worse thing is tt...sum1 told me his family wun b at hm...ended up seeing his whole family dere hor...even mum n bro n grandma oso gang up wif us 2 bluff him...so fun!!!hahawent 2 j8 wif sean chris n owen after tt...oso dunno wat i doing dere lah...juz got attracted by precious thots as usual...wanted 2 get e photo album i saw at great world 1...but dere dun haf...so sad...so 4get abt it le...haha
Saturday, September 04, 2004
-wed-had canoe training as usual...but tis time is so much tougher 4 me...did our 100 push ups at a xtreme fast pace...mk until i totallie no more strength le...after tt ran 2 serene center...but onlie me n e other 2 frenz ran all e wae dere...coz e rest ran 2 hwa chong n ran back but didnt inform e 3 of us as we were at e back...reallie had a damn long run man...walk all e wae back 2 skool n can feel my leg is breaking le...haha
-thu-
stay back in skool 2 do e wm project...end up didnt even manage 2 start since e template was not in e rite format until adeline convert it...oso dunno y stay in skool until so late when i didnt do ne work...haixx...gonna spend my nez 2 weeks at e atrium till late lyk last 2 sem again since oop is cuming le...damn sianz...haha
-fri-
went 4 my obs training 2dae...was so tired frm canoe training on wed le...summore 2dae training was 2.4...can kill me ah...haha...was so sad wif my napfa tis time...mostly juz managed 2 get c...den standing broad jump n 2.4 got silver...haixx...but now 18...den so hard 2 reach e napfa criteria le...all e stations haf 2 do more times n run faster...haixx
tis time rd didnt went 4 dinner wif e rest of e ob pple...went wif owen chris rebecca yijie n dunno hu...den wan yi came oso...all left xcept e tripod...haha...as usual...e 3 of us were crapping so much n luff non-stop...haha...juz so great 2 haf jokers n lamers lyk time...can reallie brighten my dae...or nite??lolx
<--her world-->
~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~
.29th jan 1986.
.code: #03.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
.i choose 2 luv in silence.
.4 in silence i find no rejection.
.i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness.
.4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but
me.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
.nv luv a luv tt hurts.
.nv hurt a luv tt luvs.
.she desires.
.prada wallet + bag.
.b a trader.
~her memories~
.jun'04. .jul'04. .aug'04. .sep'04.
.oct'04. .nov'04. .dec'04. .jan'05.
.feb'05. .mar'05. .apr'05. .may'05.
.jun'05. .jul'05. .aug'05. .sep'05.
.oct'05. .nov'05. .dec'05. .jan'06.
.feb'06. .mar'06. .apr'06. .may'06.
.jun'06. .jul'06. .aug'06. .sep'06.
.oct'06. .nov'06. .dec'06. .jan'07.
.feb'07. .mar'07. .apr'07. .may'07.
.jun'07. .jul'07. .aug'07. .sep'07.
.oct'07. .nov'07. .dec'07. .jan'08.
.feb'08. .mar'08. .apr'08. .may'08.
.jun'08. .jul'08. .aug'08. .sep'08.
.oct'08. .nov'08. .dec'08. .jan'09.
.feb'09. .mar'09. .apr'09. .may'09.
.jun'09. .jul'09. .aug'09. .sep'09.
.oct'09. .nov'09. .dec'09. .jan'10.
.feb'10. .mar'10. .apr'10. .may'10.
.jun'10. .jul'10. .aug'10. .sep'10.
.oct'10. .nov'10. .dec'10. .jan'11.
.feb'11. .mar'11. .apr'11. .may'11.
.jun'11. .jul'11. .aug'11. .sep'11.
.oct'11. .nov'11. .dec'11.
she reads...
everyone screams!!!