... etonic's journey ...
Friday, April 28, 2006
yes was great...so so great...shall elaborate in e ltr part...so...wed was out wif les...n i guess our bintan trip is gonna drag n drag...damn sianz...e longer they drag...e more i dun feel lyk going le...went 2 shop ard n bought a few stuffs 4 myself...n im reallie broke man...i wan acer 2nd pay!!! newae met up wif joey n soon came erin...went 2 chill n slack lyk hell man...went hm rather late n mk my thu so tiring...lolxn here come thu...my veri long awaited batam cableski trip!!! got up earlie in e morning n was reallie sian coz was reallie damn heavily...when we reached batam was oso raining...heng it stopped reallie soon...newae we juz played in e rain...coz batam got no rules de...haha...went wif ade andre n yian...tian ah...3 of them oso so pro oledi den mk me so stress...dere's tis gp of nus pple as well...1st time dere n all i can sae is cableski is so much more diff den wakeboarding...fall lyk hell man...still cant stand...gonna go back once im rich again...haha...was my falling n swimming dae yes...damn tiring...time 2 train my flabby arms legs...lolx
newae...ade n andre forced me 2 go up 2 e cable n jump frm dere...ade damn zhai ah...gif so much excuse n escape e jump...cable was damn high n im scare of heights can...even when climbing up took me so long...haha...i can feel my heart jumping out n legs were shivering...when i looked down e pool...i was lyk begging andre 2 let me turn back...or e guy behind 2 jump 1st...e scene was damn funnie lah...i took ard 1++ min b4 i land off...closing my eyes n counting pls end tis man...n finallie...woot!!! achievement!!! but my butt hurts...haha...shall post e pix up once i received it...either here or friendster ba...n u'll noe how i feel...im gonna go back 2 batam again!!!
went 2 kbox 2 find jacko...so long since we sang 2gether...but they alwae find e wrong time...sing veri little coz im sick...so no voice lor...sianz...newae...chris joined us reallie late n i reallie dun understand some things...recently 2 many thing is happening in e class le...n i cant b bothered nemore...so sick of organising n being pang seh so many times...n im saeing 2 all not juz 1...try understanding how it reallie feels...newae...guess i shd haf gone 2 e movie wif ade rather den going 2 sing...is lyk waste my energy...moi voice even further...n oso money...perhaps im reallie broke?!?
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
gonna extract tis frm erin's bloggie...
- The more hard knocks you go through in life, the more you'll learn and put them to use in the future.
- Do not be discouraged by setbacks, challenges and failures.
- No pain.....no gain
- Past is past, you can't change it, but it is actually a blessing in disguise.
- Past was good, present is better and the future will always be the best.
newae skool started 2 dae le...heard frm lotsa frenz n juniors tt they h8 skool n etc...but 4 me...i miss skool lyk hell man...perhaps students will alwae luv skool holidae n graduates will alwae miss skool...it's been rather hard 4 me 2 look 4 a job tt i desire...coz i've been looking 4 business related field when im holding a IT diploma...totallie outcast my own course...haha...super regret didnt study well 4 my o's in e pass...haixx
but 2dae...i finallie found 1...haha...n e person called me back 4 2nd interview wif e manager on thu...but den...thu im fullie occupied wif programs...so i rejected...but e person invited me 2 their seminar at fullerton hotel tis sat...n she reallie hope i'll turn up...does tt mean nething??but i belief going seminar alone will b damn boring...plus i dun even noe ne1 yet...wateva it is...juz hope i'll b able 2 get tis job coz i reallie luv e job scope n i'll get opportunity 2 travel ard...oh my tian!!!
im lyk some typical sporean 2dae...coz ben and jerry's gif out free ice-cream 2 every1...went wif both sis 2 great world n grab 1 each...haha...haf been sick 4 few dae le n i still can eat leh...zhai rite??newae...if u noe me well...i dun tk care of myself de...n no1 does oso mah...so hu cares...as long as im happie can le...=p
Monday, April 24, 2006
oh my tian!!!my mum is crazy lah...she keeps tinking im att...not onlie her...but my sis n cousins as well...noe y??coz i've been coming hm real late n havent been 2 my grandma's place 4 rather long...i mean is lyk does all tis prove tt some1 haf 2 b attached??look at e last few nite i reached hm...wed - 6am
thu - 4am
fri - 2am
sat - 2am
sun - 11++ pm
c...at least im improving myself...i noe it's reallie late 2 some pple but still...i prefer 2 stay out late mah...though cabfares haf been killing me tis few dae...n being attached doesnt mk nemore diff 2 me now...not now...juz not now...*tian ah*
newae...spent my weekends over wif les...n oso spend super lotsa money...i dunno how but my $50 juz disappear in 1 dae...so 2 dae = $100??juz so afraid i dun haf enuff 2 travel since im a unemployed person now...no income = damn sad...lolx
friendster is bcoming so lag n i dunno if i shd juz close down 1 acc...coz handling 2 is damn troublesome...sign in n out...but cons will b tt i've got 2 transfer all my contacts here n dere...n testimonals will all b gone...so wat shd i do man?!?
Saturday, April 22, 2006
i reached hm late last nite...once i entered e house...i got a real shocked...blood stains were all ard e floor...i reallie dunno wat's going on n started 2 panicked since every1 seemed 2 b slping...i juz followed e blood stains n it lead me 2 my dad...he injured his leg n damn it man...it reallie scare e freak out of me...summore i juz told erin yes tt im afraid 2 c blood tis kind of thing...wth...newae was out wif acer pple yes...went 2 david's place n he prepared lunchie 4 us plus 2 cakes tt he mk his own...not bad ah...reminds me of how les mk our veri own 1 n it tastes lyk...haha...went 2 town n i muz admit i was rather bored coz guys kept looking at all e games which i totallie h8 it!!!
met up wif erin n oso her male cousin...damn awkward lah...dunno wat 2 sae 2 him until he sae he's frm sajc n now ntu...plus 83 batch...so 1st thing cum 2 my mind is candice...haha...i guess candice is reallie damn popular man...he dunno her in person but noe hu is she...so i juz kp saeing candice is damn shuai rite??haha...dere's tis part where erin left 2 of us n she disappear lyk damn long...n i was lyk shit man...wat m i gonna tok 2 her cousin??e scene lyk damn funnie lah...so juz try my bez 2 crap wif him...was rather late le n he left us 1st...n cool erin n i can tok n tok le...haha
we headed down 2 balcony bar n tian ah...dere's tis gal hu puke lyk mad man...super turned off lah...haha...actuallie i reallie luv going out wif juz 1 person lor...it's so much easier 2 tok man...we reallie bitch abt pple lyk hell n sex topic juz pop in again...lolx...got 2 noe few of e pple working dere...hope they can recognise us n gif us discount e nez time...=p
**wat r frenz 4??how do u actuallie tell hu r ur true frenz??how do u classify relationship??suan le ba... -etonic-
Thursday, April 20, 2006
-tue-
met up wif ling 2 catch up wif her...was reallie shocked when she ask me out...tis gal haf changed so much after she started working...m so much betta now le...=)) tt dae was a reallie sad dae 4 me...got drenched until damn jialat n was freezing at essential brew...lolx...kind of dry n was abt 2 leave 2 meet celest n started raining again...got drenched 1 more time...damn sad lah
we went 2 marina sq n took brochures 4 bintan...had dinner at cartel n dere's so many new staffs...gd thing my manager still dere...haha...so coincidence coz we happened 2 c yew cheo jenny zijie n song ling...sat bside them as requested...but we kind of regretted coz all e things we sae lyk so restricted man...since all oso lyk sportscamp GL den hueva we sae they oso noe...we can sense tt they kind of listening 2 us coz they alwae so silence...haha...damn happie at cartel coz i got staff discount n oso our food portion was super huge...couldnt even finish e food man...went 2 shop ard n both of us lyk mad de...went 2 try on formal wear in e same fitting room when dere's so many!!!took pix n i tink i reallie look weird in formal clothes...lolx
-wed-
had klunch wif celest...finallie go sing k le...super miss singing man...haha...2 person sing k is e bez coz u get 2 sing so much more den going in big gps...jia joined us after tt n was shopping again...n i finallie managed 2 get a new pair of heels after so long...threw e other 1 away str8...haha...went 4 a business tok wif ling...was reallie impressed wif all e pple doing dere...but dun tink tis job suits me ba...shall go job hunting again...m supposed 2 haf dinner wif t13s since is chris bdae but coz of tok couldnt go...tok ended quite late n i was actuallie scare i couldnt mk it 4 zouk as well...
managed 2 leave b4 e whole thing ended so rush down 2 meet them...i tink all e crowds seriously went 2 mos...though was still packed...but not as packed as b4 le...saw few frenz dere...it's been rather a while since t13s go clubbing 2gether...n god...they r e bez man...i haf nv failed 2 njoy when i chiong wif them...i miss e way i dance yes...all of us were so havoc...n obviously bdae gal/boy will alwae end up getting drunk...but i juz luv e wae how we alwae force each other 2 sallow down e drink even though they r drunk...haha...music was great n i miss every moment tt was spend wif them yes...=))
Monday, April 17, 2006
i tink im 2 used 2 working at acer...got up earlie in e morning even though was tired...since nothing 2 do at hm so decided 2 wash my own clothes...fell so aslp after i brought e clothes out 2 dry...heavy rain came while i was dreaming away...by e time i wk up...windows got drenched...lolx...floor was kind of flooded n worse is tt...my clothes r totallie soaked...no choice haf 2 rewash everything again...haixx
newae it's time 4 me 2 get reallie tanned le...tink onlie ade n celest will get wat im saeing...lolx...i miss working...after tis roadshow...e bond between ade n me is back again...juz lyk how it was in yr 1...shared so much during tis few weeks n i belief she's e onlie person rite now hu noe me in n out...=)) it's gonna b a busy week 4 me...so many programs coming up...hope all will b fun ba...damn looking 4ward 2 thu...u noe wat i mean...=p
**sometimes pple choose 2 leave e 1 they luv coz they alwae tink some1else will suit them betta when tis person appears...but as time goes by...they realise tt tis person juz happened 2 appear when they need 2 turned 2 somebody...things start 2 messed up their life...n by den...they realise e 1 they actuallie luv is still person hu used 2 b wif them...e precious moments...e precious things they had wif each other will alwae remind them of so many many things...n so they started going back 2 look 4 e 1 they reallie luv...whether they will b 2gether again...it all depends on both parties...coz it tk 2 hands 2 clap...=))
Sunday, April 16, 2006
juz got back frm a training camp 2dae...camp??yesh...it's definitely camp man!!!n god...i miss camp super lots...thanz 2 ade 4 calling me 2 tis camp...it's a instructor training camp where u might haf e chance 2 b facilitator 4 skool or companies in e future...dunno if every1 will find tis camp gd...but 2 me...it's a gd wan oledi...n our camp was at cdans...onlie pay 5 bucks n we got a chalet n bbq...haha...tis camp reallie bring me so much memories back...n being a freshie will alwae b e bez...it's not easy 2 facilitate a gp of pple man...pple hu went 4 tis training camp r reallie gd...they haf so much experienced n guess i've learnt lots frm tis camp...n it's so coincidence coz 1 of e instructors happened 2 b my obs alumni in np...=))wat i reallie luv is tis morning pt...i miss pt so much...ran 2 rounds ard outside e whole country club n it reallie kills me at tt moment...coz i got no more stamina...plus u alwae haf 2 sing n cheer while u run in camps...so juz kept telling myself die die oso cant stop n yesh...manage 2 finish e whole 2 rounds...morning 5bx is gd as well...perhaps i juz miss camps n trainings...dere's tis electic fan game...n god...i was choosen 2 go e 2nd last n followed by a guy...end up he carry me over n every1 was lyk making fun of us...damn pai seh man...but luckily e rest all diff gp frm me...haha...noe wat...dere's tis guy hu reallie looks lyk jackson...e more i c him...e more he resemble jackson...n oso dere's 1 hu look lyk christopher...character n pattern oso same...but heng not as chi hong as him...haha
tt's all 4 camp...thu met up wif les n we had dinner at pizza walker...sux totallie...service n food n everything oso sux lah...tell them onlie 1 order dun wan tis...end up both oso dun wan...n e soup we had was cold...so as usual...im e complain queen...so i confirm request 4 a change...wun pay money 4 tis kind of stuffs...my 1st n last time dere...i swear!!!after tt we got so stuck in town...dunno where 2 ton since kbox didnt haf ladies nite due 2 ph...end up went over 2 dee's place...yishun again...so far but memories alwae flow back wheneva im at tt area...played board games n crap throughout e nite...haha
Thursday, April 13, 2006
13/04/06 --> hApPiE bDaE aNnE~!~!~!
im kind of bored at work now...end up roadshow extend till 2dae...so i shall mk use of tis time 2 post super lotsa pix...these pix r moi whole 3 yrs poly life...since i cant possibly post all moi pix...so haf selected e bez memories i had...n i muz reallie admit i've made tons n tons of frenz in np...so njoy~~~
~2003 sportscamp - ASHGURD!!!2gether wif our sentosa outing + prom nite at marriot hotel...n our veri own cheer during skool lunch at canteen 1...if u didnt go 4 sc...u'll definitely tink we r some kind of mad pple in canteen 1...lolx~
~waseda shibuya high skool + summer festival~
~bdae celebration 4 sebrina n mi by t13s...look at e boys...juz bcoz they wanted mi 2 get e forfiet...they helped seb 2 finish up her mudpie...but tt's a reallie gd facial product...haha~
~2004 np open house...our reallie hardwork on hand waxy + banner
~2004 sc GL training camp!!! forfiet all ard town + our veri own GL outing & our modeling chilling out cafe~
~sportscamp 2004 - MOLITE!!! + outing at sentosa + prom nite at marina mandrain~
~2004 ict 3do camp as GL...2 bad cant post coz i dun haf e pix~
~2004 obs camp...i'll nv 4get 2 nicknames were given 2 mi...spider woman & horny 69...lolx...it's oso a place where i found sEannie...17/08/04-25/05/05~
~4 most precious things i reallie treasure & oso how i guess ur chin name~
~moi veri 1st time at nite safari...totallie freak out coz was dark~
<--her world-->
~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~
.29th jan 1986.
.code: #03.
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.i choose 2 luv in silence.
.4 in silence i find no rejection.
.i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness.
.4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but
me.
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.nv luv a luv tt hurts.
.nv hurt a luv tt luvs.
.she desires.
.prada wallet + bag.
.b a trader.
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