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Saturday, January 28, 2006 26/01/06 --> hApPiE bDaE sEbRiNa~!~!~! tis is gonna b a super long entry man...but im juz so happie 2 blog tis time...haha...wed met up wif frenz 2 celebrate jane n mine bdae 2gether...went 2 mos n god...i tink mos is onlie e layout tt can reallie mk it...e drinks r way 2 expensive man...n we were lyk hop ard...after tt went 2 cocoa latte...liquid room n finallie settled down at bacony bar...but was kind of wasted coz lyk mk irwan n shawn pay 4 e cover den went ard...guys r alwae at disadvantage when it comes 2 ladies nite...haha...newae njoy moiself lots n it's been so long since i club wif all of them... thu was late 4 my demo...haha...summore i told cher b4hand i wanna demo e last man...if not late lyk hell...though moi program validations not totallie done...but cher sae it seems tt im veri gd wif sql...i was lyk shock lah...coz i dun even noe a single thing till assignments den i start 2 learn...haha...so tt was a gd compliment 4 me...after skool went 2 shop wif those peppz again...n m happie 4 erin tt she finallie manage 2 buy tt reallie nice dress man...after tt haf a small celebration 4 seb's bdae...though was not a big celebration but hope she still njoy herself lots...n e waiter actuallie treated her a plate so spring rolls...damn funnie man...haha n so so so yes was something i reallie njoy in my life...haf a reallie grand celebration wif t13 n frenz 4 a pre bdae 4 me...im alwae celebrating on e 27th wif them...now i noe y they keep tinking my bdae falls on 27th...lolx...n guess nez yr will b 27th again...coz it's 21st bdae n 29th is on mon so gotta bring it 4ward...y dun my mom force me out on e 27th jan in 1986??lolx...newae had dinner at marche...n lotsa them turned up...which makes me reallie happie...table was so long n was kind of hard 2 entertain every single of them...tried my veri bez 2 go ard entertaining them...sorrie if i neglect ne of u...bez part was they push all e left over food 2 me 2 finish up when i cant even my creeps...pengz...owen n irwan gif me a surprise by popping out wif a cake n it's chocolate cake!!!was reallie surprise coz i was njoying taking pix at tt time...lolx...thanz guys... n so goes e bdae song...they sing so loud n i seriously feel damn pai seh lah...n got force 2 finish up e whole cake...damn full man...i tink e slice is as big as 2 cakes man...haha...newae...didnt noe taking pix wif aisha n jolene can b tt fun oso...they luff lyk mad man...luffer super loud n sharp...reallie dunno wat's so funnie leh...n 2 joey...u didnt tk money frm my wallet 4 e bill...faintz...so stayed at marche kind of long n den slowly walk 2 chinablack...some left n some came...n guess wat...tix was suppose 2 b at 16 n i ask 4 14...everything oso muz bargain...haha...end up e organiser agree n they didnt even realise they gif us 3 more tix...damn funnie lah...n we were lyk zhai earn lyk hell lor...haha here comes...njoy at black 2 e max...told them dun wanna get drunk coz wanna njoy 1st...n they reallie tk e 1st as 1st man...haha...aside frm our 1 free drinks...they bought 10 jugs...n i reallie dunno how many shots man...didnt reallie dance tt much coz most of e time i was drinking?!?as time goes...all my shots came...pengz...i still rem how much i drank man...1 housepour...jugs frm here n dere...n they mk me finish up e jug twice...n oso 12 shots...n tis time round muz sae they reallie did a gd job...all guys seriously...dun even wanna let me go...they cheat lyk hell during cai quan...was still sober when playing n every round oso i lose when i nv!!!haha...thus i super seh...but but but i nv drunk k...juz seh but not drunk...still noe wat's going on hor...all i can sae is i was super high...n when im high i feel damn happie n cant stop taking pix...damn funnie lah...haha...n thanz so much 2 erin n adeline 4 reallie taking care of me...n i cant walk str8...lolx i guess e funniest part onlie yian wilson n wenjie noe...they send me hm n i was lyk telling e taxi driver muz charge half price those kind of things coz he totallie go e wrong wae...c i still can recognise my hm hor...coz they keep asking me 2 keep quiet sae i drunk n stuffs...but im not!!!haha...n wilson send me up 2 my place...thanz lots...=)) wat i didnt reallie except was 2 wk up at lyk 7++ am tis morning??heng nv hangover except my voice is gone...if not 2nite reunion dinner i die man...haha...n pls dun get shock when i sae tis...we actuallie took a total of lyk 347 pix?!?haha...since veri long nv post pix in my blog le...so here goes…but pls tell mi if i miss out ne1...
galz at chinablack... wif joey's dd...raymond...lolx i drank a total of 12 of those...pengz peppz hu stayed till e end... lilies wif a little bear frm shar n melvin...they reallie gif me a damn big surprise by giving me those...thanz lots...reallie luv it damn damn much... necklace frm chris n fiona...thanz couples set of kinki clothing frm aisha jolene xiang zhong n shank...thanz all e funnie face peppz...lolx stalk of flowers frm owen/irwan/or both...lolx...thanz 2 both e sabo master bar of chocolate frm jing xi n hui ying...thanz galz... a photo album n a set of pens/highlighter frm my younger sis...thanz meijuz wat more can i ask when i haf all these fun wif frenz ard me...pix definitely speak louder den louds...thanz 2 all...u guys did a reallie great job as my frenz...=))
Sunday, January 22, 2006 22/01/06 --> hApPiE bDaE qUeN qUeN~!~!~! i need a break...so im here 2 blog...im dead beat tired now...haf been shopping thru my thu n fri...yes run n work whole dae...n 2dae noon till now spring cleaning...my leg is gonna break le...lolx...but at above all...i received lotsa achievements...managed 2 buy 1 top...push myself 2 run...n work without complaining tired n oso my stuffs is so much neater now...in fact is so perfect now...plus i got a new table...haha...i kept all e stuffs related 2 him into a box i bought previously...it's not easy 2 fold tt box man...used so much strength...faintz...juz hope wun open tt box again...help mummy 2 sweep n mop both my studie n bed room...it's much more tiring den running man...but wat 2 do...train myself 2 b a gd housewife 4 e future...*bleah*...n mummy ordered canadian pizza 4 us as a reward??lolx...starting 2 b more guai le...haf been spending e pass 2 sundays wif my family...hope 2 haf more ba...n she wants me 2 buy cny goodies...coz i ate so much even b4 cny...=p when u out shopping n reallie hungry...joey(zuma) erin(e jie) n my(ky jie) logic is tt go get cny goodies sample...haha...had a great time shopping wif them n e guys in town n bugis e other dae...yes work was long but fun afterall...coz i get 2 noe new pple n my colleagues misses me lots...coz i havent been working 4 quite some time le...haha...plus guess wat?!?yes becks n her frenz came...wow...so damn qiao...summore b4 she came...i kept toking 2 her frenz...coz i was e host n e frenz reallie waited 4 e table 4 damn long...scare they angry so tok 2 them...but onlie 2 them n not e rest...mayb coz all oso bungs n passives ba...im biased...haha...n when becks came...i was lyk ur frenz?!?lolx...walk pass them lotsa time n becks was lyk y everytime c u oso luff luff luff...den i replied until so loud tt im a cheerful gal mah...den when i guide these 3 quite yandao guys 2 their tables...they keep making fun of me...summore add my name after every sentences they sae...damn pai seh lah...haha newae...wanna congrats 2 xiang zhong 4 passing his tp at 1st attempt...n i wanna tk his car asap...lolx...n soon will b floyd owen n jingxi...n when will b mine?!?it's exactly 1 more week 2 my bdae...but im more excited looking 4ward 2 fri...celebrating wif so many pple...n im gonna break chris n hui ying last yr bdae record le...haha...juz wanna haf a big gathering wif all of them b4 all graduate...tt's wat i reallie wish...n oso tt both zuma n ejie wun mk up 4 me...coz i'll reallie run away man...n pls dun mk me drunk tt dae 4 all those going black tt nite...juz wanna njoy myself n oso taking pix wif all... kk...shall update soon again...back 2 arrange all my pix now...need more photo albums...haha...looking back at all my pass...i luv all my frenz...my x...n oso my family...basciallie...i juz luv every1!!!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006 im dead...seriously man...i scored 15/100 4 my pi test...onlie 15!!!guess i scored e lowest in class...or mayb even e whole level...didnt expect myself 2 fail tt badly...but guess im reallie calm even after seeing tis kind of results...haixx...2molo willl b cp test...n i reallie hope will score well tis time rd...coz im so sianz of all my current results...she told me single n available is e bez...so much freedom n everything...but i tot single n unavailable is e bez??coz at least u r sure u wun get interfer wif ne1...lolx...newea it was great tt finallie get 2 c her n catch up wif each other after soooooooo long...n pls...u didnt put on weight n instead u slim down frm e previous time i c u...haha...newae...lotsa lucks 4 ur ivp tis week...meet up soon again...=)) **cross fingers n pray hard 2 god...pls bless me 4 my cp test 2molo...let me score well n pull up all my grades...n oso bless my dear frenz xiang zhong 4 his tp 2molo...*prays hard*
Monday, January 16, 2006 finallie im done wif wdd assignment...so much of e load is gone...feel so much more relax now...muz sae 90% goes 2 irwan...9% 2 cher n 1% 4 myself...guess every1 oso agree tt irwan helps ur lots...as usual...throughout assignments dere will alwae b misunderstanding between frenz...haixx...bez is still adeline...she was e last 2 start n still can b damn relax...how i wish every1 was lyk her...lolx...at e same time...wdd oso marks e end of all our assignments...all e 3 yrs moments of doing assignments till late at nite 2gether will no longer exist...how time flies...e few of us were chatting so much on how each behave...n alan imitating every's action tt 1 will nv 4get...n oso gonna combine 2 do sumthing 2 keep tis class in our hearts 4eva...onlie those hu stay late tt nite will noe...=))now comes 2 graduate...im still reallie stuck here...was tinking mayb i shd work 1 yr den back 2 studie...n meantime go retake my eng n mk sure i pass tis time rd...mayb i shd set it lyk tt...galz r at disadvantage coz they haf 2 mk decision once they graduate...while guys still haf 2 yrs in ns 2 tink wat they wan...chris told me he belief once i stepped into sim...4 sure i'll haf bf le...n i juz replied no way man...im not so into r/s nemore...as in not in a hurry...mayb when e rite 1 cum den sae...let nature tk its course...trying hard not 2 interfer wif tis kind of things le...let bygones b bygones...taking things a step at a time... now wat im reallie looking 4ward 2 is my thailand trip wif secret 6...n yesh...finallie a full force secret 6...jin sun is gonna skip her lesson n meet us dere str8...it's been yrs since we haf a full force since she's in korea...plus it will oso mark my 1st time on plane...it so cool 2 haf ur 1st time wif ur frenz den family ah...juz hope tis trip will b damn successful...n if ne of u wan nething...pls inform me asap...gonna meet up wif them n plan everything as well...n most impt...money matters!!!guess anne is e onlie 1 hu dun haf 2 worrie since she got some1 2 sponsor her...n e rest of us...headache!!! nehow...guess im gonna plan a trip 2 hong kong as well 4 e class since we mention it e previous time...shall mk it b4 all of them enter ns...something 4 every1 2 keep...all our happie moments spend 2gether...n so...will work real hard 2 save money now...n seriously pray tt my hong bao money will b much more den last yr...haha...n as 4 japan trip...mayb nez yr...wanna go on bagpack tour alone lyk alvin...sounds so cool yah...but got 2 b real independent...lolx **e greatest power tt human haf is not their brains...but luv...so ask urself...do u reallie wants 2 luv n b luv in return??n how much do u actuallie desire n willing 2 scarifice 4 it??luv alwae mk pple puzzles so much n get into big trouble wif it...all e happie n sad moments...all e pains n hurts tt even caused friendship 2 break...so would u rather choose 2 haf it or not??
Wednesday, January 11, 2006 time 2 blog!!!at tis hr?!?hmm...mayb blogging helps a lot...alan told me i look reallie stressed up...do i??mayb over lotsa things...some things i dun even noe or understand...but it juz stress me so much...perhaps projects r e major wise...n oso all e upcoming tests...n mayb of my results as well??i've been doing so badly 4 my modules tis sem...not paying attention n stuffs...n i dunno wat m i up 2...haixx...sim is still spinning in my head...skool fees is e main factor...i dunno which wae 2 go now... seriously...im not reallie excited abt my bdae tis yr...it may seem 2 many i m...but no...im juz so sianz of everything...instead some of my frenz r even more excited den me...1 even haf plans but met some probs...thanz so much but not 2 e extend 2 hurt urself mah...dun reallie haf ne wish 4 tis yr...as long as every1 ard me is happie den i m satisfied...=))
Sunday, January 08, 2006 im currently sick...spoils my mood lyk totallie...down wif flu n sore throat...haf been raining everydae which means im in e rain everydae...water heater spoilt...so bathe wif icy cold water...dun even noe is tis e reason tt im sick or is it my frenz spread it 2 me...since so many of them r sick now...but as every1 noe...im more 2 e stubborn kind...dun eat medicine or c doc...summore went 2 work yes n 2dae...so yah...mayb i deserve it oso...but took mc 4 2molo le...juz hope 2 recover asap...assignments r juz killing me now...haixxwas out wif 2 of my dear galz yes...tok so damn much...n yup...tok till family...n i kind of realise how much my mum haf done 4 me...luv her so much...plus she so auto boil water 4 me 2 bathe juz now...n my sis scare it wasnt enuff 4 me...den boil summore...so sweet of them ah...perhaps i shd divert more of my attention 2 my family le...kind of neglect them 4 quite a while...n thanz 4 letting me realise how much my family means 2 me...i juz luv u 2 galz...=)) **sometimes looking back at ur pass might not b a bad thing...coz u may realise things tt r so beautiful...plus 1 muz b glad tt tis particular person was once wif u...u dun need everything 2 b perfect...follow ur true heart n nothing will go wrong...=))
Wednesday, January 04, 2006 What's Your True Color?Kylie, your true color is Red! ![]() Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice - impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.
Sunday, January 01, 2006 finallie a new beginning...a new start of 2006...a yr haf juz passed lyk tt...bdae oso coming soon...lie down 4 2hrs on my bed juz now n reflected so much things tt happened in 2005...so much more sorrows den happiness 4 me...wat's done cannot b undone...wat's gone can nv b back again...perhaps onlie my bdae was e happiest time of 2005...some pple changed so much until im so afraid 2 accept e fact...changed till so scary...so much worse den b4...juz hope tt tis new yr will b a much betta yr ahead 4 me n 4 every1...no more sorrows n worries...juz wanna bury awae all e unhappiness back den n not tink of them nemore... yes countdown was so surprisingly disappointed...perhaps onlie chris n fiona will understand y...but still e 3 of us had lotsa fun i guess...met up wif some1 n he bought me 2 bishan 4 a drink n oso e mum was dere...super diaoz...every1 over dere were veri welcoming...he mk me drink hennessy n brandy...all e super stong liqour...pengz new yr resolution: -study harder... -spend more time wif np pepps 4 my final 3 mths... -cut down on clubbings... -work harder 2 earn more money... -b more independent... -learn 2 appreciate every1 n everything ard me... -mk more pple happie... -organise much lesser events... -dun alwae wait 4 guys... -free frm sorrows...
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