... etonic's journey ...
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
juz had moi dinner at kap...wanna scream at ade n joey le...4eva dun wanna ans moi ques when it came 2 e price of e food...even if they dun tell mi i oso can go find out wan mah...haha...newae thanz loads...=)) now reallie veri full le...went 2 watch ict soccer match coz moi classmates were playing...den receive call frm ryan...he sae he got sumthing 2 pass mi on thur...den ask him wat's it...he sae it's sumthing he owe mi veri long le...haha...n moi guess was rite...moi bdae pressie!!! hahaha...finallie ah...waited 4 so long le...but afterall it's still e tot tt counts mah...rite?!?!
-soccer match-
though u guys were upset u didnt win...but pls haf sportsmanship mah...u shd b happie enuff tt u haf a chance 2 play wif them noe...not every1 haf tis chance...n dun put e blame on each other lah...coz every1 put in all their bez 2 play le...imagine u r in his shoes n every1 in ur team blames u 4 not playing well...wat will u do?? feel upset n damn guilty rite...so pls tink of others...though u guys were damn pissed tt u lost juz by 1 goal...den tink back when u watch soccer match...if u bet on e no. of goals n u actuallie feel much betta 2 lose juz by 1 goal den lots rite...so imagine those pple hu win n lost...hu wld they feel?? e concept applies 2 every1...pple r looking 4 e sportsmanship in u n not whether u can win not...coz u can win by using inhuman methods...TINK TINK TINK!!!
saw moi junior in e bus when im on moi wae back...she look damn damn damn shag...guess jc is 2 stress le...n she juz finish her training...she so much more shag den ne1else...we were toking n toking...den mention until her bf on sum topic...n ask u n bf ah?? n she was lyk we broke up le...erm...sorrie ah...didnt noe...coz tt dae juz sae her n her bf at heeren...she sae is she suggested de...coz no time 4 each other...reallie sorrie if i mention nething wrong...den she ask whether i got bf not...haha...n i was using hand sign 2 show her im crk8...n she changed her ques str8 2 so u haf ne gal frenz...hahhahaha...e situation damn funnie can...juz sae im single n unavailable...lolx...tis gal used 2 b A n now she changed so much le...she look so cool when she's a A...haha...shd haf ask if she missed stc life not...lolx...get wat i mean?!?!? =))
Saturday, March 27, 2004
reach hm a while ago onlie...tired until i wanna peng le...summore 2molo working...*faintz*...didnt finish moi psp project n juz ended up lyk tt...cant b bothered le...tis project haf taken so much of moi time n neglected moi frenz...++++ dere's still so much more projects 2 b done...i h8 moi course!!! IT sux!!! all they noe is programming n nothing else...how can i tk programming when im such a com idiot?!?! didnt complete moi walkthru oso...coz dunno how 2 do...n spend so much time on moi init...hai~...guess we were so bad during e walkthru...b4 e lecturer even dismissed us...all of us left frm e back door le...haha...hu ask her 2 b so kp...went out wif moi homo gp after e walkthru...suppose 2 meet them after their movie de...coz they watching moi gal n i promise alvin tt i'll watch wif him le...plus im so broke now...but they ask mi go coz veri long nv c them le n havent been updating moiself abt them lor...so end up watch wif them...alvin...sorrie ah...hmm...but dun mind watching again lah...e movie damn funnie n sum part veri touching oso...=)) moi nez targeted movie will b e prince n mi le...saw e preview 2dae n was lyk wow...so damn nice...haha...confirm will cry if watch wan...
2dae im lyk a pig lor...eat so much...mayb coz frm yes nite until 2dae ard 5 lyk tt den i haf 1 meal?? den after moi movie eat another time...haha...now damn full le...betta dun go fat can le...coz havent been going 4 ne training eversince i quit vball...juz receive news frm jiazhen tt sportscamp training will start rite after our final xam...n will b on every mon wed n fri...which means tt moi schedules r so packed in may le?? but dun mind lah...betta den nothing 2 do...summore can go tan moiself until chao ta...haha...den mayb will work on tue thu n sat...den sun rest...haha...so fun!!! =)) looking 4ward 2 all moi training camps le...
haf hrt to hrt tok wif moi les after our dinner...but didnt tok at all not coz im tired or wat...but coz they were all toking abt their family den dun wanna sae nething...dun lyk 2 tok abt moi family stuffs...they reallie haf such swt family...esp celest n shao bin...so close 2 their family...*envy*...guess mine 4eva will remain as it is now.................
Thursday, March 25, 2004
aarrrhhhhhhhhhh...........damn hungry now!!!thanz 2 u "pple" we didnt eat at all...fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!cant tk it nemore le...i wanna change claz!!!during bis kanna scolded bitch so many times juz bcoz i dun wanna lend u copy?!?! if tt's wat u tink...den u can continue calling bitch 4eva...n y on earth does e asshole os teacher haf 2 call mi every lesson...damn bloody farked up le still call mi...did on os teacher evalution yes...n all i selected was either disagree or strongly disagree...dere's none agree...guess i was honest afterall ba...haha
didnt even managed 2 touch on moi psp 2dae...was lyk tis wan call mi tt wan call mi...faintz...oledi sae moi psp sux lor...no pt calling mi de...if im gd at it i wun haf fail moi common test le...haf some brains pls...n seriouly...adeline n i noe how shank alwae felt...y r e 3 of us 4eva in e same boat de...haha...lucky 2molo mma end e earliest n hope we got time 2 do as much as possible b4 every1 meet up at sumwhere again...
aisha...juz now shdnt haf called u...but haf no choice lah...called e guys they oso nv show ne actions de...juz trying 2 test our patience onlie rite...BUS NO. 3!!! now i noe y i luv 3 so much...lucky juz now after moi jap claz i called joey n we sae meet at atrium...n she jing xi n hui ying came str8...if they kanna drag down by them den i wun even bother 2 gif a call n leave le...wondering how long we haf been actuallie waiting 4 them juz 2 bk seats 4 them...aisha was crying when she's walking 2 where we were...can c how stressed she haf been...aisha sorrie ah though i noe sorrie no cure...shd haf called sum "useless pples" instead...
worse cum 2 worse...when all of them came n joey help 2 bk their seats 4 so long le...they can actuallie still tell us tt they go 1st...wat e fuck!!!!! if u guys didnt intend 2 go dere at all...cant u guys juz tell us...dun keep us waiting 4 nothing...every1 haf their own limit...i belief u guys ownself oso agree wif wat i sae...since u guys can get so impatient easily though no matter wat u oso wun admit...but i swear dere wun b a nez time again...wateva things u guys wan us 2 do...u can juz tok 2 us in ur lalaland...coz we wun wan n wish 2 noe wat u guys wan nemore le...u guys r asking 2 much!!!or shd i sae u guys r 2 much!!!sounds nicer ya...
**tk note:those guys i refering 2 does not include all...juz those "outstanding" ones...if u r clever...u shd noe hu im toking abt...haha
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
eating chocolate as i typing moi bloggie now...yummy yummy...haha...2dae iac supposed 2 start at 8 but reach skool busstop ard 8.45...so sharlene n aisha told mi dun go since we go attendance oso will not b mark mah...so wat's e pt of going rite...haha...lucky we bought our lappy ah...if not reallie dunno wat we'll b doing 4 e nez 4hrs b4 ocomm starts...but rather stay at hm slp since pon iac mah...lolx...s&w was much slacker 2dae as compared 2 e 1st lesson mj gif...juz tt did natfa n realised tt e result 4 each station we did is so hopeless...muz b coz so long nv train le...shuttle run was e worse...ran 3 times n each time he cut down e time limit...tough man...it's been 2 yrs since i ran e previous wan...dun haf 2 torture us lyk tt mah...u MONSTER JERK!!! haha...went 2 jp 2 haf dinner wif adeline...n as usual...our ij's topic...haha...e more we tok e more xcited we get...tink it's reallie fate tt stc n tp pple muz b paired 2gether ba...mayb coz of tis 3 pairs??me-adeline...yiyao-joyce...yasi-claire...mayb if we noe each other it's still okay...but e thing is we r all clazmates...cant blief tt such coincidence actuallie exist...juz lyk how mi yasi sangar their frenz n moi x r linked...or shd i sae coz s'pore is juz 2 small le??lolx...adeline n i were lyk tinking how nice it wld b if we were 2 go into yasi's claz...their clique is juz so on...juz lyk back in gal's skool time...mayb coz most of them cum frm gal's ba...but at least im happie wif e gals in e claz...=)) but it wld b e bez if e whole claz r filled gals man...haha
Sunday, March 21, 2004
juz got a free ride hm frm yasi's bro...hehe...went 2 skool in e afternoon 4 onlie 1 1/2 hr 2 do psp wif lian tee...end up oso lyk nv do...waste moi time go dere...lolx...late 4 work 4 abt 10 min...but they oso heck care de...haha...mayb coz all e pple dere all oso slacker ba?!?!but i lyk...can meet moi criteria...haha...anne n jero came 2 look 4 us...den mi n yasi kept toking 2 her...haha...e manager was dere but he oso dun mind de...coz all corrupted de...told anne 2 call lian tee coz she's wif hwee khee sumwhere near moi workplace oso...so all came 2 look 4 us...haha...so long nv c hwee khee le...she bcuming more n more chio le...keke...end work ard 10 den went 2 river valley dere 2 eat supper wif yasi...haha...thru out we were lyk toking n toking...toking n toking...juz cant stop...dunno is it we reallie got so much 'interesting' stuffs 2 tok abt or is it we juz being 2 talkative...haha...oh yah...chat wif jin sun yes nite...i miss her so much!!! moi long lost partner n she's 1 of e secret 6...she's back in korea now...studying dere...n she told mi she miss s'pore n taiwan life...cant wait 4 her nez visit 2 s'pore...or mayb go korea n find her...hehe...bez is can go wif secret 6...hope she's doing find dere though she h8 her life dere...lolx...n she's having a long distance relationship now...haha...jin sun...we r still waiting 4 our letta ya...=))
Saturday, March 20, 2004
im supposed 2 b at industry acjc party de...wat m i doing online now?!?!?! hai~...it's alwae tt word "broke" mk until i so jialat wan...sianz...by rite 2dae i got haf slp more de...but coz of iac...haf 2 interrupt moi sweet dream...sianz~...go dere still muz listen 2 them gif briefing...if i noe rather slp more 1 hr at hm den meet them...haha...juz found out tt tis thingy is organised by e rotaract club...dunno wat's tt club newae...nv hear b4...club alliance still e bez club 4 charity...haha...so much more organised...i sae tt coz 2dae onlie gif out pamplets door by door 2 tell e pple e food collection will b nez sat...n it's 4 pple living in 1 room flat in ang mo kio...n wat e hell lor...they actuallie tell us 2 go 2 those blocks which is 1 room flat oso...they got brains not!!!
n i juz found out tt club alliance oso attended tis event n i wasnt informed at all...coz hansheng saw mi 2dae n he was lyk asking im going rite...den i sae going wat...n he told mi...he sae jiazhen didnt call u meh?? tt time was lyk waolao...hrt break lor...coz everything i oso not informed de...n les things oso...everytime is c them in skool n they ask mi whether going here or wat den i noe de...tink by now...i reallie heck care everything le...if they wanna tell mi den i juz listen lor...if not den...ya...
went 2 ps wif aisha n jason 2 meet owen sangar n jolene...had moi breakfast cum lunch at mac...was lyk damn hungry ah...den we went 2 shop shop...everytime go town...i definitely muz go hereen de...coz dere juz got so many 4 mi 2 bio...haha...n we stuck at e neoprint store dere...coz owen keep bio-ing tis gal ah...hmm...she quite chio lah...haha...den ask mi help him ask e no. damn cute lor...haha...but end up didnt ask...coz tt gal stuck at e neoprint machine 4eva n she was wif few frenz...n once i was abt 2 walk 2 her le...den owen turn his head away...lolx...stand dere 4 so long...n e few of us juz cant stop bio-ing za bo...juz tt i bio e type of za bo diff frm them ah...haha
shop in town until 6++ den went 2 moi grandma hm...supposed 2 eat dinner de...end up sae i wanna rest 1st...den fall aslp le...guess was 2 tired ba...haha...aunt came in 2 wk mi up den ask mi go eat dinner...i was lyk keep saeing i wanna slp...i wanna slp when on moi wae 2 e dining table lor...lolx...after eat den play mahjong wif them(e 4 ah...) again...faintz...now getting closer n closer 2 them...but e thing is scare i start 2 fag coz e 3 of them r all faggers...coz fag is sumhow influence de...juz hope tt i wun ah...
gonna tok abt stuffs tt happen yes...coz didnt reallie haf e time 2 update yes...reach hm online 4 a while den slp le...
stay in skool doing psp n sangar was lyk helping us...n all e galz stayed back...cool~!~!~! haha...e 8 of us...filled up e last row...n when during evp...cher was lyk saeing gal alwae block e wae...is lyk not lor...is u ownself dunno how 2 find a wae 2 walk thru...ben si le!!! haha...n may i noe y r all e chers picking on e gal onlie...even e female cher oso...biased kia~!~!~! i h8 tis sem everything...juz hope it was lyk e past...lyk how e whole claz used 2 do psp project 2gether...n i rem volunteering moiself 2 co-op 2 get tibits n drinks 4 all of them...haha...newae left skool yes ard 7 n rush 2 xiang zhong's place...
he look damn shag now...but can understand how he's feeling...damn upset 2 c him lyk tt...actuallie i noe abt his dad prob 4 quite long le...juz tt nv sae out at all coz sum1 told mi not 2 sae...so ya...but hope he'll feel much betta when he return skool on mon...wanted 2 haf a private tok wif him de...but didnt haf e courage after all...mayb coz he's a guy n im a gal ba...n we aint tt reallie close...so erm...nez time if got chance den shall tok more...n if u reallie need help juz cum look 4 us ba...we'll definitely b dere 4 u de...u reallie touch our heart kae...coz u r in so much worries now n still can actuallie ask us abt ur skool work...all u need 2 do now is 2 tk great care of urself n not other stuffs noe...rem health still cum 1st kae...*smilez*
alvin...sorrie ah...was supposed 2 watch movie wif u yes de...den end up cant mk it...promise will watch wif u nez or nez nez week ba...coz now projects r killing mi...but i juz hope tt e movie wun end so soon...if reallie dun haf le...den will watch other movie kae?? =)
this is specially wrote 4 all moi dearest frenz out dere:
hey guys...dere's juz so much probs happening tis month...mayb tis is a real bad month 4 all of us ba...n i can c tt all moi close frenz r starting 2 breakdown le...stress coz of relationship??stress??sum unpredictable things 2 happen??hmm...if it's reallie hurt deep down inside u n u feel lyk crying or screaming or do wateva u feel lyk doing...den juz do...coz u'll definitely feel betta though it cant cure u completely...n if u need sum1 2 lean on...moi shoulder is 4 free...no gst...no xtra charge...no service charge...sounds familiar ya...if u cant control nemore...u can juz hug mi frm moi back n cry or nething lah...i oso dun mind de...as long as u feel betta i happie le...but den sorrie ah...tis is onlie 2 a limited no. of pple...coz i dun wanna c all of u breaking down 1 by 1...it hurts u noe...if ne1 c u crying n saeu r a cry baby...den u can juz ask them 2 farked off...coz tis proves tt u dun even exist in their heart...but after crying u betta pull urself up kaez...doesnt mean tt u can cry n cry n tt prob can b solve...face 2 e reality ba...coz 1 dae u still haf 2 solve e task given 2 u...noe every1 is damn stress especially at tis period of time coz final xam n projects r killing pple...so dun get 2 stress n fall sick k...muz tk great care of urself ya??juz haf 2 hold on until april/may n our 1st year willl end le...alwae tink tt 2molo will b a betta dae k?? =)
anne:trust hueva u r wif now ba...but treasure e sweet moments u used 2 haf...
yasi:hope u r feeling much betta now le...if not den tink of mi more often n u can le...=)
yao:tk care of urself lah...dun 4 sick n mk ash worrie 4 u mah...keke
quen:we'll definitely meet up 1 dae de!!!
lian tee:it takes time 2 forget one...so man man lai ba...dun force urself 2 e extend...
adelyn:thanz 4 alwae b dere 2 b moi listener...
joey:sumtimes luv juz hurts...it's a natural process tt 1 haf 2 xperience lor...
jingxi:didnt xpect u 2 b so soft hearted de...coz nv c u look so down b4...reallie giving pple surprises at all times...lolx...
ling:yeah!!! finallie e galz start 2 bcum closer n closer le...or shd i sae e gal r alwae so on de...=p
sangar:thanz 4 teaching mi psp ya...u deserve a treat nez time...haha...n treasure ur aisha ah...keke
xiangzhong:haf a gd rest b4 mon cum k...but if u feel reallie down...den dun hide frm us...coz we noe how u feel de...juz act natural ba...n if dere's ne prob...we'll definitely help u out de...*smilez* =) =) =)
alan:dun pon jap claz liao lah...ltr e teacher miss u den u noe ah...haha
irwan:stop calling mi bitch when u r not e bastard!!! lolx...
it13:seriously hope tt e claz bond will bcum stronger each dae instead of breaking up into smaller pieces...
Thursday, March 18, 2004
juz came back frm work not long...1st dae of job end so late le...but...hehe...i luv e job!!! damn fun ah...lolx...e pple dere all so friendly...2dae moi shift onlie haf guys no gals...den end up 1 gal came 2 teach mi 4 abt 2 hrs den ciaoz le...starting didnt tok much coz 1st dae mah...so a bit shy shy...keke...but ltr bcum more n more talkative le...hehe...they r all so crazy man...e guys dere so auto de...keep asking mi 2 eat n eat...haha...den when i was eating...1 of them took sprite 4 mi...n they keep making mi fun throughout...lolx...keep using them instead of e names coz i cant rem their names...hehe...pai seh ah...but newae they r e ones hu i call as NAN REN!!! lolx...unlyk...walk oso walk dere own...leave e galz behind...n buy food oso lyk tt...is lyk oppostie way lor...but heck care lah...coz tis is moi...e system...i guess i'll reallie luv tis job no matter how tiring it is...coz e pple dere r so fun!!! hehe...finallie got back all moi results le...damn disapponted wif moiself...didnt even manage 2 get a C 4 ne subjects...plus i failed moi psp...tis sat e walkthru i betta do damn well man...coz i dun wanna retain!!! n e others r lyk border line marks...tt means tis time moi final paper i reallie haf 2 put in 10 times effort...actuallie i dun ask 4 more...juz hope tt i can pass all moi modules i happie le...=p
yes juz started off wif moi psp n i feel lyk im dieing soon le...stress ah!!! summore heard frm them tt e whole java will contain almost 1000 lines lor...n im lyk havent even reach 100 when e dateline is nez week...*faintz*...walk pass atrium when on moi wae 4 moi jap course...den mi n shar kanna stop by tis guy...keep forcing mi 2 tk e chocolate cum mushmallow cake/brownie/??...sae dun wan but he die die oso wan us 2 tk...den after tt sae is sample...so hurry tk n ciaoz le...but we feel so bad coz didnt buy frm him...lolx...ate it in moi jap claz...*yum yum*...e whole thing is filled wif chocolate...juz lyk e cake we bought 4 ah seng...but tis wan taste much betta coz e chocolate is so thick...damn nice ah...regret didnt buy frm tt guy...haha
Monday, March 15, 2004
yao!!! i changed e pix le...haha...but tt mayi not dere...hai~2dae lecture was a sucky wan...regret 4 going ah!!! guess most of moi claz pple oso saw wat happen lah...newae juz wanna sae is tt is not coz of tt 2pid lecturer...juz tt moi mind is gonna xplode soon n he came 2 add ma fan 2 mi...until mind xplode lor...wat e hell...newae...thanz 4 u galz e concern...*muackz*...
told duckie wat happen den she purposely pon her lesson cum find mi...**so touched**...we called yao yao cum canteen 3 find us since she end skool so early...tok a bit here n dere lor...it would b so perfect if we could juz meet up everydae even juz 4 lunch onlie...duckie n i r juz e cmi pple lor...can stare at e lappy 4 so long n cant even figure wat's e probbie...at least she's 4given coz im a IT student hu's so so so hopeless ah...dunno wat i studying oso...thanz 2 adelyn's help...we managed 2 "repair" e bloggie...*applause*...
2 hueva e suay wan out dere lah...if i nv ans or show temper 2 u...sorrie ah...coz not in gd mood nowadays...
finallie change moi bloggie song le...graduation!!! tink partly coz moi brain is being corrupted lor...keep flashing back stc memories...sing tis songs so often...n all e tears on our grad dae...=)
*tired tired*...onlie manage 2 slp 4 few hrs coz tt 2pid anne pang called mi lor...ask mi go company her go out...rejected her str8 coz was lyk cant even open moi eyes...but end up still went 2 find her coz cant slp back no matter how i force moiself lor...lolx...but oso thanz 2 her...i finallie got a job le...haha...she juz pulled mi in n told her boss "qing wo de peng you ah"...lolx...her boss damn young lor...onlie 22 but 2 bad not gd looking de...*bleah*...gonna start work on thur...hope it'll b a real fun job 4 mi coz heard frm mayi n duckie e job veri slack de...haha...n i c all e pple dere oso lyk teenagers lor...confirm will b damn fun de...lolx...
was supposed 2 go adelyn concert 2dae de...end up wait 4 e bus 4 lyk so damn long lor...juz in time...when we reach dere her concert ended...waste moi money!!! haha...joey told mi e concert was not bad...so wasted didnt even get 2 c 1 sec lor...guess adelyn was disappointed coz she onlie saw joey dere n she predicted le...haha...shd haf went dere by moiself earlier den i wun miss it le...newae went 2 suntec 2 celebrate seng kee bdae...we proceeded 2 pizza hut 4 our dinner...was lyk damn fun lor...summore still got a cake 2 cum...e cake i choose de...tt's y it was chocolate cake....haha...celebrated at suntec e fountain dere n we dedicate song 4 him...though it was not a grand celebration...but hope u njoy afterall ya...18 le...wanna chiong oso so much easier lor...can 4get abt all e fake ids n other worries...lolx...but dun b lyk mi ah...go chiong so much den onlie mid of e mth broke le...haha...dunno how im gonna survive 4 e rest of e mth le...
oh yah...jia was apologising 2 mi yes rite after she read moi bloggie...was lyk so shocked lor...dunno wat happened n she sae sorrie 2 mi...den she tell mi coz she havent been paying attention 2 mi...didnt noe i was facing so much trouble n everytime wasnt dere 4 mi...jia...is not ur fault lah...juz tt every1 oso haf their own probz mah...cant b troubling u guys so much oso rite?? dun need 2 apologise 2 mi mah...n u didnt create ne prob 4 mi...so dun feel bad abt it kaez...=p
newae i juz removed all moi homo pix tt i uploaded e other dae...onlie left e individual pix of moi les gp...coz it's taking a real long time 2 load all e pix...so i'll create a photo bk online soon when i've time 4 all moi pix...n definitely not 4getting moi stc de...after tt all of u can njoy bio-ing all moi frenz le...all e chio bu frm moi skool...haha...*warning*...dun drool ah...
hey guys...dun b surprised if u c mi slping during os 2molo again kaez...coz im totally worn-out le...n i dun wan tt 2pid bitch teacher 2 call mi ans ques again...so it's e bez wae 2 avoid it n oso preventing frm mi saeing her...lolx...
Saturday, March 13, 2004
receive yasi msg 2dae...she ask if im free ard 3 coz wanna meet n tok lor...lucky got nothing on den can company her...she came 2 moi hm here e starbucks...our so called bez place 2 study 4 O's lor...havent been dere 4 so long le...missed dere so much...coz during O's...quite a few of them went dere 2 study wif mi almost everydae...n we were lyk bio-ing pple more den studying...esp japs...haha...xcept 4 tt lian tee...4eva bio-ing her ang moh lah...mayb tt's oso e reason y we go dere so often...lolx...saw few little japanese kids 2dae...1 boy is so cool!!! luv e way he dress...haha...grow up confirm veri yandao de...saw mark lee n jack neo dere oso...yasi spotted them 1st...i belief y i need a pair of spects now le...haha...moi duckie is damn troubled nowadays lor...guess we r all living in a "wonderful world"...ask her wat xactly happened 2 her...b4 she even started saeing a word...she cried...was lyk stunned dere n dunno wat 2 do coz im not gd at consoling pple...so juz her dun cry lor...she cooled down after a while...den started telling mi stuffs...n mavis called n cut into our conversation...lolx...they tok so long n i got nothing 2 do lor...so hard 2 stop duckie frm crying den when she toking on e phn tt time cry again...tis is moi 1st time c her cry coz of relationship...she's reallie reallie hurt manz...u told mi tt u r not e lin yasi i noe...coz now u bcum lyk a cry baby le...hmm...i agree wif u tt u change lah...but not cry baby lor...u bcame so much more brave le...as in u dare 2 tell....u shd get wat i mean ya...plus u cry is coz u r reallie hurt lor...not coz of other stuffs...instead...i shd b e 1 saeing im not e kylie wong u guys noe lor...i've bcum so petty den b4 le...dun u tink so?!? im not as cheerful as eva le...*sobz*...poly r giving mi so much stressed n probz...actuallie i reallie envy u lots...ur claz got so many galz...n onlie lyk 3-4 guys...summore so many frm gal skool de...n ur clique so onz...everydae oso can go out 2gether...i wanna transfer 2 ur claz!!!unlyk mine...onlie mi n adelyn...totally gif up hope on moi claz le...=(
read yasi bloggie yes...she sae tt she missed e dae in stc when everydae after skool...we'll go town n get food 4 our lunch n sit at taka sq outside u2 dere n eat...tt's oso our so called crk8 lane...lolx...n we'll tok n tok so much...n whicheva bung walk pass us...we'll definitely gif comments abt her de...haha...n e bez part is when we saw our "admirers" dere oso n we'll definitely sabo each other until so obvious lor...lolx...so fun~!~!~!serene oso mentioned yes tt when we were in stc...all of us will go out in a big gp n watch movie 2gether n we'll occupied e whole row n sumtimes 2 rows...normallie after tt we'll sit at our crk8 lane dere n chit-chat...n of coz not 4getting all e neoprints we took 2gether...guess they were rite...i blief tt all xtheresians missed those dae...coz it's reallie reallie so fun...but now...our life system r changing dae by dae le...pple we get 2 noe frm diff places r not lyk tt...instead get 2 noe more back stabbers in poly...though i seems 2 b veri close 2 lotsa poly frenz...but they r not caring as i tot...they wun even bother 2 listen 2 ur prob...n even if they do...they'll juz sae okay okay...n tt's all!!! not even a single comment n they'll start 2 change topic le...so dere's no pt 4 mi even 2 sae out a single prob 2 them...life sux man~!~!~! i blief i wun b able 2 survive another 2 more yrs dere...will start 2 bcum isolated each dae...
haf been in ij skool 4 10yrs le...missed those prayers n hymms...every morning assembly oso will haf de...though in stc e whole skool will juz stand dere without opening their mouths 2 sing e national anthem...n kanna punished 2 sing n sing...but it was fun after all...missed our skool songs...n oso e theresian's spirit song...=p 2 of e bez hymns i luv r spirit wings n pass it on...havent been singing for yrs le...i wan back stc!!!
had a gd heart 2 heart tok 2 yasi...n both of us felt betta after pouring out all our troubles...so i decided 2 sae tis out now though it hurts n pple might tink im thick skin lah...yasi n i tink tt it's reallie hard 4 ne of us 2 turn str8 lor...coz it's a damn diff thing lor...once u r a crk8 it'll b dere 4eva...n u juz control...im totallie feelingless 4 guys lor...hmm...noe im being thick skin but juz gotta sae tis clear...hueva n whicheva guy it is hu got feelings 4 mi...i juz hope tt u guys can gif up lor...coz it's impossible wan...i dun wanna drag n drag lah...hurts now is much betta den ltr...coz dun wish 2 c ne1 of u bcum lyk moi duckie...but hope can still remain as frenz ya...if not den is okie...=p
i h8 liars!!! u promise mi tt u wun drink nemore n i sae it's okie 2 drink when party or wat...but u told mi no matter wat u oledi totally quit le...i trust u n tk ur words into moi hrt but it seems tt im being cheated...if it's bcoz we nv tok n u broke e promise...den i oso cant b bothered le...wateva it is...if u dun wanna hurt ne1 nez time juz keep ur promise no matter wat...coz even though e person not in gd terms wif u but it still hurts them when they noe they r being cheated...a promise is 4eva a promise!!! newae u tk care of urself ya coz i blief we wun b toking 2 each other nemore le...FULLSTOP
Pass It On
It only takes a spark to get a fire going
And soon all those around
can warm up in glowing
That's how it is with theresian's love
Once you've experienced it
you spread His love to everyone
You want to pass it on
(pass it on pass it on pass it pass it pass it on)
What a wondrous time is spring
when all the trees are budding
The birds begin to sing
the flowers start their blooming
That's how it is with theresian's love
Once you've experienced it
you want to sing
"It's fresh like spring"
you want to pass it on
(pass it on pass it on pass it pass it pass it on)
I wish for you my friend
this happiness that I've found
You can depend on Him
it matters not where you're bound
I'll shout it from the mountain top
STC
I want the world to know
the theresian's love has come to me
I want to pass it on
(pass it on pass it on pass it pass it pass it on)
Friday, March 12, 2004
juz submitted moi mma proposal...reach hm 10++ n i rush until lyk hell lor...n moi proposal is lyk onlie a few lines lor...cant b bothered le...now got so many projects felt so stressed!!!*aarrrhhhhhh*...cant wait 4 june holidays le...rather b totally occupied wif camps during moi june holidays den 2 do projects lor...projects can juz simply kill mi...=(as usual...went out wif e princesses after japanese tsubasa club...mayb it's e stc trend ba...alwae going out after skool or activities de...lolx...we went 2 town coz serene sae wanna get a top frm zara...but e top was sold out lor...so sad...had our dinner at sushi tei after tinking 4 so long where 2 eat...coz all of us r so shui bian wan...ordered oyako don 4 moiself...took a picture wif e meat wif lian tee's hp...haha...4eva taking pix de...juz cant help it man...haha...spend abt 10 bucks on moi dinner but it was reallie worth it afterall...*oishii ne~*=p...wanted 2 tk neoprint after we eat de...but e shop close le...mayb they r trying 2 help mi save money ba...but no matter wat gonna tk nez sat lor...coz finallie im going out wif moi clique le...we r gonna rox e world...haha...mayb dun haf ability 2 rox e world but at least e TOWN!!! haha...at last xchange anime wif robynne le...haha...got inuyasha frm her...n she oso pass mi battle royale...but i guess i wun haf time 2 watch e vcd now...coz got so many assignments killing mi...promise lian tee i'll watch her stand up vcd 1st...but if i reallie dun haf e time...den mayb will pass 2 alvin 1st lor...coz i rather watch anime den watch ur yamapi...hahaha
saw moi duckie @ fareast lor...so long nv c her le...she bcuming more n more boy le...yao si ah!!!but i lyk...haha...muz b coz she's under influence of her claz tt bung evelyn ah...lolx...we didnt tok much lor...coz she was wif her clazmate mavis n e other gal...n they r sumhow lyk rushing 4 time ba??newae gonna c her nez sat n e few of us muz reallie sit down n haf a gd tok le...we seems 2 lost happening news abt each other lor...unlyk days in stc...no matter how busy we r oso will spend so much time wif each other lor...miss those days wif secret 6 man...n where's tt jin sun now?!?she havent reply us 4 dunno how long le...wonder is she doing fine in taiwan/korea now...so worried abt tis gal lor...our da jie!!!=p
Thursday, March 11, 2004
1st time reach hm so early eversince starting of tis yr...2dae end skool at 2 n reach hm 3++ lor...bathe le den slp str8 away without drying moi hair...onlie managed 2 slp 4 1 hr++ den moi sis came hm le...she play her cd n on e speaker until lyk e whole blk oso can hear lor...was so sianz wif her...spoil moi dreamz...but at least she bought her frenz 2 moi hm lor...so long nv c moi senior le...tok 2 them 4 sumtime until they left lor...they totally nv changed a bit...still as hyper as ever...lolx...so wasted...coz among all moi seniors...she nv invite candice lor...if not i'll b lyk...haha...2dae got nothing betta 2 do so juz digged out all e vcds 2 watch lor...den realised still got so many pple vcds wif mi...haha...wanted 2 watch e last samurai de...but use lappy sound effect not gd so end up watched jing xi's cardcaptor sakura lor...e movie's so so so nice...continued frm e last episode of e series...li xiao lang so cute~!~!~!~!~!~!~! hahaha...moi dream boyz...so protective oso...keep blushing throughout e movie...got 1 part veri touching oso where he mk sakura cry...*sad sad*...im alwae tearing when watching anime lor...lolx...cant wait 4 yanda 2 lend mi all his or his frenz anime le...wanna b occupied by these things den will prevent mi frm going out le...haha
yeah!!!felt so relieved during bis lesson...coz bradshaw told us none of us failed...at least dun haf 2 bother abt it le...left 2 more 2 go...juz hope can pass all moi modules i happie le...dun wanna care abt moi grades le...=p...2molo muz submit moi proposal 4 mma le...havent even tink of wat 2 do lor...*faint*...can predict end up is 2molo nite den submit 2 mr seow lor...coz im those type of last min rush thru person wan...haha...
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
saw a veri cute bung 2dae outside 1 of e clazroom...1st time c 1 can mk it appearing in ict lor...haha...saw her when i was on moi wae back frm e washroom...den got a bit eye contact wif her...haha...she electric shock mi sia~...lolx...was so xcited lor...told ling str8 away n can tell tt im veri hyper abt it...den ask ling hurry go c...haha...even she sae she's cute lor...lolx...her hair is spike...n she got a pair of damn attractive bright eyes lor...*faintz*...haha...guess it's impossible 4 mi 2 reallie stop bio-ing lor...so wun even tink of turning str8 le...lolx...was damn freak up wif moi os teacher lor...she have been picking on mi ever since i got back moi os paper lor...damn it lah...so wat if i did badly 4 e paper...every lesson oso haf 2 call mi so many times...damn irritating lor...gonna sae her if e nez lesson she call mi again lor...tell her str8 into e face...haha
finallie get 2 noe how well i did 4 moi jap test le...though nv get e marks i wished 4 but was not disappointed wif wat i get oso...coz i juz wished 4 a pass...e paper was lyk so hard lor...even yoko sensei oso sae other classes didnt do veri well 4 tis paper...so all e sensei decided 2 gif us work 2 do...n tt will b graded n added 2 our test mark...hope can pull moi grades up...wonder how bs pple survive man...everytime go 4 moi jap lesson oso will freeze de...even wif moi jackets on lor...haha...break tt time went 2 get a cup of hot milo ah...felt so warm after drinking it...lolx...2dae jap lesson was e bez lor...yoko sensei use another way of teaching n 4 2dae's lesson i understand everything lah...so tt was 1 of e achievements i mk 2dae...haha...but 2dae sensei gif us so much hmwk 2 do lor...den plus all moi cuming up projects...*faintz*...now i feel lyk continuing jap le...im so freako minded!!!!!!!!
when waiting 4 970 opposite kap tt busstop...alvin alight frm 154 or 151...cant rem lah...den asked him wat bus he taking coz he ask mi 1st...lolx...b4 he ans 74 came...den he sae tis lor...i told him might as well tk frm skool busstop betta rite...n he sae coz kap he can tk 74,157 n 852 mah...so easier...haha...tt time was tinking y m i so 2pid ah...isnt it obvious since he changed bus...lolx...after he left still waiting 4 e bus...waited 4 25mins b4 it came lor...was tinking back of e pass during moi journey hm...knew him thru sportscamp n we r reallie close last time lor...n he was e 1st guy frenz i went 2 watch movie wif 1 to 1 lor...when torque came out...e 1st person i tot of 2 watch wif was him coz we watch 2 fast 2 furious 2gether...but was tinking onlie lah...lolx...still can rem right after our movie tt time...we met giap n he started e scandal thingy wif alvin n i lor...news spread so fast sia~...haha...1 nite every1 oso noe i go watch movie wif him ah...almost pengz lor...coz they oledi noe im a...still nehow scandal mi wif pple...haha...mayb oso coz during dnd he ask mi 2 dance wif him ba...den jiazhen was lyk wwwooooo...so loud sia~wack her str8 away...haha...a...a...i miss dnd so much~!~!~!cant wait 4 e nez 1 le...
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
wwwoooooo...2dae weather so nice 2 slp...but coz of iac start at 8...den disturb moi slp lor...haf 2 wk up so early when i reallie dreamz...but still late 1/2 hr lor...haha...hmm...we got a new temp s&w instructor 4 1 mth coz edmund went 4 reservice le...den tis instructor sae call him mj can le...was tinking of music junction...haha...but end up call him monster jerk...coz his training damn tough lor...ran 5 rounds 2dae...n e last round we haf 2 carry e medicine ball n run which was lyk 3kg?!?!?!did lotsa stretching oso...juz hope tt moi muscles wun ache 2molo...lolx...though his trainings was tough lah but i lyk coz can train moi stamina...haha...overall he's quite fun oso...during 1 of e stretching wif e medicine ball...joey mk e whole claz luff until pengz...mayb she's 2 tired le den nv even notice things...haha...went 2 haggen dagz wif moi les gp coz kerrie wanted 2 treat us 4 quite sum time le...den drag until now...but at least 2dae full force...so nice lor...haha...tink we all so sweet lor...coz went kfc eat 1st...den order family feast n each 1 haf 1 piece...den we share everything...lolx...head 2 haggen dagz after tt...9 pple eat 12 scoops of ice-cream lor...lolx...worse thing is mi n dee dee share wif lian tee...den she tk so long 2 choose her flavour lor...she reallie live up 2 her name as lagging sia~haha...she ren no. 2 no 1 will ren no. 1 ah...hahahaha...*tt's mean~!~!~!*...took lotsa pix frm dee dee hp n camera...haha...so fun...nobody dare 2 tk wif lian tee ah...newae...im kerrie lao po again...but tis time is not e 1st le...im no.3 now...shao bin 1st...celest 2nd...n others follow by their les no....den kerrie dun wan lian tee...so we were lyk sae she'll b e maid lor...guess we went 2 far oso lah...haha...but lyk tt oso gd...coz kerrie was left wif 7 darings...den i told her each of us bk her 1 dae lor...lolx...n she sae she's so busy...no time 2 flirt ard le...hahaha...
2dae blog will b damn long le...coz gonna upload lotsa n lotsa pix...all those i took wif moi homo gp de...n reallie reallie lyk them lots...hmm...juz realise went 2 lotsa places wif them le...know jia shao bin n lian tee in stc...den kerrie cynthia n elsyne in sportscamp n celest in foc...dee n e rest of e gay gp almost all oso know thru frenz frenz de...esp dnd nite...get 2 know so many crazy pple...hmm...they bring so much joy 2 moi life...u guys reallie rox man...n if u guys wan e pix juz cope frm moi bloggie lor...lazy 2 send all of u...haha...
shall intro all moi |es now...since got nothing betta 2 do...celest is |es^01 cum e president...shao bin is |es^02 cum e vice-president...kylie is |es^03 cum e secretary...cynthia is |es^04 cum e designer...lian tee is |es^05 cum e peacemaker...dee dee is |es^06 cum e treasurer...jiazhen is |es^07 cum e discipline head...elsyne is |es^08 cum e vice-discipline...n kerrie is |es^09 cum e cheerleader...haha...c...e whole |es gp oso got so impt roles each...lolx...=p
pix taken at haggen dagz...our individual pix...going in order...frm les01-les09...
Sunday, March 07, 2004
e 4 princesses went 2 town 2 watch honey yes...was supposed 2 meet them at 2.30 de...end up reach dere ard 4...lolx...let them wait 4 mi so long...but lucky e movie was at 5.15 lah...we went in late so missed abt 10 min of e show...it's damn nice man...i'll gif it 5 star...haha...wun mind 2 watch it 10 more times if i got e money lor...lolx...after e movie robynne was lyk asking us 2 join dance...haha...actuallie i dun mind lor...but i'll online join nez sem coz tis sem is 2 pack le...den oso wanna finish wif moi jap course 1st...not gonna continue nez sem le...cant cope...keke...took neoprints wif them...below r those we took yes lor...haha...got 2 belated vdae gifts frm serene n robynne...thought it was belated...but it's still so sweet of them...serene gif mi a box of chocolate cookies...n robynne gif mi a reallie long sweet...long until can wack pple those type...haha...oh yah...muz intro all moi princesses 1st...lolx...serene is e rasberry princess cum moi pl dear cum moi xiao mei mei...den robynne is e jik ank princess cum moi takki cum moi hm partner...lian tee is e lagging princess cum moi les_05...n finallie is mi...e les princess...hahahaha...haf so much fun wif them yes though went out 4 a short while onlie...most prob is coz we nv go out 2gether 4 quite sum time le...
went 2 moi grandma hm after tt...haf dinner dere...n continue 2 moi cousin hm 2 play mahjong...play until 1++ lyk tt...den moi cousin drove mi n moi sis 2 golden cafe...was supposed 2 haf supper dere...den i suddenly felt lyk drinking dinosaur dere...but dere dun haf...so juz drink ice milo lor...den cousin bought us 2 nus dere e cheese plata shop coz he sae e dinosaur dere veri nice...but cant drink nemore le...so juz haf 1 cheese plata lor...reallie live up 2 e shop name ah...e plate is so nice~!~!~! haha...so late le business still so gd...*pei fu pei fu*...den we were supposed 2 go 4 a car ride but was 2 tired le so juz go hm lor...cousin drive damn fast ah...was fun but quite scare lah...he drove at e speed of 130km/h lor...when it was supposed 2 b at 90...lolx...but lucky he got car ah...wanna go where oso so convenient de...nez time go chiong muz go wif him le...haha...
when reached hm was ard 3++ le...went online 4 abt 5 min onlie...coz wanna check out sumthing lor...n i doze off after tt...keke...
Saturday, March 06, 2004
haha...noe tt every1 will tink tt im crazy 2 blog at tis time coz is damn early rite...but e fact is actuallie i juz reach hm onlie...lolx...2dae was a damn happie dae 4 mi lor...coz it's moi last paper though it isnt tt easy lah...but at least i can go njoy moiself le...hmm...pai seh...wrong dae...shd sae yes lah...coz now is sat le...but e worse tink is i overslpt yes morning...shd wk up at 6++...ended up wk up at 7.45 lyk tt...rush until lyk hell man...den haf 2 waste 10 bucks taking cab down...sianz...spend more den 50 bucks yes...heart damn pain now...hmm...but at least i spend 14 bucks veri worth it at paradigm...it was a damn great nite 4 mi man...hahaha...it's r&b throughout!!! coolz~!~!~! ade...2 bad u didnt go...if not u confirm will haf lotsa fun dere de...thanz 4 telling mi abt tis party lor...lolx...those u didnt turn up 4 tis party in e end without ne reasons...u r at a great lost man...haha...get 2 noe 4 more frenz dere...cabin,pei shan,yiwen n jing wen...hope get all their names rite...
chiong 4 e free flow once we reach dere...drink n drink until all of us oso lost count le...didnt xpect each other 2 b such gd drinker 2...coz nobody drunk...lolx...mayb e drink mk us high ba den we dance n dance non-stop...1st time dance until so shiok ah...shao bin damn gd at it man...she kanna hooked up by so many pple...lucky kerrie was dere lor...she's so sweet man...purposely cut into e dance n pull shao bin away...so nice...den go 2 idiotic guys dance nearer n nearer 2 mi mk until i move front n front almost knock into e stage le...kerrie saw den hurry cum save mi lor...haha...den after tt those guys ciaoz le...kerrie ni bui kui moi darling lor...though we divorced 4 sumtime le...but tis is 4 u...*muackz*...n oso thanz 4 helping mi 2 wash e skirt...haha...gif u a real kiss nez time i c u...=p
went 2 newton circle 4 our supper n ordered quite a few dish...though didnt eat lots but was reallie full lor...oso dunno y leh...mayb dance until i full ba...haha...2dae e few of us damn bad lor...keep on bullying lian tee...keep saeing her...............shall not sae it out coz it's so bad...newae juz wanna sae sorrie 2 u lah if u angry lor...we were juz playing onlie...so dun tk it so serious k...=p
attention 2 moi homo gp:e nez place 4 us 2 chiong will b zouk le okayz??but not tis mth can le...coz i blief we spend lotsa money at paradigm n newton circle n oso our cab fair!!! haha...but it's a great time 2 chiong wif u guys...u guys rox man...can reallie dance sia~nez time noe hu 2 chio go chiong wif le...keke
Thursday, March 04, 2004
2dae psp paper damn diff ah...confirm die wan...hope 2molo bis will b easier den...if not nez 1/2 sem i'll struggle lor...was toking 2 ade after our psp paper in canteen 1...tink e both of us r reallie gonna burse out soon le...lolx...giving up all e hopes 2 them soon...cant stand le...*mayb sit on them will b betta*...haha...toking n toking den tis thing came 2 moi mind...i told her mayb we shd go out wif yao yao n joyce lor...confirm will b damn fun de...haha...den she can get 2 noe yao yao betta n mi will b joyce...wishing upon e dae now...lolx...so many things happened nowadays...1st is moi aunt...followed by moi bitch...den now...hai~...bitch called mi when i was abt 2 leave moi hm yes...hear her voice den can c tt she's gonna cry lor...told mi so much stuffs...though it was sad tt things happened...but dere's still lotsa sweet moments lah...so dun get 2 upset yah...u still got a bitch here 2 push u all e wae through...gambette~!~!~! =p
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
aaarrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhh.....2dae was a damn farked up dae 4 mi ah...y do they haf 2 push until moi limit den they happie de...r they sadistic or wat?!?!? y cant they juz listen 2 wat i sae n follow...instead of totally going against of mi...i sae i dun wan means i dun wan...dun force mi hor!!! though i dun reallie get angrywif u guys...but every1 oso haf their limit de...n y is it alwae e guys making e galz farked up wan...guess tis time i haf reallie reach until moi limit le...so 2molo when u guys c mi betta dun provoke mi ne further...if not u'll get it frm mi lor...hmm...i tink nez time wun b going out wif u guys tt often le...so dun bother asking mi lor...unless is a real claz outing or wat...coz i haf been reallie pissed tis time...*sweat*...nothing can reallie b compared 2 moi pri n sec life...or shd i sae ij skool...gal r definitely more onz...n much much more caring n understanding 4 one another...i miss u galz!!! it would b so gd if i can stop e time when i was @ sec 4...tt would b e greatest on moi life...
Tuesday, March 02, 2004
haha...went 2 town wif ade after our os paper...den sae wanna study evp dere end up nv...haha...coz our main purpose of going dere is 2 shop n used up our vocher...so happie...coz end up spend e vocher at 77th street...bought a sleeveless top...n ade bought a shirt...she looks so cool in it...haha...*cool gal*...when we added up e cost it was lyk 20 cents cheaper den e vocher...so ade ask mi get 1 more thing lor...dunno wat 2 get so juz took a pair of dangling earrings 4 moiself...gonna wear it on fri nitez...haha...after tt e 2 of us were lyk tinking where 2 eat...coz keep saeing nething...haha...so end up i juz sae pasta mania...den she sae okay lor...tink ij pple more on...everything oso nething de...easy 2 hang out wif...haha...ordered creamy chicken...b4 started eating it...we kept toking n toking abt our past...until moi sauce oso dried up le...haha...den ade ask mi 2 request 4 more sauce...was lyk so pai seh lor...haha...but end up oso ask...add lotsa cheese 2 it...*yummy*...dunno y pple can tink tt cheese sux...haha...
finallie got moi 8310 back le...haha...miss it so much though is onlie 1 dae...but e worse thing is i haf 2 reinstall all e contacts again...so many!!! took up so much of moi time...lolx...tink moi tis bloggie is 4 mi 2 complain n complain onlie...n not reallie saeing out how i feel things deep down inside mi...lolx...
so suay!!! 2dae halfway thru os paper tio flu...*sad sad*...hope can pass moi os lah...got a few ans wrong le...dun wanna b lyk csa lyk tt...keep failing lor...lolx...but seriously i dun reallie care lah...coz i wanna get into business!!! but is impossible le...juz cant pass moi english...aaarrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! guess i wun b retaking moi english le...get so tired of it le...even moi mum oso ask mi dun retk le...coz she sae i retk n nv retk oso mk no diff de...so...yah...
Monday, March 01, 2004
woke up late 2dae...properly is coz slpt late last nite...woo...finallie sis back frm taiwan le...hmm...got a....er...shd b halter neck lah...not sure...frm her...so shock...tot she'll get mi t-shirt or moi fav razor back...den she sae coz she tink now i damn vain so muz let mi vain more...haha...so sad...nv buy 4 mi chocolates when she noe im a chocolate luver...but at least betta den nothing lah...lolx...went 2 collect moi o level cert wif wei xin...though result still e same n dere's no pt collecting it...but still wanna tk it coz i pay 4 it le...haha...but it's a wasted trip!!! went 2 e examinations branch wif so much trouble n end up e person tell us e cert isn't out until may...n they will post n tell us abt it...
chiong 4 moi lost sakae sushi after tt...didnt eat as much as last time though was damn hungry lor...guess is coz last week was damn broke n didnt reallie haf properly meals lor...or mayb coz moi puberty stage over le...den appetite cut down le...lolx...if tt's e case...im damn happie abt it...coz can go on diet easier...haha...saw 2 butch dere...1 of them was cool...but she's wif her stead so didnt reallie dare 2 bio her tt much...ltr kanna hoot by her gf ah...*bleah*...
den we continue 2 suntec n marina 2 shop 4 japanese anime...lolx...im crazy le...starting tot tt e hunter x hunter is e full series le...coz e ova was included...but end up it wasnt!!! e person told us is onlie half of it...coz japan is still fliming...end up didnt buy...cant wait 4 naruto n hunter x hunter 2 cum out e full version in vcd le...wanna buy all of them!!! *scream* guess i'll nv get mature wif all these stuffs ard mi...haha
newae 2dae's was a maths xams...wonder how all moi fellow frenz did...was tt paper hard??hope all of u did well...heng mma no xams...if not i pengz ah...*evil laugh*...until now still havent started studying os...2nite no need slp le...can ton wif tt bk...but heck lah...end up will choose 2 slp wan...coz tt's mi!!! yamete~!~!~! cant slp!!! moi 8310 not wif mi...*sobz sobz*...now at e service center preparing 4 operation ah...mk mi worry 4 it...cant wait 2 get it back le...=(
wah...finallie 1st of mar le...happie 8 mth anniversary les...we haf been 2gether 4 so long le...*sugoii ne~*cant wait 4 annual anniversary den we can haf a grand celebration...haha...lucky tt dae will b on 1st jun which is oledi holidae...yeah!!! muz wear formal formal on tt dae ah...den when pple c us will noe tt we got impt event le...lolx...wishing upon tt dae 2 arrive now...*pray hard*...=p
yes was a special dae...coz it's 29th feb...once in 4 yr 2 haf tt dae...oso xactly 1 mth after moi bdae....haha...so those tt dunno when's moi bdae n yah...tis is...betta tk note ah...*hinting* *hinting*...tink sec 4 bdae is still e bez compared 2 eva...but tis yr oso not bad lah...so many pple celebrated 4 mi...got moi les chalet...cum e blackout thingy...haha...den oso wif moi claz 1t13...got a veri gd facial mask frm owen...lolx...oso not 4getting moi long long pri skool frenz...e heavenly 4...n many many more lah...still waiting 4 secret 6 wan...so long didnt go out wif them le...wonder r they doing fine now...
newae went out wif chris yes...we went 2 tbp 2 study...but as usual...everytime sae wanna study end up oso nv study de...den kind of influence until he oso no mood 2 study le...haha...muz b coz i keep drawing diff kind of styles 4 moi name den distract him lor...*poor thing*...after tt he company mi until moi hm downstairs n wait...juz 2 c moi sec skool photos...*lamer*...den we went 2 suntec n shop shop lor...walk here n dere at e same tower so many times...haha...guess we got nothing betta 2 do ba...when it's abt 9++pm...we walk 2 centro dere a dunno wat place lah...pai seh...4get e place le...den e person tell us e kitchen is close so onlie haf drink lor...suay...haha...but e place veri nice lah...can c e river...den got all e boats tt i took wif e japanese e other dae...n tt's how i spend moi so-called special dae lor...
tok until e japanese...actuallie was gonna send them off in abt 2 hrs time wan...but coz 2molo going out wif wei xin den got no choice lor...scare not enuff slp den 2molo wei xin will b shopping wif a zombie everywhere...lolx...but kind of feel bad leh...coz at e beginning oledi promise will send them off le...den now...hai~...now counting down 4 their flight 2 tk off...=(
<--her world-->
~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~
.29th jan 1986.
.code: #03.
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.i choose 2 luv in silence.
.4 in silence i find no rejection.
.i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness.
.4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but
me.
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.nv luv a luv tt hurts.
.nv hurt a luv tt luvs.
.she desires.
.prada wallet + bag.
.b a trader.
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