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Sunday, October 30, 2005

29/10/05 --> hApPiE bDaE eRiN~!~!~!

it's e last dae of skool holidae...so finallie...but im so shag now...haf been going hm these few days ard 3am...dun even haf e energy 2 walk...how m i gonna start my 1st lesson lyk tt??plus e veri 1st lesson im gonna attend is pm...pengz!!!

went out wif yasi n anne on fri...had dinner at thai express...bought chocolates 4 them...n they bought ice-cream 4 me...so sweet ah...lolx...was damn last min tt yasi suggested going zouk 4 our pop...n we lyk damn on lah except anne...she went hm...n i went back 2 throw my stuffs n left...1st time go clubbing n i had 2 pay $20 4 cover charge...it's damn x lah...newae so much things happened man...dere's tis bunch of damn 2pid guys came directly in front of us n cut my queue...obviously im e more fierce lah...so i juz scolded them..."excuse me...e queue is behind..."sae until damn rude...n they lyk act act nv c...n sae wah so long...damn it lah...juz get out of my sight...nobody can ever cut my queue man...haha...suay lyk hell...saw him inside zouk quite a no of times n he can recognise me...juz cant b bothered oso...

while we were dancing...came another irritating guy...he's damn short damn ugly n blah blah blah...he's lyk following us whereva we go...both of us juz feel lyk slapping him man...haha...things happened n thanz 2 yasi's frenz von 4 helping me...juz told tt guy str8 yasi's my gf...so cool...haha...newae...music sux tt nite but drinks were damn gd...more 2 come 2molo at black...=))

as 4 yes...was out wif t13...ate at cartel n my supervisor is mad...kept toking 2 them...e serving was reallie huge man...2 person shared 1...damn full ah...went 2 meet alan n erin at party world late at nite...gave erin a bdae surprise n yesh...she was damn shocked 2 c us...i was damn touch when i saw wat alan did 4 her...action seriously speaks louder den words man...i missed going ktv wif all of them...it's been reallie reallie long since i went dere...skool reopen will haf so much things 2 do le...haha

was out wif yasi 2dae again...wanted 2 buy so much stuffs but i didnt managed 2 get a single thing...haha...had our dinner at chinatown...bought her 2 eat claypot rice...eat until damn full lah...n it happens tt pat's parents own a drink stall dere...treated us so much things...damn pai seh lah...lolx

**happie halloween 2 all in advance...

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

23/10/05 --> hApPiE bDaE jIe~!~!~!

juz returned back frm my class chalet 2dae...all i can sae it's so damn great!!!tis yr chalet was e bez plus it's totallie free...haha...1st dae onlie ard 10 came...throw everyhing down n onlie 6 of us went 2 buy all e food n stuffs...bought so damn much things lyk no need money de...onlie 6 pple n we had more den 15 big bags 2 carry...it's juz so scary...but shopping at supermart itself was oledi so fun...as usual...played murderer n all e games n stuffs...drank so much even on e 1st nite...1/2 bottle of barcardi was gone...haha

2nd dae was e climax of all...so many pple came...happie!!!instead of cycling we went swimming...nice n heavy rain we met...=p started bbq n stuffs...got so much food lah...but we juz managed 2 finished everything...1st time!!!bez time of t13 was all on 2nd nite...seb came out wif a game n e forfiet we gave each other was damn fierce n scary...every1 participated n was so damn sporty...luff till i totallie got tummyache...so many went 2 slp n onlie left ahandful of us...played true or dare...true was so true n dare was 2 drink...all got dead drunk n owen n alan bullied me...gif me so damn much 2 drink plus it's pure...we had 2 finished e whole bacardi + smirnoff + black cat...it was a totallie killer...onlie me n alan were still standing strong...haha...some of them even puke but names shall not b mention...haha...drink all e way till 2dae ard 7am...lolx

kind of didnt get 2 slp throughout e whole chalet esp 2nd dae...newae can officiallie declared myself as e class mummy + housewife le...so damn funnie...mk milo n tea 4 them 2 drink...got 2 tk care of e chalet n stuffs esp when pple r drunk...n e hardest is 2 carry drunk pple n waking up all of them...tough job man...but get 2 c wat will each do when they drunk is so fun...haha...gd tink i wasnt 1...but muz admit i was abt 2 puke le...my dare wasnt even a fair wan...they hold n spin 2 me...cheaters!!!3d2n is reallie 2 short 4 us...took a total of 400++ pix...200++ in both floyd's n mine cam...tt's damn a lot lah...but pix r truely p&c...2 bad...lolx

skool's starting reallie soon...h8 my timetable...except 4 fri...IS dae...haha...1st week of skool:
mon - halloween's dae...most prob going down chinablack wif t13s
tue - deepavali...holidae!!!
wed - skool...most prob going down zouk 4 some mambo wif t13s
thu - hari raya...holidae!!!
fri - skool...but is IS!!!
wat a slack week 4 e start of skool...might as well postpone tt week...haha...1st week of skool club 2 dae...t13s pple r filled wif madness man...super on!!! will definitely miss each n every single of u out dere...summore now all diff class...*sob sob*

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

17/10/05 --> hApPiE 2nD aNnI 2 yAo n aSh~!~!~!
19/10/05 --> hApPiE 1st aNnI 2 LiAn tEe n aLaN~!~!~!

im back frm 1 week of mia mission...lolx...working haf kind of added life in me...cartel pple r crazy lah...they were analysing on r/s stuffs n they sae im e onlie gal gif tis kind of ans...damn rare lah...n my manager told me i can b a veri veri gd wife but a veri veri bad gf...mayb tis explains y i failed in r/s ba...but i would rather b a damn gd wife n a damn bad gf n not a damn gd gf n a damn bad wife...wateva lah...n tis week haf been a busy week in sheraton...but kind of njoy since im working wif another collagues...n eat n eat during work...haha...n tt's 4 working life...

was kind of shocked tt mariennne jio me out on thu after work...she's so sweet 2 bring me 2 tis place 2 chill...so damn nice lah...food is great oso...n didnt expect 2 tok till 2++ am...haha...so much 2 fill each other in...n get 2 noe her collagues oso...n i seriously admire nu..qiang ren lah...might b changing job reallie soon...since i found 1 gp of fun pple 2 clique wif le...plus dere's 3 bungs out of 6...haha

met up wif secret 6 yes...n as usual last 2 reach due 2 work...went 2 wala wala n i saw bradshaw...yux...haha...had vodka lime n chilled 4 a while n we headed 2 essential brew 4 supper...it's a nice place lah...n i guess e whole place was filled wif our voices...we luff till cried...esp of np n sp stuffs...np stands 4 nice pple n sp stands 4 slow pple...played dai dee dere n i had my brownie wif macadamia ice-cream...fattening!!!tok abt accidents n stuffs n was lyk damn creepy n scary lah...n e 2pid taxi driver gif jia yasi n me a damn shock...e way he drive we can faintz man...lolx

newae...guess i'll b giving up driving le...damn sianz of e instructor n stuffs...every1 noe y lah...shall not elaborate...n zouk is finallie opened...chalet is stressing me up again...but it's okie lah...im so 2pid lah...actuallie 4get all abt my IS enrolment...n i didnt managed 2 get into e timeslots i wan le...sianz...timetable is out...n all of us r separated 2 diff classes le...haixx...newae i can feel tt i've changed so much tis holidae...wun angry so easily n instead a happier person...plus bcum super workaholic...juz wanna lead a happie life...=))

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

13/10/05 --> hApPiE bDaE LiAn tEe~!~!~!

arh!!! i tink im going crazy...need 2 tk panadol n reallie haf a gd rest le...kp tinking 2dae is fridae...im mad...lolx...timetable 4 nez sem is out...n my schedule sux lah...slack damn slack...busy damn busy...n they change 1 of my elective without telling me...now gonna pray tt i'll b in e same class wif all my cliques again...miss them so damn much...havent been seeing all of them 4 quite some time le...working 7 days a week is definitely a killer lah...m so looking 4ward 2 my class chalet now...n i oso found out tt jia n jane class will oso b e same place n e same day...scully e whole chalet oso filled wif all my frenz...tt will b so fun le...haha

so now...finallie started off wif e job at cartel...it's been so long since i work in a f&b job...i luv e pple dere...n tis is e 1st time i can b myself even on e 1st dae of work...so many many of them tot im malay...still can speak 2 me in malay...if not mk fun of me sae fasting...*pengz*...n my dm sae im a les when i didnt do nething...juz hope she'll employ e butch tt came 4 interview yes...she's so cute lah...haha

thu went 2 fisherman's village wif jia n yasi...finallie!!! been waiting 4 so long le...i juz luv e place dere...chilling out n hearing e waves...so damn nice...2 bad e drink tt i wan is out of stock...haixx...den ordered tis drink called strobe...lyk nothing de...eating dere is x n plus e midnite cabfare...heartpain...but it's all worth it 4 tt nite...=))

irwan n shawn came 2 cartel yes...n got a shock...was so damn busy n didnt even notice them...lolx...thanz 4 coming down but didnt haf a chance 2 tok 2 them...went 2 look 4 les rite after work...m so sorrie couldnt celebrate lian tee's bdae wif them...all of them sae i look so stressed up...but i dun feel so...missed out their photo taking session...wasted!!!

trying 2 slim down now...reallie hard...cutting down on fattening stuffs lyk my dearest chocolates...hope cartel can help me in my slimming program...busy n not eating...n i missed every1 out dere...esp pple hu i rarely meet nowadays...my classmates...heavenly 4...jane...pts...n so many many more...n i h8 fasting mth...everytime haf 2 work niteshift n scarifice my weekends 4 sheraton...now i cant wait 4 skool 2 starts n i can juz do wateva i wan n meet up wif all my buddies...n i wanna noe all of their timetables...n n im still deciding 2 go back 2 obs not...n n n so many many more things...*super duper stressed*...mayb tis is e way of being independent n oso e nu..qiang ren road...=))

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

woo...juz got my ass back hm...n i suggest every1 out dere 2 watch GOAL!!!it's damn nice lah...as in provided u muz at least haf some interest in soccer...if not yah...im in luv wif kuno becker...he's so oh my tian!!!lolx...n e story is quite touching oso...most exciting is during e match...i cant wait 4 part 2 n 3 now!!!but i dun mind watching it again if some1 treats me...haha...n dere r so many many movies i wanna watch now!!!

met up wif secret 6 2dae...managed 2 c all of them except agnes...she muz b enjoying herself so much in hk now...i wanna go dere!!!walk damn a lot 2dae...n i didnt managed 2 get wat i wanted...had dinner 4 marche...n we were lyk walking rounds n rounds...no idea wat 2 eat lah...but still ordered so much...n our bill came out 2 b so cheap...n we noe y...haha

newae...dere will b a party @ club momo tis thu...deja vu thur...free flow frm 9-10...1 4 1 whole nite long...presales tix @ $14...it's r&b hip hop n a twist of retro...was damn tempted 2 go...but since bcum guai le...den muz ctrl...summore im up wif plans i've been waiting 4 damn long!!!

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Monday, October 10, 2005

08/10/05 --> hApPiE bDaE rYaN~!~!~!
hApPiE bDaE kArIn~!~!~!

so sian...couldnt go 4 driving 2dae...got sore eyes...lolx...luckily bcame betta b4 i went 2 work...financial kind of tight 4 me now...fell lyk stopping driving 4 e time being...it's costing me a bomb...n oso e transport...haixx

went out wif yao n eva on sat...so wasted...couldnt get my bo lo pao at crystal jade...was sold out le...so we had pizza hut...waolao...eat until damn full lah...haha...n i cant wait 2 tk eva's ride...juz hope e nez time we hang out...she'll drive...den at least we can go 4 a spin...lolx...*hint hint*

most importantly...i reallie wanna thanz my dar missy jane so damn much 4 helping me 2 develop so many many pix...n oso at a relatively cheap price...but dere's more 2 come...n i tink it will b nv ending...haha...n thanz 2 tt...it oso let me realise canon digicam kind of sux...luckily end up didnt buy...e results is so damn ugly as compared 2 e other brands...*phew*...but i tink im gonna spend all my money here n oso more albums 4 e time being...=))

**pictures juz bring back so much memories...all e sweet moments i once spent wif each n every1 of u...thanz 4 being wif me even though e time spent 2gether wasnt long...

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

06/10/05 --> hApPiE bDaE mInG hUi~!~!~!
07/10/05 --> hApPiE bDaE fIoNa~!~!~!


it has been a damn great time 4 me tis 2 days...met up wif jock in e nite...we r all gonna b so used 2 nite life le...actuallie is coz all busy lah...wif work or wif their partners...lolx...was so damn long since jock met up 2gether oledi...instead of town...now at holland v...coz im in luv wif tt place now...so juz suggest n im sick of town...lolx...slack at coffee bean n obviously took pix...n i guess whereeva i go...dere will definitely b butch de...n i asked her 2 tk 4 us...damn funnie...lolx

slack dere till they close n headed 2 crystal jade...n irwan came...i tink i cant haf a cam wif me...juz cant stop taking pix man...haha...we ate so damn much things lah...n came out wif all e super racist jokes...had such a great time laughing wif them...n went hm late as usual lah...n...

tis explains y i was late 2dae when meeting up wif yasi n jia...but they meet so earlie lah...was kind of sad when i saw e weather once i wk up...tot was gonna rain le...hu noe when we having our breakfast...sun came out...n tis 3 happie gal lyk chiong 2 sentosa...lolx...sun was damn gd 2dae...but tis is e 1st time i go sentosa 4 onlie 2 hrs...haha...but m damn satisfied oledi...coz im damn red now...lyk a lobster lyk tt...n oso pain lah...2 bad i cant upload e pix 2 friendster or newhere...coz jia is gonna kill me man...haha

1 comment: i h8 friendster current layout...n of coz tis...dun reallie go browse through le...haha

m suppose 2 b at chinablack now...but yah...haf decided 2 change le...1 thing is coz im damn sian of clubbing...n oso 2 save money...n oso 2 change back 2 wat i used 2 b...a bit more guai...=))

newae...im damn shock wif my results oso...got an A 4 it...n guess every1 is gonna luff at me lah...coz tis is e 1st A i scored since yr 1...lolx...i tink presentation reallie helps me lots le...n it's finallie all over...so happie!!!

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

day out wif yasi n jia yes was great...watched e dukes of hazzard...not bad...quite funnie...ate so damn much n walked ard bugis town n chinatown...so fun...n i cant wait 4 our prata @ jalan kayu!!!

results will b out 2molo morning...guess im not lyk ne1 of u out dere...dun even feel a single bit of tense...not confident or wat lah...juz hope tt i did well 4 my fyp n gpa can let me overload my pm 4 nez sem...dun wanna retain in poly or wat...it sux

5 mths of attachment brought me so much hard times...haf been struggling throughout tis whole period of time...so many many things had happened...even till now...i muz admit it still hurts a lot...tried my bez 2 4get but guess some things r meant 2 stay 4eva...2++ mths of holidae was actuallie so long 2 me...but now...i juz realised im onlie left wif 20++ days b4 skool reopens...time juz flies n pple changed so fast...

made lotsa new frenz during this holidae...sometimes u juz haf 2 scarifice 1 thing...either 2 gif up some1 u luv so much n 2 mk more frenz...or not 2 mk frenz n 2 reallie spend e rest of ur life wif ur luv ones...up till now...im still so stuck...dun even noe wat happened 2 me in e pass few mths...did i actuallie mk e rite choice??or e wrong??

wateva it is...im oledi damn satisfied wif all e frenz i haf ard me...they r e ones hu haf accompanied me during my hard times since june...whether i can 4get...it's all up 2 me...plus it's going 2 b a tough time 4 me frm now on...got 1 more job 2 handle...n i wonder if i can manage some time 2 meet up wif my frenz n oso 2 rest...juz hope tt i wun collaspe...n so...i need every1 2 reallie bk me earlie...n class chalet is done...haf invited those vip again...n alvin asked me 2 warn u guys betta slp b4 him...=))

**luv is blind...so b it...

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

hApPiE cHiLdReN's dAe!!!

28/09 --> hApPiE bDaE sAmAntHa~!~!~!
hApPiE bDaE zHeN rU~!~!~!

it's been 1 week since i last updated...kind of gone mia le...lolx...shall try 2 cut my entries short since it's been reallie long winded 4 e pass 3 mths oledi...hope wun bored every1 2 death...=))

haf been meeting up wif lotsa n lotsa pple tis week...bought a digicam...bank acc = $0...looking 4 jobs...working n slacking ard...did not do ne exercise...watched e cave...movie is okie onlie...gif it a 2/5...threw pop corns ard e cinema...tok n scream damn loud...caught so much attention...lolx...had a super great dinner at nydc...chill out at indochine wif 2 jugs of vodka orange...luv tt place more n more...managed 2 c lotsa pple esp all my dearest seniors...frm stc n np...those frm stc i saw still e same old them...i tink they r gonna remain as bungs 4 life le...lolx

short enuff??guess tis is e way i summarise things...missing out lotsa contents...but lazy 2 blog everything out le...afterall still prefer 2 keep some things 2 myself...i luv freedom n privacy!!!

newae...dere will b a np party @ chinablack tis coming fri...presales tix @ 10 4 galz...n 12 4 guys...pls bk through me now...m so stuck now...dun even noe which gp shd i go wif...plus kind of sian of club le...but since it's skool party...obviously i'll go...plus im still waiting 4 zouk's opening...lolx...after tt will b bar instead of clubs i tink...=))

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<--her world-->

**tHe OnE aNd OnLiE**
~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~
.29th jan 1986.
.code: #03.

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.i choose 2 luv in silence.
.4 in silence i find no rejection.
.i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness.
.4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but
me.
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.nv luv a luv tt hurts.
.nv hurt a luv tt luvs.

.she desires.

.do well in academic.
.prada wallet + bag.
.b a trader.

~her memories~

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