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Monday, December 29, 2008 25/12/08 --> mErRy XmAs tO aLL~!~!~! 26/12/08 --> hApPiE bOxInG dAe tO aLL~!~!~! 27/12/08 --> hApPiE bDaE aIsHa~!~!~! 28/12/08 --> hApPiE 2Nd mOnTh aNnIvErSaRy PaM~!~!~! finallie my xmas marathon is over!!!it's been a very tiring xmas this year...as though im gonna collaspe anytime...tonning n tonning...but xmas aint over...coz dere's 12 daes of xmas...so pressies r still welcome...=)) n i stayed at hm 2dae!!!mum was quite surprised im hm as well...but she make use of e chance 2 nag at me...haha...n im reallie good gal 2dae...i stayed at hm...not 2 replenish my sleep but packed my stuffs...1 dae it's not enuff...im gonna keep tis fri n sat free 2 pack everything...wanna clear all things b4 skool starts... n i've finallie gotten e time 2 check my timetable...1st week is madness...skool everydae...n 2nd week no skool...den followed by every mon thu n fri...mon n fri r dae tat i prayed not 2 haf lessons...damn!!!n i've class on my bdae!!!luckily it's diff frm all other thu...my class will b in e morning tt dae...thank god...i can go out n njoy myself...but everyone will b busy working or studying...so i'll haf e dae 2 myself...i wanna shop so much!!!shop 4 myself...but not buying pressies 4 others...i havent even get myself a thing since lyk dunno when... songs r definitely good 2 express one's feelings...my blog haf been reallie happie since i enter sim i guess...but how is it possible tt 1 is happie everydae...haixx...shd i vent everything out on my blog again??being emo isnt a good or bad thing...but i kind of miss my past entries...at least those r more of my true feelings...i've been keeping so many things inside till i feel lyk tearing myself up...jia n dee: i managed 2 do it...draw e line wif every1...but e truth reallie hurts...can i juz cry myself 2 sleep...im doing something which i dun even feel lyk...but i noe if it drags on...it's gonna hurt even more...it took me all my courage 2 pour it all out...but i tink it hurts me even more now...coz things might become worse...but at least im alone...no one can see my expression...how how??dunno how m i gonna face it e nez time...or will miracles happened??how i wished dreams do come true in time like this... on a happier side...im meeting joey tml!!!lyk finallie!!!my dearest gf n buddy in t13...we'll definitely b updating each other tml...great minds always thinks alyk...when i was abt 2 msg t13 4 a gathering nez sun...she msg me 2 meet tml...i've been yearning 2 meet them lyk mad!!!n yes...t13 organiser is back in action...n tt's none other den me...haha...n e response is relatively not bad till now...i wonder how's every1 doing...n irwan called me up 2dae...i was juz facebook -walling him i need a job...n he called me immediately...we ended up chit-chatting though...haha...a friend in need is a friend indeed!!! since new year is coming...everyone have their new year resolutions...i shd list down a few too: - cut down on all my activities (which i tink is likely possible) - studie real hard...n do well 4 all my modules... - a new year...a new beginning... (if u noe wat i mean) - lecturer 2 cancel class on my bdae (more lyk wishlist) - get a partime job n save up...n oso 2 kill awae my time 4 going out... - japan in june!!!planning 2 travel alone...but partners r more den welcome!!! n tt's abt it...long long post tis time round...n let me begin wif all e past 1 week fruitful events...all or most of e pix r up on facebook...below r juz some...i noe it's alot though...haha -20-22/12- it's e pengarang n jb (nizam's place) trip wif canoeists!!!i've lotsa fun dere...though i returned wif lotsa bruises...haha...n i luv seafood!!!seafood is as tempting 2 me as see food...u juz wanna eat when u see food...lolx...i'll leave e rest 2 e pix... camwhoring while waiting 4 our ferry boat...n it's damn long!!! during e boaty ride~~~ n here we arrived!!! cabbing 2 our lodging place... e entire cycling trip...e beach...n where i got all my bruises!!! where we sea...food!!!yummylicious~~~ all e partying...alcohols is dirt cheap dere...haha n finallie...pix in jb...i wan more trips!!! -22/12- rite after jb...went str8 2 hanzhong's place frm customs...celebrated xmas wif hermes...it's bbq-ing n nua-ing...pix do e tok~~~ during bbq-ing~~~ e sweet door gift...n all e xchange pressies... i got siang chi's pressie n gerald's got mine...n gerald better take good care of my chip/dale...haha n tt's xmas partying wif hermes @ han zhong's place... n finallie...a free ride hm frm gerald...n i got e front seat!!!haha -23/12- a mini xmas celebration or dinner wif cheer n zhi yuan...zhi yuan drove me frm hm to places n places...thanz so much!!!he saved my arm frm breaking...haha...n oso thanz 4 e nice dinner at ting tai fung...im starting 2 miss ur little red lion...i miss e fun of alwae threatening 2 kick her ass...haha dinner at ting tai fung... how can we ever 4get tis little red devil?? n a xmas pressie frm cheer!!!arigatou!!! headed 2 clarence's bro's 21st party...e onlie thing i miss is e swing...swinging n feeling all so emo...i luv tt...haha...newae...stayed over his place n mahjong till morning...end up i didnt get 2 watch a walk 2 remember...*sob* -24/12- went over 2 alvin's place 2 prepare food 4 e odac chalet...now alvin belief i can cook!!!but odac-ians didnt see me cook...so they refuse 2 belief tt e shepherd's pie is done by me...arh!!!i cant cook very well...but i luv 2 cook...it's reallie fun...esp when u r cooking wif frenz...even e washing n cleaning up part is fun...but tt's if every1 plays a part in it...haha...oh n alvin introduce me as his gf 2 his mum...e mum was so excited n ran over 2 his room 2 see me...i got a shocked also...n i tink at tt moment was reallie funnie n memorable...in e end...his mum was tricked by him...haha chalet was reallie crazyness...esp when e countdown...all other chalets were so afraid of us...wif all our poppers everywhere n spraying foams across e downtown east...galz scream lyk nobody business...coz guys r alwae targetting us...ate e most in tis chalet...guess i gained 5kg frm it...n i got myself e title...e weakest link...n e story goes on...den we haf twister...n lotsa alcohols till some got drunk...n e drinking part was reallie unfair...e guys bullied me...all guys drink niq n galz drink mixtures...but they sae i can drink...so i muz drink niq...n i didnt even get a chance 2 touch e softdrinks at all...n they juz throw me a full cup of martell niq...-_-''' tt's wat frenz r 4 yea...haha...we played all e wae till morning...n hm sweet hm~~~ cooking at alvin's place~~~ all e partying b4 we change into pyjamas... where pyjamas r in e house!!! woon teng got mine...n i got boon wee...n i luv wat boon wee got 4 me alot...im gonna use it immediate...n show 2 him during orientation ltr...u betta b my gl hor...haha n e twister game...where e strongest survive~~~ e final few pyjamas pix...cant wait 2 change it...i h8 wearing it...t-shirts n shorts r wae wae betta...haha n e few hu got nothing betta 2 do...a walk 2 remember...pasir ris park...haha -25/12- actual dae was spent was besties secret 6...anne didnt come coz of some 2pid reasons...n all of us noe y...haixx...haf steamboat at yasi's sis place...n e food was meant 4 pig not 5 pple lah...haha...rarely meet up but dere's still never ending laughter within us...ij r alwae ij...where my bez 10 yrs of life is spent...ij galz r alwae e most on...most violent as well...haha...n im glad 2 hear 2 frenz of mine r turning str8 now...more 2 come i hope...=)) but can i go e other wae round??haha i got yao's pressie... -26/12- it's xmas celebration wif les at dee's place...i noe it's again!!!if im not wrong...it's e 3rd or 4th time in a row oledi...but tis time round we cook at her place...so much fun cutting n cooking...n not 4getting e camwhorings...5 yrs of friendships n counting...since sportscamp 2003!!!luv u galz 2 bits...n all e overnite toks...i juz wanna cry...can i?? e whole cooking process... n here we present e food!!! ready 4 gifts xchange?!? i chose till dee...n she reallie luv e shots glass alot...rem dun get drunk during new yr countdown...=p n my guess was rite...lian tee chose me...haha...but den...i luv e pressie lots!!!all e precious thots...n she saved me alot by buying me a clutch...which means something is out frm my wishlist...n i can use it 4 e wedding dinner...=)) all e little gifts frm cynthia n lian tee... n tis is les yearly xmas multi-shots...but we've 3 missing members...1 lost in germany...1 lost in tokyo...n i got jailed in office...haha selegie tau huey frm elsyne!!! n e card frm lian tee...i took tis coz it's damn funnie abt how she mentioned e absolute bf...n how e story started n end...where's my true luv absolute bf?!? snacks n ice-cream once u wake up is bad 4 health...but hu cares when it's xmas!!! -27/12- e finale 4 e party...xmas celebration wif pamela + our countdown 2 our 2nd mth anni...but b4 tt was bedtime stories wif canoeists...i luv e show...funnie n sweet at some part...finallie a not so bad movie...i wan my bedtime stories 2 come true...i reallie wan!!!newae...i've yet 2 watch yes man...australia...seven pounds...n many many more movies tt i wanna catch b4 skool starts...so much things 2 fulfill...yet so little time... we ended up buying clothes 4 each other...so coincidence...haha n desserts after everything... thus...tis ended my xmas marathon...it's truly a marathon...not even a dae break...n alternates tonning...n alternates few hrs of sleep...tml is orientation...hopefullie im able 2 get a glimpse of some cute ones...till new yr den... **dreams pls come true!!!
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<--her world--> ~!~!~!~kY|iE~!~!~!~ .29th jan 1986. .code: #03. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ .i choose 2 luv in silence. .4 in silence i find no rejection. .i choose 2 luv in ur loneliness. .4 in ur loneliness no 1 owns but me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ .nv luv a luv tt hurts. .nv hurt a luv tt luvs. .she desires. .prada wallet + bag. .b a trader. ~her memories~ .jun'04. .jul'04. .aug'04. .sep'04. .oct'04. .nov'04. .dec'04. .jan'05. .feb'05. .mar'05. .apr'05. .may'05. .jun'05. .jul'05. .aug'05. .sep'05. .oct'05. .nov'05. .dec'05. .jan'06. .feb'06. .mar'06. .apr'06. .may'06. .jun'06. .jul'06. .aug'06. .sep'06. .oct'06. .nov'06. .dec'06. .jan'07. .feb'07. .mar'07. .apr'07. .may'07. .jun'07. .jul'07. .aug'07. .sep'07. .oct'07. .nov'07. .dec'07. .jan'08. .feb'08. .mar'08. .apr'08. .may'08. .jun'08. .jul'08. .aug'08. .sep'08. .oct'08. .nov'08. .dec'08. .jan'09. .feb'09. .mar'09. .apr'09. .may'09. .jun'09. .jul'09. .aug'09. .sep'09. .oct'09. .nov'09. .dec'09. .jan'10. .feb'10. .mar'10. .apr'10. .may'10. .jun'10. .jul'10. .aug'10. .sep'10. .oct'10. .nov'10. .dec'10. .jan'11. .feb'11. .mar'11. .apr'11. .may'11. .jun'11. .jul'11. .aug'11. .sep'11. .oct'11. .nov'11. .dec'11. she reads... everyone screams!!!
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